The first love is over, I'm sad, I'm sad. Because, I suddenly found that the five-year love life suddenly ended, just like those days, when I was suddenly swallowed by a dog, and it was like someone stole it and hid it.

I can't find that part of my life anymore.

Suddenly, I felt like I was pregnant. That's it, I'm finally able to find my life and my life. I have children.

I'm pregnant.

The first love is over.

I'm pregnant.

If this is put on other girls, it must be a matter of death or life. You see, the love didn't work out, but she was pregnant with the wild seed of that enemy. Now it's good, the father's discipline is here, the mother's chatter is here, the white eyes are here, and the words are here. It's not that there's nothing more powerful. Some people come to beat and scold. Scolding you so much that you want to jump into the river, beating you to cry wolf howl.

If this happens to me too, where can I afford it?

But don't worry, I won't be able to do anything like that.

Besides, I need this child. I need to get pregnant.

Pregnancy is proof, proof that I was in love before, proof that I once had that man.

It's also a testament to my passionate, crazy-obsessed youth. In the future, as soon as I see An An, I can't help but recall the bits and pieces with him, the everything, his arms, his lips and kisses, his palms, those soldiers and horses, attacking and plundering the ground, horses stepping on the company camp, thinking of his royal flag hunting and scepter flying, thinking of his tendons and muscles, thinking of his obsessive eyes and warm comfort......

It's so important. Yes, pregnancy, it's too important.

When I knew that I was pregnant, I was relieved and breathed a sigh of relief: "Cool, so cool!" The old lady wanted this, so she came to this matter. How nice! ”

There's always something to witness to the five years I've had.

I can finally let the pregnancy be a witness to the existence of my first love.

I went to the hospital on the twelfth day to get tested for HCG. Yang Meilin accompanied me.

Luckily, it came out and I was pregnant.

I was so lucky. I'm so excited.

Even Yang Meilin was as happy as the wind when she saw my excitement and excitement.

I have to say that Yang Meilin is a good best friend, for more than two months, she has worked tirelessly to help me take care of the fetus, and give me all kinds of waiting and care. It makes me feel like her daughter. Many times, I was so moved that I wanted to call her Mom. Of course, she didn't give me a good face: "Get out!" Am I that old? ”

I'm pregnant.

Right now, I'm pregnant. I've taken a leave of absence, and I've basically stayed in the dormitory all the time, and I don't get out of the door.

I'm a mother now, a little mother. I'm now completely like a little mother, as my name suggests, serene and serene.

My belly is starting to bulge. I'm thinking about it, when my belly is bigger, I'll go out and rent a house, and then find a babysitter. Help me cook, take care of the housework, wash and scrub and so on. Of course, the money has to be paid out of Cheng Siping. There must be no problem with this, I just need to yell at him, let alone let him pay a few dollars, just let him roll over immediately, and he will definitely roll over in a fart, no matter what. How could he not be happy to give this money for his son or daughter?

But I don't want Cheng Siping to come over. Now that we've broken up, I have to break up with him completely and cleanly. Although there was a little bit of posturing at the beginning, it was because I was afraid that our roommates were not vegetarians one by one, so I swallowed him alone, and at that time, the old lady was standing on the white ground, and it had nothing to do with the old lady and me.

But now, I think about it, I'll break it off with him, and in the future, I will have An An anyway. I just need to have An An with me. As for which woman wants to swallow him alone, it has nothing to do with me. Of course, it can't be these masters of our dormitory, nor can it be Yang Meilin, the girls. Such a beautiful feast cannot be given to them. It is better to be with friends than to be slaves. This is the principle. Where can you give such a good thing to these cheap people around you, this must not make people angry!

I figured out that I wouldn't be so crazy in the future. Crazy, already crazy.

Besides, a woman doesn't have to have that crazy sex* life all the time. If not, forget it. What's more, this dish, my wife has already tasted, eaten, and opened meat.

I've seen all the beautiful scenery in the world.

It's really hard to turn the sea into water.

Will you say that my mentality is the mentality of an old woman?

Yes, I'm an old woman. Say whatever you like! You are wrong, this is not the mentality of an old woman, this is the mentality of a mother.

Isn't it?

This is sacred. It's sacred.

I'm still proud that the snow hid Cheng Siping. You see, it's a lot of stopping, isn't it?

In the past ten months, Cheng Siping has wanted to have a little news from me. I just need to close his door, and he won't try to open it. At the beginning, it was the old lady who opened the door for you when I was seventeen years old, and now, the old lady closes it for you. I see what you can do?

He called me a few times, anxiously trying to find me, and I asked my roommates to go back, all of them saying, "She's not there." No, that is, "She's out, she's going back to her hometown." ”

I just stayed in the dormitory all day to be my little mother, quietly and serenely as my little mother. I'm not lonely. I won't be lonely either. The women's dormitory of the university, speaking of which, is still lively, no matter what time it is, there are people coming in and out, there are people skipping classes, and there are people sleeping lazy. Since then, there has been movement in the living building of female college students. What's more, there are still graduate students, master's students, and doctoral students. They weren't quiet, running up and down, shouting, answering the phone, making outgoing calls. It's like being noisy in your ear.

I also have something to do, I lie down, walk, and take care of the tire seriously.

I have music playing in front of my belly, playing English programs, playing classical Chinese poetry recitation programs. I implement a full set of eugenics and parenting programs for our An'an, and implement the world's most perfect prenatal education for our An'an.

Once, when all of our classmates were in class, I was alone in the dormitory. Suddenly, a call came in. I knew this must have been a call from Cheng Siping. In this world, he is the only madman who will call you coldly, will suddenly appear in front of you, and will surprise you as he wants.

Didn't he always do that in the past?

I took it. As soon as I heard it, I knew it was him. I heard him say on the other end of the phone, "Hey, I'm looking for Cheng Weijing." ”

I don't speak. I only heard the sound of electricity, which flowed quietly and slowly. He said: "Weijing, Jing'er, I know that you are listening to the phone, you listen to me, I like you, I love you." I want to see you. Without you, it would be difficult for me to sleep peacefully at night now. As soon as I touch the pillow, as soon as I close my eyes, my mind is full of you, all the scenes of our love, all the way you look......"

I didn't wait for him to finish, and slowly hung up the phone. When he called again, I heard the phone ringing very stubbornly, very firmly, and ringing, and ringing, for a long time, but I just wouldn't answer.

Then the phone stopped ringing.

I figured out that if there was another call, I'd take the phone cord off and pick it up when their crazy girls came back in the evening.

Very good, after that, the phone never rang.

However, in the evening, Cheng Siping called several times, saying that he wanted to find me. was all returned by Yang Meilin on my behalf.

But things suddenly took a turn for the worse.

A few days after such a day, something suddenly happened: my mother Wang Huijuan came to Jianghuai! My mother came to the women's dormitory building of Jianghuai Normal University.

My mother, Ms. Wang Huijuan, broke into our dormitory in a rage and came to the door.

At that time, I was in the dormitory, and Yang Meilin was also there.

My mother came to Jianghuai on the seventh day after Cheng Siping's phone call during the day.

My mother, Ms. Wang Huijuan, came to my door in a rage.

As soon as I saw my mother's appearance, I knew that something was wrong, the news had leaked, and I didn't know who had sent the news to her old man's ear.

"You dead girl, you crazy girl, you're pregnant, you don't tell me about such a big thing! What do you want? "Ms. Wang Huijuan went straight to Huanglong Mansion, and she didn't take a turn with you, and she beat you to death.

She didn't care if there was my lovely group of college classmates next to her.

I pretended to be ignorant and asked, "Mom, what are you talking about?" Pregnant? Who is pregnant? ”

You are still sloppy with me, do you think I am far away in Qinhu Lake, this Jianghuai Normal University, I don't know about it as a mother? Who are you trying to fool? I know that you have liked him since you were in high school, but you can't marry him, how can you conceive a baby for him and give birth to a child for him?

"Mom, who did you listen to?" I asked pretending to be calm.

"You don't care who I'm listening to. You only answer me, is this true? If you want to say that it's not true, come with me to the hospital for a physical examination now, and if you are pregnant, immediately have an abortion with me. You're going to die, how old are you, you can do such a thing? Mother gritted her teeth.

I opened my eyes wide and deliberately set up an oolong formation with my mother: "How old am I, mother, you don't know?" I'm twenty-one, and I can get married. I'm of legal age for marriage. Some people in our class are already married, and some are mothers. I'm late. ”

"What about when you reach the legal age for marriage? Do you think you're going to be able to get married when you're of legal age? Who is your man? Are you married? Do you have a family? Have you made all the physical and mental preparations, and have you been prepared for all the external conditions? Have you notified all your relatives and friends, and have you told the world? You dead girl, you think it's that simple? ”

Ms. Wang Huijuan was angry and said fiercely.

"Is it that complicated? Isn't it just about having a child and being a mother? I don't need to be so complicated. "I got up.

I know that as long as I am strong, let alone nine cows, even nine cows and nine horses, they will not want to pull me back.

Just like that year, I must give myself to Cheng Siping, and the king of heaven and the king of heaven can't stop me. I'm going to be his woman, and none of you can stop me.

"Okay, you are simple, you don't need to be complicated, you are strong, you have to be tough with your mother in everything. Why do you like to be my mother's nemesis! How did I become your rival star! None of that is left to do now. Now, that's the big deal. You're pregnant, it's a big deal. ”

"yes, of course it's a big deal. I'm going to be a mother. Big deals, of course. ”

"Okay, you be your mother, I only have one request now."

"Okay, you say!"

"You're married! You get a little family out. You bring someone to me and let him respectfully call me mother-in-law! ”

"It's not going to work. I'm not married, and I don't want to bring him to you. He just thinks that you are the mother-in-law. You're his de facto mother-in-law anyway. ”

"But what is it for you to have a child without knowing it?"

"How can this be unclear? I want to be a mother, and the law allows it! I can not get married, but I can also have children without getting married. This is called a child born out of wedlock. Mom, you don't know? All of this is allowed by law to exist. Mom, are you legally blind? It's not like that! My mother is an elementary school teacher, so how could I not know this? ”