It was a long time before there was movement in the compartment, and Liang Chaodui staggered out and wiped his face with water. She looked up at herself in the mirror, and raised her hand to smooth her hair, but her eyes were fixed on her wrist. The minute hand is still walking diligently, and the restored case is twice as thick as before, which looks very out of place, as if it is constantly reminding Liang Chaodui: everything you do is not worth it.

I'm Liang Chaodu, six months ago, I impulsively beat them because of Liu Momo's words, and all the efforts I endured for half a year were wasted. But I don't regret it, and I still am. Since I was a child, I have a lot of friends, but only Mu Mu is sincere to me, I like Mu Mu, I like the way she is only with me, no matter what she shares with me, sometimes I feel that the two of us are God's best friends who are specially assigned together, and we will never be separated for the rest of our lives.

The three years of junior high school separation were very difficult for me. My grades are not good, always hanging at the end of the class, the teacher and a few good students always squeeze me, at that time I always call Mu Mu, Mu Mu will tell me jokes that she is not good at, tell me to study hard and not be affected, every night, it is Mu Mu's voice that accompanies me to sleep, so that I don't care about their eyes. The last year of the sprint, everyone became very busy, my last call with Mu Mu, was on the night of the Spring Festival in the third year of the junior high school, she excitedly said that the prayer hall for me to ask for the good news of the sign, I looked at the bright moon in the sky, suddenly had a reason to struggle, since then, I locked myself in the room every day to memorize, I am not good at math, I memorize the literature very well. The first time we met after the high school entrance examination, we both smiled so happily, I really hope that the days will go on like this, there are Mu Mu's days, it's really good.

I was late for the speech conference in the first year of high school, I quietly slipped in through the back door and sat down, and as soon as I looked up, I met Gu Shaoqing's gaze, he gently tugged at the bow on the neckline, picked up the manuscript and read it. I looked at him at the time, just like seeing Mu Mu on the stage, I thought to myself, this must be a boy as good as Mu Mu, I didn't hear what he read, I only knew that there was an autumn leaf gently drifting into my heart, he was Gu Shaoqing, it was me, the first boy I liked.

After I went to high school, I had less contact with Mu Mu, but my popularity got better inexplicably, I made a lot of friends, and Mo Mo was the best one. We often go for walks in the playground together, and she does silly things with me, and I can feel that she is good to me, and even though she is very close to a boy like Jian Fan, I still believe that she is a good girl. But she lied to me. She let me kill my love in the cradle with my own hands. Gu Shaoqing told me that day that he didn't mind the past, and he had also thought about it, with my future. But I looked at the insignificant warning letter, at the brand-name car that took him to school every day, and at Lin Yun, who was by his side and was excellent, I flinched. I fantasized about the storyline of the novel, hoping that one day he would appear at the door of my class and say, "Sunrise, let's be like the same." "But I didn't wait.

Silently like a different person, she began to exclude me indiscriminately, she was the female boss of the class, and her classmates also began to alienate me under her instigation. I didn't want to get too stiff with her, but she forced me again and again, and finally one time, they surrounded me and beat me, and I was scared to be grabbed by the collar by them, trying to ask the girl in the distance for help, but she walked away. From then on, I would be beaten twice in three days, one at a time, and it got worse and worse. I went to sue the teacher, the teacher didn't care about me, I mustered up the courage to go to Shaoqing, but was rejected by Lin Slow, I dialed Mu Mu's phone in the night when I was about to collapse, but Mu Mu was busy because of tomorrow's game, she said a few words of cheering to herself, and hung up. I sat alone in a dark room, and for the first time, I had a feeling of hate.

I still remember Liu Momo pointing at my nose and scolding, saying how shameless I was, scolding from top to bottom, I held the hand that was smashed by them, and said nothing. I thought that if it was such a big deal, I would definitely not let them run away this time, but the teacher was delayed. Liu Momo was in a hurry when she saw that I didn't speak, so she grabbed the watch from my wrist and smashed it to the ground. All I could hear was a click in my heart, shattered. I rushed up in a frenzy and beat them all in spite of the pain, I don't care, since I can't give me justice, then let's go to hell together.

When I heard Mu Mu's voice, I was so scared, I was so afraid that when she saw me like this, she would dislike me and not want me, I only had her left now, I walked towards her, everyone was retreating, only she walked towards me, she hugged me and told me not to be afraid, she has always been. I cried loudly, wanting to tell her that I had been wronged in the past six months, and at the same time I had to admit that Liang Chaodui without Chen Muran was nothing.

The psychiatrist in the hospital once asked me a question, she said what are you most afraid of, I thought about it, what I am most afraid of is probably not these bad words, but Mu Mu leaving me, she seems to be living in my spirit, as soon as she leaves, I will be gone. I didn't feel good on the hospital bed, but I looked at everything Mu Mu had done for me, and all my previous grievances disappeared. I also know that I am really sick, but I think that with Mu Mu's company, this illness will not hinder anything. But Chen Yi....I looked at her, just like me before, so big, lively and cheerful. I repeatedly told myself that Mu Mu also has the right to choose friends, and Chen Yi has a good personality and is good at studying. But the sprout of jealousy grew wildly in my heart, and by the time I woke up, it was too late.

My injuries were not serious, I was fine in a month, I went through the discharge procedures, but Mu Ran didn't come to pick me up, but Chen Yi came. Chen Yi told me about Mu Mu's recent developments, as if they were the closest friends, I slowly clenched my fists, and asked her with a smile: "You must like Mu Ran very much." Chen Yi was stunned for a moment, but quickly replied yes, I looked at her with a smile, asked her about the game that she often talked about, and went home. I deliberately picked her up on the day she finished the game, took her to the street where no one was around, and hit her in the leg with a baseball bat. I still remember the fear in her eyes, I smiled and said to her: "Don't be afraid, I also like Mu Ran, but in this world, there can only be people who like her, if you don't leave her, I promise, today will not be the last day." ”

Soon the news of Chen Yi's car accident came, it doesn't matter if it was a car accident or not, I have achieved my goal, but for the first time, I feel terrible. I locked myself in my room, not daring to remember what I had done before, until Mu Mu came to me, and I suddenly felt that it was very effective, and she was the only one with me, and I was so happy.