Chapter 179 wants to talk to her

Soon, the time for Song Kaimin to go to H University has arrived.

And there has been no news of Zhang Yudie's notice.

The family also began to keep silent about this matter, so as not to make everyone feel bad.

The day before Song Kaimin left, he wanted to talk to Zhang Yudie.

In the past few days, he has secretly gone to see Zhang Yudie almost every day. However, they never talked to her up close and took a good look at her.

I haven't left yet, and I'm already missing her.

After he left, the most reassuring thing was Zhang Yudie.

Caring for her has become his habit.

Deliberately pretending not to care has also become a habit.

It is a habit to want to see her all the time.

Since he was a child, he has never let Zhang Yudie leave his sight, either openly or secretly.

However, this walk, thousands of miles apart, the distance is far, the time is long, and the longing is even stronger.

He knew that Zhang Yudie's feelings for him in his heart were not like that for her.

She only has Song Kaishan in her heart.

He, to put it bluntly, is nothing in her heart.

"I don't like you", this sentence was like a barb, piercing his heart.

Even if she says that, it doesn't matter, that's her business.

Song Kaishan's engagement with others is his business, Zhang Yudie's liking of Song Kaishan is her business, so it is her own business to love Zhang Yudie.

Not conflicting at all.

Think about it, isn't it bad for you.

In the final analysis, she knew Zhang Yudie first, why was her heart occupied by the brother she knew later?

Alas, poor self.

Forget it, as long as you're good, everything is fine!

Also, he just had a strange thing in his heart.

It is said that with Zhang Yudie's results, how could there be a notice, why not?

He also went to the school to inquire.

Not really.

I'm about to leave, and I won't see her for a longer time.

Song Kaimin's heart was reluctant.

However, he kept telling himself: Zhang Yudie only had Song Kaishan in his heart.

From childhood to adulthood, Zhang Yudie's eyes only had Song Kaishan in his eyes.

He knew that she was different from Song Kaishan.

Therefore, Song Kaimin was very angry, he was angry with himself, knowing that Zhang Yudie didn't have him in his heart, but he still couldn't let go.

He is even more arrogant, even if Song Kaishan is engaged, her heart is still on his body.

Of course, he was still angry with Song Kaishan, obviously having Zhang Yudie in his heart, but he did not object to the family affairs arranged for him.

However, a few days ago, I revealed to her that I liked Zhang Yudie. The result was not as bad as I expected:

They can't even be friends.

He didn't even have a reason to see her in the open.

However, you must talk to her, otherwise, you really can't afford to go.

On the other hand, Zhang Yudie was very depressed at home.

Dad doesn't talk much anymore.

Mom is also quiet.

The younger brother took one look at her and went back to the red.

The closer she gets to the day of reporting, the more hesitant she becomes.

"Now that you've decided, don't hesitate." She clenched her fists, stared at the bookcase and said to herself, and after that, she continued to work, keep working.

"Sister, it's okay. After another year of tutoring, you will apply for the school that Kai applied for. Zhang Yulu said again.

Zhang Yudie looked at her parents who were working in the yard, and pushed Zhang Yulu weakly: "I'm fine." You have to study hard...... Don't let Mom and Dad down, you know? ”

She knew she had let her parents down.

She knew that once that was known to her parents. They will be even more disappointed in themselves.