Her misty eyes traveled back to her previous life through this starry sky, and she saw Su Yunqing injured for her, and saw how her sword pierced into his chest......

No matter how long it has passed, she still can't stand it, her heart is torn and painful, she is late, tears are pouring down, she says, "Rong Chu, do you know? I killed him, I stabbed him with a sword, and he blocked the deadly arrow for me......"

She looked at him with teary eyes, her eyes were painfully sad, and she said, "So, I don't want to let him down in this life, I owe him everything, I want to repay ......"

She cried and laughed, every word was soaked in sad blood and tears, she took his hand and looked at him, tears were endless, "But, Rong Chu, how can I repay what you gave me?" You tell me, what am I going to do? What can I do so that I don't make you sad and don't hurt you......"

She buried her tear-stained face in his palm, her voice trembling, "What the hell am I supposed to do?" I really don't want to disappoint anyone anymore......"

The taste of this is really too painful, too painful......

Bai Rongchu thought that he would never taste heartbreak again in his life, but at this moment, what is this crisp voice, this pain of peeling?

His girl, the only girl he has ever truly loved in his life, the only girl who has truly been to him, what is he going to do with her?

His hand gently touched her head, a smile faded into the corner of his lips, and he said softly, "Ah Sheng, in fact, I have such a person in my heart!" ”

Fu Sheng looked up, his eyes full of surprise, "Who is she?" Where is she? Have you failed her too? ”

He nodded, "yes, I failed her too." Do you want to know what happened between me and her? ”

She nodded, "Yes!" ”

He wiped the tears from her face, "Don't cry, I'll tell you, okay?" ”

She nodded obediently, "Okay! ”

Then, she stared at him as he slowly spoke, his eyes looking into the distance, "When I first met her, I was 10 years old and she was 6 years old. At that time, she was very thin, very dark, and as timid as I was. She always plays alone in front of the house, she is very lonely, sometimes she sits at the door in a daze, sometimes she plays in the mud alone! She has a lot of sisters in her family, but no one plays with her! ”

Later, she noticed that I was always squatting outside the restaurant to pick up something to eat, so she brought me food from home. I played with her, and she gave me food. In this way, we met, and before we knew it, we became each other's only playmates in childhood. However, at that time, I didn't trust anyone, and I didn't want to make friends with anyone, so I played with her because I could get food from her. ”

Listening to this, Fu Sheng leaned on his shoulder, finally closed his eyes and fell asleep.

The man tilted his head to look at her, smiled faintly, and continued to speak softly, telling her, more like he was speaking to himself.

"When she was 7 years old, she found out that I was injured, and she kept asking about it, but I didn't tell her. I don't want to let anyone know my worst side. I don't want her to know that I live with an old eunuch and endure his beatings, scolding, and torture every day! ”

Eventually, however, she knew. And I saw with my own eyes the torture I was 11 years old, and he came back that night after drinking and punching and kicking me, and I already had the ability to resist, but not enough to fight him. I thought about escaping, but in Kyoto, I didn't do anything to escape from his clutches. That night, when he saw me resisting, he was furious......"

(End of chapter)