Chapter 462 Losing the Courage to Face Her

Fortunately, Zhang Cuiye has three strengths and two weaknesses, otherwise, Song Kaishan feels that his parents don't recognize him as a son.

"Iniquity, iniquity!" Song Wanhe's voice appeared in Song Kaishan's brain.

"Kaishan, are you still obsessed?" This is Qiu Lianlian's voice.

Yu Xiaopei's voice also appeared: "Cuiye has three long and two short, and I don't live anymore!"

The words in Zhang Cuiye's letter pulsed: "I am dead, and I will fulfill your ......"

Song Kaishan covered his ears, he didn't want to listen to these words.

He has lost Zhang Yudie, why don't they let go of themselves!!

"Kaishan, if you think about it carefully, Cuiye's dedication to you far exceeds that of everyone, more than tens of thousands of times more than that rain butterfly." Qiu Lianlian said bitterly.

Despite all this, he didn't believe it, he couldn't believe that anyone would give him more than Rain Butterfly.

However, when a living man dies to serve his happiness, he is compelled to admit that he has given him more than anything.

More than everybody.

Can he still love Yudie without hesitation, pursue Yudie, and even marry her?

Why?

Why is there such a thing that makes people decide?

"People can't be selfish, they can't be selfish......"

Song Wanhe's words kept ringing in his ears.

What can I do not be selfish? People must not violate ethics and morals, and they cannot live without conscience,...... These well-intentioned counsels, always in his ears, were about to drive him crazy.

How can we not be selfish, as everyone says?

Ethical and conscience, who can tell him?

Why is he with Yudie, it is against ethics and morality, it is a violation of conscience, and it is selfishness!

Since he did not appear at the door of the Civil Affairs Bureau that day, he has lost his qualification to have Zhang Yudie.

He's all like this, isn't that enough?

Zhang Cuiye seeks death, the fault of all this is only his determination to be with Yudie?

Is this the key to causing so much suffering?

Is that all?

He lost the courage to face Zhang Yudie. I can't stick together like before, and I don't want to be separated for a moment!

That's what he's always dreamed of.

Since he was a child, he liked to be with Yudie, and later, since puberty, he thought that in the future, his lover can only be Yudie!

It's just that now, he is no longer qualified and in the mood to think about this.

Then stay away and don't see you once!

Without Rain Butterfly in his mind, he always felt that life was so dry, like the walking dead.

As soon as he thought that he and Yudie would just be acquaintances, he nodded his head...... He would rather die himself!

They didn't end there, but it's over!

This is self-inflicted.

Oh my God, how cruel this is! There are so many criminal laws in the world, why should this kind of criminal law be left alone on the spirit of him and Yudie.

I don't know what happened to the rain butterfly?

"Me and Rain Butterfly...... No way!"

Song Kaishan has promised his parents, promised Cuiye, and will never see the rain butterfly again, this is also gone, and it will be gone forever......

Song Kaishan walked out of the ward and took a breath.

Suddenly, he wanted to take a puff of his cigarette.

Usually, he doesn't smoke, he doesn't have it. So, he quickly bought a pack, then eagerly lit it and took a puff.

After that, he coughed incessantly and coughed up tears......