12. We, the end of the first meeting

Xinyun and I were walking in the direction we came from. When I walked to the intersection of another alley across the Zhengyang Pedestrian Street Square, I pulled Xinyun and stopped.

I looked at Xinyun and said, "Xinyun, why don't we go in from this alleyway to see inside, what do you think?" ”

Xinyun said directly without thinking about it: "Okay." ”

So, we walked in through the alleyway.

Although it is an alleyway, there are still many shops on both sides, and even the first floor of the accommodation building has been converted into shops.

Xinyun and I walked slowly, there is a big difference between this and the outside, and it feels quite fresh for the first time to visit these places.

After walking for less than five minutes, we arrived at a spacious area inside.

I looked at the surroundings here, and there was a large disc of rockery fountain in the center of the roadway. On both sides of the road, there are many tall banyan trees, and some scattered osmanthus trees, especially those southern silver fir trees are 30 meters high, and I don't know how many years they have grown.

We walked and watched, and then came to a gazebo on the side of the road.

After I looked around, I said to Xinyun, "Xinyun, it looks like the backyard of a big mansion, and there are some ancient buildings over there. ”

Xinyun looked around and said, "It's quite similar." ”

On the seats of the gazebo, there were some old and young people sitting here, presumably from these nearby buildings, who were teasing their grandson.

On the seat of the gazebo, there is also an old man with a white beard pulling the erhu, his expression is very focused, and his voice is long, which is very moving.

I listened attentively, and it felt like the old 50s and 60s, when it was the end of the street.

On the other side, on the open stone floor, there was a group of women in their fifties and sixties holding a fan in their hands, which opened and closed and danced happily.

It feels strange that there is such a place to relax in the center of such a downtown area.

I didn't think much of it, though.

Because I saw Xinyun walking in front of the kind of flower clusters with seasonal flowers and big red flowers, I took out my mobile phone and prepared to take a picture of her.

I looked around and quickly found a good position to not only shoot the scene well, but also to shoot people more concretely.

So I walked over and got ready.

Soon, I jumped at the chance to take pictures.

I looked at the Xinyun, the big red flower, the silver shirt tree, and the loquat tree in the lens in front of me, and quickly took a photo.

Then she continued to change the angle and took a few more photos of Xinyun, and she found out.

Xinyun looked at me and said, "Oh, you can't photograph me, don't take a candid photograph, okay?" ”

After Xinyun finished speaking, she raised her hand to block it, which made me so depressed.

I looked at Xinyun and said, "Don't, I'll take a good shot, I guarantee that if you see it in the future, you will be able to remember today's scene." ”

Xinyun was still embarrassed to raise her hand to cover her face, I was so angry when I saw it!

Because I wanted to write down the first time I and she went out to play.

But there was no way, Xinyun kept covering her face with her hands, and in the end, I only took a clear picture of her, and I couldn't see her face in the other ones.

Xinyun came over and looked at me and said, "Take a picture of me, show me." ”

So, I flipped out the picture and showed it to her.

In the photo, Xin Yun is wearing high heels, a white T-shirt, a yellow sunrise skirt, and pink shoulders on her shoulders, stretching out her right hand to make the shape of an orchid finger, her thumb and index finger slightly bend the branch of the big red flower to her nose, her head is slightly raised, her eyes are closed, she is sniffing the flowers, and there is a scene behind her, which I instantly captured.

Xinyun held my phone, I stood next to her and said, "How about it, my photography skills are good." ”

Xinyun looked at the photo and said, "Well, I didn't expect you to look good." ”

I said a little happily: "Of course, I took a panoramic picture of you, and when you see this photo in the future, you will definitely be able to think of today." When I used to go around playing, I liked to take pictures, you looked, you closed your eyes and sniffed the flowers for less than two seconds, and I took pictures of you in an instant. Poor me, I almost fell on the ground, and you didn't even give me one more shot! ”

As for whether I can take beautiful photos with my mobile phone, I naturally agree.

At that moment just now, Xinyun's lower abdomen was lightly retracted, and she inhaled slightly, closed her eyes and sniffed the flowers, which was natural innocence.

This is completely different from the demeanor of those who pretend to smell the flowers, she is from nature, just like the unexpected beauty that she suddenly encounters, and that artistic conception is fused with her natural and quiet demeanor.

Xinyun began to look at my phone, looked at my happy appearance, and said something that made me unhappy: "It's good to keep this one, delete the other ones, I can't see clearly." ”

……

After hearing Xinyun Xinyun say this, my mental activity tumbled.

The reason why I'm unhappy is that Xinyun asked me to delete the photos.

It's not that the photo can't be seen clearly, but Xinyun blocked her face with her hand and couldn't see her face clearly.

That's not the point, the point is that I want to keep all her movements in this moment, to keep the traces of today.

Besides, the best photos are not the most beautiful or the most complete, but the pictures that can remind people of the past are the best ones.

And this memory picture is a combination of photos to make people's minds remember that time clearly, a bit like a movie.

Many people don't understand why others shoot a set of actions, it is because looking at a set of connected pictures is like watching a movie of an instant, and watching a movie is to look at the past and look at the memories of life.

The most beautiful things are often not real enough because there is only a moment. And only the combination of good-looking and ordinary is the real life.

Xinyun didn't know what I was thinking at that time, in my heart, what I was nostalgic for was not because of the beauty of that moment, nor was it enough for a photo, but bit by bit fused together, and the connection of photos is an unforgettable memory.

Because if there are no bits and pieces, but only a momentary existence, then the future may collapse instantly.

A moment of beauty is just a passing moment for me.

Xinyun asked me to keep only one and delete the other seven photos, and suddenly I thought it would be better to delete them all.

……

After Xinyun finished speaking, she gave me back her phone, and I followed behind her.

I thought about it, and since Xinyun said so, I took out my phone and flipped out the photo album.

I deleted the photos that Xinyun said and put them in the trash bin of my phone, but I still couldn't bear to delete them in the last step.

My face was a little gloomy, just an unhappy look, I looked at Xinyun and said, "Do you really want to delete it?" ”

Xinyun saw that I was in a bad mood, and she said to me: "Actually, one is fine, why do you want so much?" ”

I said to Xinyun: "It's different, have you ever heard of it, the memory is a line." ”

Xinyun looked at me, shook her head, and said, "I don't know." ”

I thought about it and explained to Xinyun: "Memory is a line, that is, to connect the bits and pieces of things you care about in life, so that people can remember all the process." If you don't keep the others, just take one fragment, and it will dissipate easily. ”

Xinyun looked at me and said, "I don't understand, I haven't thought about this." ”

I looked at Xinyun, a little depressed in my heart, and then said, "Don't you want me to remember you?" ”

Xinyun listened to me say this, and then said, "Do you remember me, isn't this up to you?" ”

After finishing speaking, Xinyun walked forward a little unhappy.

When I heard this, I was a little confused.

Indeed, if I can remember everything about Xinyun, it will be the same with or without photos, she is in my heart.

If I don't have her in my heart, what if I have a photo?

However, in terms of personal habits, we have some differences.

I was a little entangled in my heart, a small thing is insignificant, but a small thing can also reveal the different habits of two people.

If the photo is blurry, I'll delete it, and that's normal. But if it's not the photo, it's the habit of life.

Just like walking, we all know that if you have a big start, then walk with a person with a small start, and you will come out of the distance.

I walked along the middle side of the road where I repaired and sold bicycles.

I was wondering in my heart at this time, whether Xinyun and I were really inappropriate, whether it was really like what she said, not really like her.

Soon, we were out of what was like a small park.

(Later, I learned that this was originally the Guilin Workers' Cultural Palace)

Xinyun and I walked slowly, and I felt that the atmosphere between me and her had cooled down a little, and I didn't know if it was true.

After we got to the road outside, I looked at my phone.

Time...... 16:26……

So, I thought about it for a while, and said to Xinyun: "Xinyun, shall we continue shopping?" ”

Xinyun thought for a moment, and then said, "No, we've been out for a long time, it's almost half past four." ”

I looked at Xinyun, nodded, and said, "Okay, then let's go back." ”

So, Xinyun and I stood under the bus stop on Cross Street.

After waiting for a while, there was no bus coming, so I beckoned to hail a taxi, got on the bus with Xinyun, and went back together.

Xinyun and I sat in the car, and the car drove for a few minutes without talking, which was a bit dull.

I didn't want to do this, so I said to Xinyun: "Xinyun, I don't have anything to eat when I go back so early." ”

After Xinyun heard my words, she said, "It's okay, I'll squint for a while when I go back, I'm a little sleepy." ”

After listening to this, I nodded and said, "Okay." ”

Xinyun looked at me and said, "You go back and eat early, you didn't eat Chinese food." ”

I responded to Xinyun: "Oh. ”

About ten minutes later, the taxi stopped at the entrance of the student apartment.

Xinyun and I got out of the car, and she looked at me and said, "Okay, you can go back." I just walked into the dorm by myself. ”

I didn't agree, I said to Xinyun: "I'll send you to the door of the dormitory, you've been with me for a day today." ”

Xinyun looked at me and nodded, and after letting me see her off, I sent her to the door of the stairs of her girls' dormitory.

After Xinyun took two steps up the stairs, she turned around and said, "Go back, bye-bye." ”

I nodded and said, "Well, you wore high heels for a day today, and your feet will hurt, go back and rest." ”

Xinyun looked at me and smiled, then said, "Okay." ”

So, Xinyun turned around and went up the stairs, and after I watched her walk up the stairs and couldn't see her figure, I walked out of her dormitory building.

I quickly walked to the other side of the lawn road, and I looked up at the floor of Xinyun's dormitory, and I saw her standing on the balcony.

Xinyun looked at me and waved, and I waved my left hand at her.

Then, I walked straight out of the student apartment town.

Thinking back to what happened with Xinyun today, you have to think about getting along before you can decide?

I felt that Xinyun might not be able to achieve anything, shook my head, and walked all the way to my house.