Chapter 446: She Was Really ......
Zhong Shu didn't know how long she had been asleep, and in a trance she felt that someone was touching her head all the time, that technique was very familiar and gentle, although she felt very gentle and familiar, but she was still very scared, and suddenly woke up from her sleep and retracted inside.
When she saw clearly who was touching her head, her tense nerves relaxed, and she quickly came to the person and hugged him.
"Xie Suichen, why are you only coming back now? Why are you only coming back now? Why? Zhong Shu said and began to cry again.
Xie Suichen looked at the person in his arms, hugged her tightly, and didn't know what to say for a while, he had already heard from Zhong Li what happened to Zhong Shu.
Until now, Zhong Shu's heart must be very sad, she needs comfort the most now.
He patted her back again and again, his movements were very gentle, "I'm back, Yuanyuan, no one will bully you anymore, I won't let anyone bully you." ”
"What's the use of you coming back now, what's the use? Don't touch me, don't touch me. She pushed Xie Suichen away.
Xie Suichen didn't expect her to be so strong, he actually took a few steps back, and he saw her shrinking back into the bed, covering her head and reluctant to let him touch it.
He sighed faintly, he must be very desperate now, he must have felt that he was not clean, so he did not let him touch it, although she felt very uncomfortable and painful.
But it had already happened, and what was wrong with him, the wrong people were the damned ones, the ones who violated her.
The next day.
Zhong Shu got up very early, and by the time Xie Suichen got up for breakfast, she was no longer visible at home, and she had already gone to school in order to stagger the time.
She came very early, there was no teacher in the office, she was the first to go, she went to the office and was in a daze, and when the teachers came, she was still in a daze.
The teachers saw that her state was not quite right, in the past, when she came to the office, she would always joke with them and chat with them, but today it is really more, as quiet as it is, not at all like her style.
"Teacher Zhong Shu, are you okay? What are you thinking about so distractedly, have you found it? Zhong Shu came back to his senses, looked at Teacher Li, and the corners of his mouth twitched. But the corners of the mouth are as ugly as they are.
Teacher Li looked at her: "Teacher Zhong Shuo, are you okay?" What the hell is wrong with you? Why is this the case? Did you quarrel with Mr. Xie? ”
Zhong Shu shook his head and didn't say anything, if only she had a quarrel with Xie Suichen, she wouldn't be so troubled now, why do bad things always happen to her.
When she was a child, her mother was abandoned by Zhong Jianguo, she watched her mother die, and later came to Zhong Jianguo's house, she was bullied, whether it was her stepmother or her sister, they bullied her.
She grew up slowly, thinking that all the bad luck was gone, she had Xie Suichen who loved her, and her brother who loved her, she thought that she would not suffer any more, but fate still did not let her go.
She wasn't a self-pitying person before and didn't think about it that much, but she didn't understand why she thought so much today.
When will she be able to avoid being tormented by fate? When will we be able to live some ordinary and ordinary days?
When it was her turn to go to class, she was distracted in class, and several students reminded her, and after the reminder, she quickly finished talking about what she wanted to talk about in class, and stopped joking and chatting with students, and directly let students learn by themselves.
After class, she immediately left the classroom and returned to the office, Principal Wang sat in her seat, she saw the principal coming, came to the principal's side, and said hello to him, Principal Wang slowly got up from his office chair, looked at her, and asked: "Teacher Zhong Shu, your state of class is not right again, are you worried about anything recently?" ”
"Headmaster, I haven't had anything to worry about lately, but I'm not in a good mental state." Zhong Shu's eyebrows were a little tired.
"I'm not in good shape, isn't it not good to rest? Or did you have a quarrel with your husband? Principal Wang asked.
Whenever she was not in a good state, everyone thought that she had quarreled with Mr. Xie, and she also thought that every time she was in a bad mental state, she would quarrel with Mr. Xie, and now she felt that quarreling with Mr. Xie was the happiest thing in her life and the luckiest thing.
But no, she didn't quarrel with Mr. Xie, Mr. Xie treated her very well, and she wasn't in a bad mental state because of this incident at all.
Her face shrugged and she said to Principal Wang, "Principal, can I take a leave of absence for a while?" ”
"Take a leave of absence? Do you want to take a leave of absence again? Principal Wang asked.
"Principal, I'm sorry, I'm very sorry, I'm really in a bad state, if I teach students in this state, it's completely misleading, I know what kind of state I'm in at the moment, I know myself, I love those children very much, so I feel even more that I can't mislead people's children, my state is extremely bad, and the students will sing along with my state, I don't want them to be in a bad state together."
Principal Wang looked at her, nodded, and said, "Okay, okay?" If you take a leave of absence, how long will it take? ”
She thought for a moment and said, "It could be a long time." "It took a while for her to digest what was happening all of a sudden.
This kind of thing was so sudden that she was at a loss, she didn't know how to digest it, God undoubtedly took a big hammer and slammed it on her head, she was even trapped in place, maybe there was no way to come back to her senses in this life.
She felt that she was ashamed of Xie Suichen, ashamed of Xie Suichen's kindness to her, and ashamed of Xie Suichen's deep affection.
Principal Wang nodded and said, "In that case, then you can come to me later to get a leave note, and by the way, write down the reason why you want to ask for leave, and then rest." ”
She nodded and sent the principal out, and after sending the principal off, Teacher Li pulled her into the office and immediately asked her, "Teacher Zhong Shu, what's wrong?" Why are you taking such a long vacation? Did something bad happen to you? You told me, we are friends, what do you hide from me? I don't know anything about you. ”
Zhong Shu didn't say anything, her head was lowered, without any expression, Teacher Li was a little angry, she was a fiery character, she felt that no matter what happened, everyone had to communicate, they had to speak out, and only when they spoke out could they find a way to solve it.
Like Teacher Zhong Shu, when will the pain in her heart be able to be exerted and truly liberated.
If she doesn't say this, there is no way to exert her pain at any time, and there is no way to achieve liberation.
"Teacher Zhong Shu, I'm going to be angry if you do this again." Teacher Li shouted coldly.
Everyone in the office was taken aback by her, and Zhong Shu was also taken aback and looked up at her.
Teacher Li looked really angry, and said, "Teacher Zhong Shu, we have been friends for so long, do you still need to hide anything from me?" Why don't you tell me? Don't you think of me as your good friend at all? I tell you everything, why do you treat me like this, am I not worthy to be your friend? ”
Zhong Shu hurriedly waved his hand and explained: "No, Mr. Li, don't be angry, I don't think you are unworthy of being my friend, mainly because I can't accept what happened, I feel too uncomfortable to say." ”
When Teacher Li saw her say this, her eyes were a little sparkling, and she seemed to be about to cry.
Obviously, something particularly urgent must have happened, otherwise she wouldn't be like this, and immediately said, "Okay, okay, Teacher Zhong Shu, you slowly tell me not to worry." I'll analyze it for you, no matter what happens, I'll analyze it for you, okay? You just have to tell me the solution you want, and I'll do it for you, okay? ”
Zhong Shu covered her face and started crying, and the people in her office came to her, comforted her, and asked her what happened, she shook her head and said nothing.
Teacher Li didn't continue to ask her any more, there were too many people in the office, some people were very good friends with them, but some people were not.
If you want to say the sad things in her heart at this time, those who have a better relationship with her may feel sorry for her and say a few words of comfort, but those who have a bad relationship with him may see her unlucky and see jokes.
She hugged her and said, "Teacher Zhong Shu doesn't want to say it, so don't say it." Let's not talk about it, shall we? I'll take you to dinner, you can order whatever you like, don't worry about money, you can eat whatever you want, I'll invite you today, okay? ”
Zhong Shu nodded, she knew that Teacher Li wanted to take her out, and asked her what happened alone, she was actually willing to tell Teacher Li, this matter was in her heart, and she was so uncomfortable.
She really wanted to find someone to talk to, although she already had Xie Suichen.
But no matter what kind of attitude Xie Suichen has, she feels that she is ashamed of him, and she feels that Xie Suichen is really wronged.
This is unfair to Xie Suichen, she should have a better woman to match, and she should not have a broken flower like her.
Teacher Li took the bag and left the office with Zhong Shu, and the two went to the school cafeteria, where Teacher Li cooked a lot of food, and the two faced each other.
Teacher Li gave her all the delicious food on the plate.
She lowered her head and ate a piece of sweet and sour tenderloin, and said, "Teacher Li, I maybe, I may be that one." ”
What the?
Teacher Li didn't quite understand her words for a while, "What do you mean?" ”
"It's that I'm home alone, and then when I wake up, I see my brother, and a strange man, that man is naked, and then my brother fights with him, and I have a lot of kiss marks on my arms, so I suspect me, I may be ......"
Teacher Li couldn't digest what Zhong Shu said for a while, took a sip of iced Coke to suppress his shock, and asked, "Teacher Zhongsu, you, you're not wrong, are you sure?" It can't be your delusion, right? It can't be, how can it be? ”