Chapter 130: Who Am I?

Half an hour later, Li Yu swallowed a whole electric pot of dog meat before putting down the bowl under the gaze of the three of them.

"Full?" Du Yiyi asked.

Li Yu nodded a little embarrassedly.

"What does it feel?" Du Yiyi then asked.

Li Yu realized it and shook his head: "I don't feel anything, I'm not hungry." ”

"What happened to you?"

Li Yu said what he saw on his phone and what he thought of afterwards.

"Are you afraid of death and then triggered the mutation? How afraid of death are you, but you were almost killed last time, and you didn't mutate? Du Yiyi said in surprise.

Li Yu touched her head embarrassedly: "I was scared last time, otherwise, why would I follow Sister Cheng." ”

"The relationship is about to collapse because of the building this time, and your sister Cheng is not a superman, so she can't support the building." Du Yiyi sarcastically said.

Li Yu was not angry, and smiled good-naturedly. However, when it comes to the collapse of the building, I still have palpitations.

"Maybe the building will really collapse." Cheng Jiayi was also a little worried in her heart, but she felt that the building was still very strong.

"I think it's really going to collapse, and the government has to give a warning. How many people are there, all dead and thinking? Du Yiyi said and stretched, "This is a stop, the four of us have all mutated, Brother Li, you don't have to worry about Brother Wang biting you in the middle of the night, maybe Brother Wang is worried." ”

Li Yu smiled embarrassedly, and said strangely: "Didn't I absorb all the crystals, why am I still hungry and have eaten so much?" ”

Several people looked at each other, and Cheng Jiayi said: "Maybe, every mutation is not exactly the same?" ”

Li Yu shook his head, "Maybe - by the way, I just smelled a strong smell of blood before I felt afraid of death." ”

"The smell of blood? Where did it come from? Du Yiyi asked.

"I don't know, I thought I cleaned up the dog meat." Li Yu said, sniffing his nose.

Several people looked at each other for a while, and no one remembered the wound on Wang Peng's leg, and even Wang Peng himself forgot about it.

"I'm sleepy, I've got to sleep. It's day, day and night, it's good. "Du Yiyi.

"Li Yu, I'll find you another crystal, if you have the reaction to absorb this, don't be so surprised. It's been half of the night again. Cheng Jiayi said.

found another crystal for Li Yu, and before a few people went back to the house to rest, they leaned against the door and looked out.

The movement just now was not small, and they were all worried about being heard downstairs, but fortunately, the corridor had been quiet and there was no movement.

Then they relieved themselves and went back to their respective rooms to rest.

"It seems that this nine-day statement is really true." When Du Yiyi lay back on the bed, he whispered, "Li Yu can absorb crystals, why didn't I move." ”

Cheng Jiayi flipped it over, took out a sealed bag in his hand and said, "I left one for you." ”

Du Yi turned over and looked at it one by one.

"It seems that it is really spiritual power that can cause mutation. One by one, you have to figure out what is your tipping point that can trigger the crystals in your head. ”

Cheng Jiayi looked at Du Yiyi, and his eyes clearly wanted to see through Du Yiyi's scalp into the bones: "The crystals in your head are so stubborn." Or are you the person — what are you afraid of? Reluctant? Can't put it down? ”

Du Yiyi looked at Cheng Jiayi one by one, with a slight dazed look in his eyes: "Afraid? It seems like...... There is nothing to be afraid of. ”

"You're not afraid of death?" Cheng Jiayi asked.

"Are you afraid of death?" Du Yiyi asked rhetorically.

Cheng Jiayi thought for a while and said, "I don't know." I felt like I was scared to death. ”

"But you always rush up when it's dangerous, so you're not afraid of death in your bones." Du Yiyi.

Cheng Jiayi thought about it for a while and said, "Maybe it's possible." Or maybe I don't think I can die. What about you, we are both here when we are in danger, and you will definitely not be able to run away if I die, and I have never seen you afraid of death. ”

"I've never thought about dying before. Well, in peacetime, who would want to die? Chaos at that time, that day in school, I was really scared.

But I also feel that death is far away from me. When I saw some classmates dying in front of us, I felt that I couldn't die. Later, when I went home, I felt like a dream, and when I woke up, it was all gone.

Then, there was no news from my dad either. At that time, I wasn't really scared, probably subconsciously felt unreal. Later, I went to the hospital to look for you, in fact, to find my mother.

It was only that night that I suddenly realized that it was not a dream, everything was real. And then until now. You say don't be afraid, I think I'm afraid. I feel like I'm like a walking dead alive. ”

Du Yiyi sat up from the bed one by one and leaned against the head of the bed: "It seems that I am really living in it, living according to the development of the plot." Cheng Jiayi, do you know this feeling? I am myself, but I am not myself. ”

Cheng Jiayi hesitated and said: "I can understand, it seems that although we have our own thoughts, we are doing what we want to do and should do." But in reality, it's as if we've been programmed in advance and are following the programme. ”

Du Yiyi frowned and said, "Yes, that's how it feels." The two of us are high school students, high school students, how could we do such a bloody thing? Not half a moment of hesitation and fear? Are we not us at all, dominated by the crystals in our heads? ”

Cheng Jiayi also sat up and leaned against the head of the bed. She was very tired and tired, but her mind was still excited, and she didn't feel sleepy at all.

"I thought about it. I don't think so. I'm at least myself, and what I'm doing now is actually what I subconsciously want me to do. You know, I've always wanted to be a hero in my bones.

In the past, when we were in discussions, I always had a reluctant thought. Why am I me and I am not them. Why am I living in the present and not in their time.

I should have been too deeply affected. So on the day of the chaos, I unconsciously confused the plot with reality. Subconsciously, I may even be glad that this apocalypse has come and provided me with a chance to be a hero. ”

"So, everything you do is what you once thought about, did you think about becoming a hero, a superman, a heroine who changed the world?" Du Yiyi turned his head to look at Cheng Jiayi, "Just like we once discussed?" ”

Cheng Jiayi hesitated, feeling a little ashamed to admit it, but still nodded, "It seems to be." ”

"So, it's not that you're not afraid of death, but you don't think you can die." Du said again and again.

Cheng Jiayi hesitated for a long time this time, but finally nodded: "It should be." ”

Du Yiyi looked at Cheng Jiayi in the dark. Her eyes were dark and dull, and she couldn't see the brilliance, but Du Yiyi knew that there was never less brilliance there.

Du Yiyi still remembers the brilliance in Cheng Jiayi's eyes and the fascinated expression when discussing the plot with Cheng Jiayi. He must have been like that then.

"I think you're also a heroine now." Du Yiyi suddenly laughed, "I don't know who the male protagonist is." ”