After Dr. Zhou went out, Gu Feihan thought that Nan Yu would leave his arms immediately, but unexpectedly, she still buried her head quietly in his shoulder, motionless, as if she was asleep.

The long-lost intimacy, this moment is very rare for Gu Feihan.

It's as if time has stood still.

But Gu Feihan understood that this was just her way of avoiding treatment.

No one opened their mouths to break the silence, I don't know if it was too quiet, but in the end, Nan Yu really fell asleep on his shoulder.

Noticing that her originally slightly tense body was gradually relaxing, Gu Feihan did not put her back on the bed, but cherished this long-lost tranquility and fell asleep on her shoulder.

After this day, Nan Gardenia became very clingy.

Doctor Zhou came to the ward a few more times, but gained very little, every time he saw her, Nan Yu leaned on Gu Feihan's shoulder and said nothing, once Gu Feihan deliberately left the ward, leaving the two of them alone, although Nan Yu did not resist, but he only leaned on the head of the bed with his eyes slightly closed, and still did not say a word to Dr. Zhou.

Gu Feihan leaned against the wall next to the door of the ward and waited, and when he saw Dr. Zhou coming out, he stood up straight, "How is it?" ”

Dr. Zhou sighed and shook his head.

Gu Feihan didn't feel the slightest surprise at this result, he stood for a while and stepped into the ward.

As soon as he entered the door, he heard Nan Yu ask him, "Gu Feihan, do you really want me to receive psychological treatment?" ”

Without waiting for him to answer, her second question followed, "What is it about me that makes you think I'm sick enough to need psychotherapy?" ”

She was clearly fine.

Nan Yu has been able to get out of bed and walk on her own these days, and she didn't lie on the bed, but sat on the sofa, Gu Feihan walked straight in front of her, didn't sit next to her, didn't sit on the single sofa on the other side, stopped in front of her, leaning slightly and squatting in front of her.

She sits, and he touches the ground on one knee.

At this angle, the eyes of the two people happened to fall at the same height, and they were on the same level.

His expression was rare serious and serious these days, "Nan Yu, it's been many days, and you always cry heartbreakingly in your sleep." ”

Nan Yu was stunned.

She had no idea.

But it's true that these mornings wake up with some red and swollen eyes, which is uncomfortable.

"Isn't it normal for me to cry?"

Nan Yu quickly suppressed the embarrassment in his eyes, and then spoke with a more sharp tone, "My child is gone, can't I even cry?" ”

"Absolutely." Gu Feihan raised his hand, and when his fingertips wiped the side of her face slightly, he brought a strand of hair next to her face behind her ear, "But you didn't cry once when you were awake." ”

When she woke up from surgery, the word "deep sleep" was a luxury for her.

These days, at night, she has to take sleeping pills to fall asleep, and probably because of this, she will sleep so much that she cries out of her heart and lungs without knowing it.

He said she didn't cry once when she was awake......

No, I cried.

That night, the sleeping pills in the body did not work in time enough, and after hearing the conversation between him and Lin Yin, he knew that An An was no longer alive, and she was crying and falling asleep when the sleeping pills worked.

It's just that he didn't know who he answered that night, and he didn't come back.

Before going to bed, she was conscious, knowing that it was Cai's mother who stayed in the ward later, and when she woke up the next day, the first person she saw was also Cai's mother......

It's not that I just understand this truth now, there are always people, there are always things that will be more important than her.

It's just that now I finally don't have the expectation that I should be divided into the ranks of extravagant hopes.

No matter how much she cried, her two children couldn't come back.

No matter how fragile and helpless he is, he will not abandon Luo Xiangxiang to save her and the child at a critical moment......

His fingers stayed behind her ears, the slight coldness of the fingertips was incompatible with the temperature behind her ears, Nan Yu did not avoid, she quietly looked at his deep and bottomless black eyes, for a long time, as if the vicissitudes of the past years, she also raised her hand, the palm lightly pressed against his side face, hooked his lips and smiled, but there was a cloudy tear in the corner of his eye, passing through the side face, and it happened to fall on his arm when it fell.

Gu Feihan's eyes suddenly stopped on the water mark drawn by the tear on his arm, and in her ear was her voice that was lighter than the tear stain, "Okay, I'll be treated." ”

It's also an inconsequential thing anyway.

Nan Yu leaned back, leaning his upper body weight completely on the back of the sofa, and finally avoided the hand behind his ear.

"I'm going to be discharged from the hospital, and I don't want to be treated here."

The chain reaction brought by that tear, Nan Yu's eyes were slightly red, and his voice also brought an uncontrollable cry, "I hate this place, it's best not to come again in this life." ”

The second half of the sentence is really a bit angry.

Birth, old age, sickness and death are inevitable, and no one can not come to the hospital for the rest of their lives.

But Nan Yu also really hated this place, Gu Feihan felt a sour feeling in his heart, and nodded, "Okay, I'll go and discuss the discharge time with Dr. An later." ”

She didn't like it here, and it was the same to invite Dr. Zhou to her home.

The discharge time of Nan Yu was quickly determined, and Dr. An meant that if there was no abnormality in Nan Yu's body during this period, she could be discharged from the hospital after three days.

Three days......

Nan Yu listened calmly and had no objections.

Three days is not a long time, two days pass in the blink of an eye, and you can leave the hospital the next day.

It was only in the evening, but the weather, which had been sunny for almost two weeks, suddenly became bad, and the wind came and thundered, and the raindrops the size of beans quickly fell down.

Bang –

Something hit the window glass, shards splashed everywhere, and the wind poured in with raindrops.

At that time, Nan Yu was sitting on the sofa watching TV, holding a freshly peeled apple in his hand and gnawing slowly.

The moment the glass shattered, she looked up at the sound of a sound.

Less than two meters away, the white curtains were blown up by the wind, and her eyes were narrowed by the wind, but she still saw the dark clouds in the sky reflected outside with teeth and claws, and the lightning texture was like the end of the world.

It's like the day of the car accident......

When Gu Feihan was peeling apples, he got some apple juice on his hands, and he just went to the bathroom to wash his hands, and something happened in the ward.

He came out when he heard the voice, but he saw Nan Yu sitting motionless on the sofa looking out of the window, and the end of the flying curtain scraped on her face, and she didn't avoid it at all.

There was a mess in the ward, Gu Feihan didn't have time to think about it, so he stepped forward and picked up Nan Yu and left the ward.

Under contact, he found that her body was trembling under the loose hospital gown.

There were no other patients on this entire floor except Nan Yu, and Gu Feihan directly carried someone to the next ward.

Some nurses heard the movement and came to help, but it seemed that Gu Feihan had everything in order, and there seemed to be no place for them to intervene, so in the end they could only go to the original ward to move some undamaged personal belongings to the new ward.

Although the glass in the original ward was blown up everywhere, Nan Yu was not scratched, except for a few drops of rain on her body, she was almost not affected by the unguardable accident.

It was only when Gu Feihan changed her clothes that she found that the apple she had peeled not long ago was still tightly pinched in her hand, the apple was about to rot, and her fingers were deep in the flesh, and the juice flowed down her fingers.

"Nan Yu, let go."

On the way to change wards, I only felt that her body trembled slightly, and I realized that she was not quite right, and on closer inspection, I found that there was great fear in her eyes, her expression was empty, and her soul seemed to be locked in another space to bear the heat of water that others could not imagine.

"Nan Gardenia ......"

Gu Feihan shouted at her several times, and Nan Yu came back to her senses very slowly, and it took a long time for her eyes to have focus, and she looked at him blankly, a little unclear.

Gu Feihan reminded her, "Apple." ”

Only then did she realize something, and bowed her head.

The apple was taken away by him and thrown directly into the trash, Gu Feihan turned around and twisted a towel to wipe her hands.

A warm towel wrapped around his cold fingers, Nan Yu watched his movements in a daze, and after a while, his voice came to his ears, "Nan Yu, what happened to you just now?" ”

Just......

The picture in Nan Yu's mind has not completely dissipated, and the moment the glass shattered, she seemed to be back to the day of the car accident.

Only later did I realize how stupid I really was.

The moth put out the fire and took the baby's life, only to find out that the fire was put out wrong......

That person wasn't him at all.

It was only these days that she learned that the conspiracy had been for her life from the beginning.

Gu Feihan naturally wouldn't let her know this, but someone tried every means to let her know......

Even all the kindness he did to her in those days was just for others to see, and she and An An were just pushed out by him to protect his real heart.

And in front of you.

All care and companionship seem affectionate, but it is an illusion.

The matter of life and death is his sincerity, and in the operating room, he chose to give Luo Xiangxiang the bag of blood......

Luo Xiangxiang......

She was even the murderer who killed An An!

An unfamiliar number sent her a text message about what happened the day before her car accident, and the police found a large amount of blood stains on the riverside, and the DNA test showed that the blood was An'an.

After looking at the surveillance, I found that Luo Xiangxiang threw An An into the river the night before......

She also saw a video in which on the day of the car accident, the police outside the operating room informed him of everything, but he still chose to save Luo Xiangxiang first......

He is also in love after all, but it is not her who is unconditionally tolerated and protected by him.

The air conditioner in the new ward had not yet had time to turn on, and it was a little stuffy.

Nan Yu came back to her senses from her thoughts, looking dazed, but she still remembered that he asked her what was wrong not long ago, "It's not much, it's just that the weather is very similar to the day of the car accident......"

As she spoke, she looked up at him with sad eyes and some despair.

"Gu Feihan, I actually knew from the beginning that it was difficult to be loved by you, but I still rushed into it desperately, I loved blindly at that time and didn't want much in return, but now I ...... Maybe I'm too tired, and I can't help but think, if you also love me a little, if I also have a little weight in your heart, can you also give me a little mercy at the moment of life and death, and save our poor child, instead of the murderer who killed An An! ”