Chapter 109 With me, he didn't dare
The weird smile on the corner of Luo Xiangxiang's lips continued to enlarge, Nan Yu fell into a terrible nightmare, the picture kept repeating, she lay on the cold operating table again, the anesthetic worked quickly, she lay stiffly, but she always remained awake.
So she could clearly feel the scalpel slicing through her flesh......
"Tsk, I made the wrong knife, I forgot that this side is gone."
The chief surgeon's tone under the mask revealed a trace of regret, but Nan Yu recognized this voice, her eyes were cold to the man's evil man, and even the blood in her body seemed to be invaded by fear for a moment, she opened her mouth with all her might, and her voice was only a little loud, "Mu Minglang......"
He is Mu Minglang!
"Huh."
Mu Minglang's laughter had no temperature, he didn't even mean to talk to Nan Yu, he just bypassed the operating table and stood on the other side of her body, "Let's continue." ”
The blood-stained scalpel sliced through her flesh and sank into her body again.
"Don't ......"
Nan Yu wanted to struggle, but she couldn't raise the slightest strength, her tears almost wet the hair behind her ears, and she still couldn't make Mu Minglang's heart soften.
She could feel her life ticking by......
"Ah, yes......"
The moment before digging the only kidney she had from her body, Mu Minglang stopped all movements, and pulled down the mask on his face with his blood-stained hand, and the strange arc of the slight hook at the corner of his lips under the mask coincided with Luo Xiangxiang's smile.
Nan Yu's consciousness was a little blurred, but she still heard the last thing he asked her, "Do you have any last words to explain?" ”
"Nan Yu, wake up, wake up......"
"Ahh
Nan Yu screamed and opened her eyes, Mu Minglang's face disappeared from front of her eyes, and she realized that she was dreaming.
"Why are you crying like this? What did you dream about? ”
A big hand gently wiped her face, and she reflexively avoided it, and when her eyes returned to clear and saw the appearance of the man in front of her, she breathed a sigh of relief.
Gu Feihan still had a plaster cast on one of his legs, and he couldn't squat.
So he'd be sitting on a coffee table next to the couch with a pair of crutches next to him.
Nan Yu struggled to adjust her breathing, trying to dispel the image from that nightmare not long ago out of her mind.
But the effect is not obvious......
Even, after waking up from the dream, some of the feelings are clearer.
After experiencing it once back then, she knew very well that she had no ability to resist Mu Minglang.
"Gu Feihan ......"
The fog under Nan Yu's eyes dissipated and floated again, her eyes had long been swollen into goldfish eyes from crying, and her reason was almost washed away by the dark tide of despair, she was like a person who couldn't swim but was thrown into a deep lake, and when she subconsciously reached out to hug Gu Feihan, it was as if she was hugging the only piece of driftwood that could save her life.
"Can you not let Mu Minglang take away my remaining kidney?" Nan Yu broke down again, tears streaming down his neck.
She hugged her very tightly, and Gu Feihan was almost strangled by her, and her breath was a little difficult.
But he also felt her fear and despair, and knew what she heard when she met Luo Xiangxiang during the day, plus her words, so it was not difficult to think about what she dreamed of.
Gu Feihan didn't push her away, but held her back and gently patted her to soothe, but his tone was a little gloomy, and even he didn't notice it, "With me here, he doesn't dare." ”
Until bedtime, Nan Yu didn't forget her and him in the cold war.
Even if he took the initiative to talk to her a few times, she didn't pay attention to it at all.
At this moment, she had completely forgotten about it.
That nightmare was too real, as if once she let go of the hand that hugged Gu Feihan, she would be immediately dragged away by Mu Minglang, and even the scalpel wound left by the kidney removal on her body had been aching faintly until now.
How long did Nan Yu cry, and Gu Feihan held her back and comforted her.
By the time she had finally calmed down, it had been more than an hour.
In the dead of night, Gu An'an slept on the hospital bed and never woke up.
At that time, Gu Feihan moved from the coffee table to the sofa, his neck was wet, and a large piece of his clothes were wet by her crying, worried that she would be dehydrated if she cried in this posture, he poured a glass of water and fed her a few times halfway, and there was nothing left in this glass of water.
Back then, she was kidnapped by Mu Minglang's people from her grandmother's old house in the countryside, and was pushed into the operating room by her hands and feet, and she never cried like this.
It's like finally venting the grievances that no one confided in at that time.
Nan Yu's eyes were red and swollen, there were tears in her eyes, and her vision was all paste, and she was not happy to do it herself, so she simply rubbed it against his clothes, and the moisture under her eyes dissipated a little, and she could see the man's face close at hand.
Probably because the night was too quiet, and his side face was so gentle as far as the eye could see......
"Gu Feihan ......"
Her voice was also hoarse, and when she opened her mouth, her voice was like a broken cello, and her muffled and hoarse throat hurt for a while, "Why did you lose contact when Luo Xiangxiang was so seriously ill at that time?" ”
Before getting married, the only intersection between Nan Yu and him was the earthquake.
Little is known about everything about him.
Gu Feihan leaned over and poured half a glass of water to her mouth, although she didn't know why she suddenly asked this, she still answered truthfully, "Because of the virus in my body, I lay in bed for half a year during that time, almost paralyzed, and most of the time I was in a coma, and I was not in a good state when I was awake, and I almost didn't recognize people." ”
It turned out to be so.
Nan Yu obediently drank the water from the cup in his hand, and in his ears was his emotionless voice, calm as if he was talking about other people's things.
Half......
It's almost paralyzed.
Most of the time it is a coma.
Nan Yu has personally experienced the state of 'paralysis' twice, once when she was crushed under the rubble by the earthquake, and once when she was anesthetized and lay on the operating table waiting for her kidney to be removed.
The feeling of being unable to move can only be described as despair.
What's more, he has been lying for half a year, suffering from the virus.
"What if, I mean what if......"
Nan Yu rested his chin on his shoulder, stared at his contoured side face quietly for a long time, and asked a hypothetical question, "If you were by Luo Xiangxiang's side at that time, would you have made the same choice as Mu Minglang?" ”
His ability has never been inferior to Mu Minglang.
What's more, Luo Xiangxiang was still his heart at that time......
So if he was determined to save Luo Xiangxiang, she would have no room to escape.
This question is almost a proposition.
Gu Feihan put the empty water cup aside, lowered her head to her red eyes, she stared at him quietly, her eyes were kind and innocent, and she looked well-behaved, like a little milk rabbit abandoned by her mother just after birth.
Following her hypothetical question, Gu Feihan's dark eyes slowly narrowed, thinking about the relationship between him and Luo Xiangxiang at that time.
Speaking of which, he knew that Luo Xiangxiang had physical problems......
"Is it hard to answer?" didn't get an answer at the first time, and after waiting for a few seconds, Nan Yu's brows furrowed a little.
This means that his answer is not the one she wants to hear.
Otherwise why didn't he say it?
However, although this is a hypothetical question, the answer is important to her.
Because Luo Xiangxiang has physical problems again, the choices he will make now are likely to be the same as back then......
Once he and Mu Minglang join forces, she will be even more inescapable.
"If you can't answer, forget it, you don't need to make up lies to comfort me." Nan Yu had basically understood his silence as a perfunctory phrase.
She would rather accept the cruel truth in the first place than a beautiful lie.
It was difficult to comfort her in this embrace, and Nan Yu sniffed and was about to withdraw.
"You're so unconfident in yourself?"
Gu Feihan's arm secretly pressed on her back, not letting her leave her arms, "I ...... Luo Xiangxiang"
He was ready for a showdown, but before he finished speaking, he wrinkled his eyebrows and lost his voice.
Forget it, if she says something, she's afraid she'll think he's cruel......
Gu Feihan didn't want to let herself appear in her nightmare, "I would make the same choice as Mu Minglang, if it was you who was sick at that time." ”
This...... What do you mean?
After listening to the first half of the sentence, Nan Yu's heart was almost half cold, and there was only one thought left in his mind, that is, he was true love for Luo Xiangxiang.
But he still has the second half of the sentence.
What does it mean if the person who was sick at that time was her?
"Gu Feihan, did you know me at that time? How can you make the same choice as Mu Minglang? ”
Although at the age of sixteen, she fell in love with him at first sight when he rescued her from the rubble.
But what Nan Yu could be sure of was that he didn't even pay attention to who she was at that time......
"Did I know you at the time?"
Gu Feihan repeated this question, and the dark eyes staring at her suddenly narrowed dangerously, "Mu Nanyu, are you sure it's appropriate for you to ask this?" ”
"Why isn't it appropriate?" Nan Yu subconsciously asked.
"Was it a white-eyed wolf I rescued from under the rubble?"
Gu Feihan raised his hand with a dark face and knocked on her forehead, "Out of Mu Nanyu, I saved my life, you actually asked me if I knew you?" ”
Nan Yu: "......"
How did he remember?
She thought she was just one of the many people he had rescued......
And even if she has a bit of a posture, she has been pressed under the rubble for several days, and when she is rescued, she is still in a mess, so it won't impress him, right?
"I thought you didn't remember me at all......" Nan Yu was dumbfounded, as if she hadn't digested the information yet.
"That can't be."
Gu Feihan took her stupid appearance into his eyes, and his face softened, "Just dig out such a living person as you, point to you to repay your kindness, you can't forget." ”
Nan Yu: "......"
"But that's not right either."
Nan Yu was in a stupid state for two or three minutes, and finally came back to his senses, "You just said that if it was me who was sick at the time, you would make the same choice as Mu Minglang, Gu Feihan, what about you play with me?" At that time, Luo Xiangxiang was your girlfriend, could it be that you could still tie Luo Xiangxiang into the operating room and remove a kidney for me? ”
Mu Minglang would do that, on the one hand, to hug the beauty, and on the other hand, he himself looked at her half-sister unpleasantly.
What about Gu Feihan?
What is he trying to do?