I don't know how long I walked, my legs were sore and weak, like lead, I just sat on the side of the road, under the streetlight, holding my knees and watching the people passing by. There were snowflakes falling one by one, it turned out that it was winter, it had been three months since I came back from the northwest, and I had been with Lu Zhidao for more than a year, thinking about the risks we had taken together, thinking about the happy smiling faces when we were together, and regretting that I didn't have a light and heavy slap.

The cramped ringtone of the mobile phone pulled me back from regret, I thought it was Lu Zhidao, but there was an unfamiliar number on the phone screen, and I pressed the call button.

"Hello? Is it Sister Shu Xin, I'm Dabo. ”

It turned out to be Da Bo, and Da Bo's voice on the phone was still high, but it was mixed with a little excitement, so I sorted out my voice and said, "Oh, it's Da Bo, I'm Shu Xin, what's wrong." ”

"Hehe, it's nothing, I just wanted to ask if the three of you are okay? How is Mr. Lu? ”

I said, "It's all right, how are you, is Professor Yang better?" ”

"Professor Yang is still the same, and the two of us are very good."

I said, "That's fine." ”

"Sister Shu Xin, I and Qianqian will get married next week, you and Teacher Lu and Brother Liu will come over together."

I was taken aback: "Good boy, so fast!" ”

Dabo was a little embarrassed and said: "It's okay, hehe, it's just that there is something at Sissi's house, so I will do it in advance." Can you come next Monday? ”

I looked at the calendar, and the next Monday is January 1st, which is a good day, it is the New Year, and it is the beginning of the year. I said, "Okay, if you have time, you will be on time." ”

Dabo happily said, "Okay, then we'll wait for you." ”

There was a blind tone on the phone, and I couldn't help but feel a little sour in my heart, everyone else was looking forward, why did I always grasp some details and refuse to let go. At this time, my clothes have been wet with snow, and my hair is also wet, and the last time I cut my hair in Qingshui Town, it is now up to my chest, and I trembled and walked towards the road I came from, only to feel cold shivering, and suddenly my eyes were dark, and I fell to the ground.

When I woke up again, I was already at home, I was changed into clean and comfortable clothes, there was a bowl of hot porridge on the bedside, listening to the footsteps outside getting closer and closer, I closed my eyes again, I didn't really hate Lu Zhidao, but I couldn't face him now.

The footsteps in front of the door became noticeably lighter, "squeak~", the door was pushed open, and I heard the conversation between Liu Xiang and Lu Zhidao beside my bed.

Liu Xiang said: "I haven't woken up yet. ”

Lu Zhidao: "Then let her sleep." ”

Suddenly, a hand touched my forehead, and Liu Xiang: "It seems that the fever has subsided." You should go to the rest meeting too. I'll keep watch for a while, you've been on guard all night, don't Shu Xin, you fall down again. Yesterday you followed her for so long, and you are also careful of catching a cold. ”

It turned out that Lu Zhidao had been following me last night, and it was such a cold day, and I felt sour when I thought about it.

"Shh~ Don't wake her up, I'm fine, you go and rest."

"Then you remember to take your medicine, too."

Then I heard the door shut.

"Alright, don't pretend."

Well? How does he know. I had to open my eyes when I was exposed, and I pouted, "I didn't pretend to be asleep, and I just woke up." Lu Zhidao in front of him was wearing a gray-white casual clothes, staring at me intently, and the two dark circles on his white face were extremely conspicuous.

Lu Zhidao helped me up and leaned on the pillow, picked up the porridge at the bedside, stirred it, and said, "When I left, it was clear that your arm was put in the quilt, and when I came back in a few minutes, my arm ran out of the quilt by itself." ”

I didn't expect him to pay so much attention to detail.

"I... I yesterday..."

He blocked his lips with his index finger, "It's all over, don't say anything." ”

Looking at his eyes, I actually shed tears, he kissed my tears and murmured: "I'm sorry, it's all my fault, I shouldn't have hidden it from you from the beginning, I'm sorry Xinxin, I'm sorry." Then his lips kissed mine, his lips were so soft, and there was a hint of coldness, the salty feeling should be my tears, his tongue opened my teeth, skillfully entangled with my tongue, at that moment, the sweetness was about to explode. I tried to push him away, but he held me in his arms, and his arms wrapped around me tighter than in the cave of Peacock Mountain, as if to rub me into his body. His forehead fixed on my forehead, as if coquettishly said: "Don't be angry and leave me in the future, okay, no matter what time you want to stay in my sight, Xinxin, I love you, don't leave me." I nodded in agreement, and he was like a big boy in front of me, and his eyes were red.

It turns out that the real relief is to let go.