Chapter Ninety-Six: Mrs. Gu, I'm begging for forgiveness
This person......
Which side is real?
Obviously, he didn't have much strength in his hands, but Nan Yu just felt that the hand he was holding couldn't be withdrawn.
He asked her if it was okay not to get a divorce......
Nan Yu recovered from the shock caused by his coquettish-like movements and tone, and still remembered the arduous process from filing for divorce to finally waiting for him to relent.
He didn't agree at first.
But it's different from what it looks like.
At that time, there was only refusal, she was not qualified to decide whether the marriage ended or not, and at this moment he asked her if it was okay not to divorce.
was asking for her opinion, and there was a hint of real ...... Implore.
"Gu Feihan ......"
Nan Yu looked at him with a strange look in her eyes, she organized the wording, and finally chose the most straightforward one, "Did you take the wrong medicine?" ”
Hearing this, he didn't even get angry, "Unless those doctors want to lose their jobs." ”
Nan Yu didn't understand.
What does this have to do with doctors?
Seeing this, he added, "They don't dare to make a mistake about my medicine." ”
Nan Yu: "......"
Okay.
But he's so abnormal that if he didn't take the wrong pill, it was, "You broke your brain in a car accident?" ”
He was a different person.
It's a completely grumpy today......
"Mrs. Gu, isn't it good for you to attack like this?"
He raised his eyebrows slightly, and in a slightly helpless tone, he seemed to reflect on himself for a while, but he didn't reflect on any results, and asked her again, "What did I do to make you think I am ...... Not so good in the brain? ”
"First of all, you're not going to leave the hospital to show up here." Nan Yu Zheng'er replied to him, as soon as he said this, he didn't feel right, he was already abnormal when he called her last night and said that he missed her very much.
"Hmm."
He pondered for a moment, humbly asking for advice, "So it's more than a little?" So what's next? ”
"I think you should have a number in mind."
Nan Yu didn't bother to analyze him, "Gu Feihan, what do you mean?" ”
It's him who is abnormal, why should she analyze it?
"Am I expressing it too subtlely?" The man's thumb gently rubbed the back of her hand, and as soon as the words fell, he lowered his head and kissed the back of her hand gently, and then raised his head, the corners of the man's eyes and eyebrows were lined with a bit of pitiful taste......
In an instant, the back of Nan Yu's hand seemed to be anesthetic, and he couldn't move.
Looking around through the thick lenses, she opened her mouth to say something, but his voice came into her ears again, this time it was a declarative sentence, "Mrs. Gu, I'm begging for forgiveness." ”
Nan Yu: "......"
"Gu Feihan, do you want me to remind you? The night before your car accident, on your way back from the police station, you didn't even want to say a word to me. ”
The past between them can't be erased, Nan Yu remembers, "At Grandpa's funeral, what did you tell me, I think you remember it too, right?" Luo Xiangxiang made trouble that day, and you said something that made me have the illusion of 'you care about me very much', which gave me hope and shattered it in the blink of an eye, are you ...... Are you ready to do it all over again? ”
Like a person, she was also fearless at first.
The result of the rampage is bruised all over the body......
"Nope."
Gu Feihan wanted to raise his hand to help her wipe away the tears on her face, but he couldn't do this simple action now, he held back the pain that touched the wound on his body, and exhaled slightly, "Let's have a good talk, can you help me push the wheelchair first?" ”
They do need to talk about it.
Nan Yu agrees, "Where are you going to push the wheelchair?" ”
He lifted his hand and gestured to a position.
It is the direction of the large bed.
Nan Yu did so, and a few steps were not far away.
"Are you going to lie down and rest?" Stopping at the side of the bed, Nan Yu looked at him with some suspicion, "Can your body move?" ”
She always felt that he would fall apart at the slightest touch now......
"I don't."
But he pointed to the bed in front of him and called to her, "Sit." ”
Nan Yu: "......"
She suddenly felt that it was a bit of a superfluous move for him to ask her to push her wheelchair here, but after thinking about it, he didn't have a good temper in itself, and he was used to being high, and he definitely didn't like to talk to others with his head up.
Sit down, just sit down.
Nan Yu held his stomach and sat on the bed with a slightly clumsy movement.
As soon as he sat down, there was a big hand in front of him.
He had taken her hand not long ago, and it was still the same hand that fell on her face at the moment, and his fingertips gently brushed the tears that were drying up on her face.
Face to face, this distance Nan Yu through the lens of his eyes should perhaps be called ...... Gentle emotions are seen clearly.
Nan Yu was completely stunned, not knowing how to react.
Until he wiped the tears from her face, but the fingertips moved down to her lips......
Slowly, he was tracing the shape of her lips.
His strength is very light, three points of affection, and seven points of unclear meaning.
The man's eyes were well understood, and when the Adam's apple was rolling and rolling, Nan Yu suddenly came back to his senses as if he had just woken up from a big dream, and then turned his face to the side in a panic, avoiding his hand.
"Gu Feihan, you said you wanted to talk to me before I sat down!" Suppressing the initial panic, Nan Yu glared at him angrily.
"I'm sorry."
He withdrew his hand and put it on the armrest of the wheelchair at will, and it was timely to admit his mistake, but the corners of his lips rose slightly, making people feel that the sentence of sorry was clearly unintentional.
For a moment, he still added meaningfully, "I can't help it." ”
Nan Yu: "......"
"Gu Feihan, it's just that my brain was struck by lightning to believe that you have the heart to talk to me!" Nan Yu was annoyed and angry for a second, and this second was only angry, they were already in a relationship with a divorce agreement, and he couldn't help but fall in love with her?
To hell with it!
For the sake of the baby's prenatal education in her belly, Nan Yu resisted the urge to swear and just wanted to leave the room immediately.
Otherwise, she might have the heart to kill.
"I asked Shirakawa, and he told you about my physical condition." Nan Yu was about to get up with the palm of his hand on the bed, but the man suddenly got up.
She subconsciously withdrew the force between her wrists and didn't get up again.
Nan Yu's eyebrows tightened, and many small things instantly connected in his mind, "So that's why you're suddenly so abnormal?" ”
"Probably." There was a little more self-deprecation in his expression.
But what does that mean? Gu Feihan, do I know what this incident has to do with your sudden abnormality? Didn't you love me before, but when I know this, you can love me? If in the past you pushed me away because of your illness, what about now? Are you cured? ”
She asked many questions at once, but he only answered the last one, "No." ”
"Since you don't, what do you mean now?" Nan Yu felt that if he continued like this, he would probably be driven crazy by him.
The man's inscrutable gaze fell on her face, many times calmer than she didn't know.
Silent.
For a few seconds, it was as if someone had pressed the mute button in the room.
Nan Yu's heart was anxious, the fire was burning, and the ice was buried, and the silence of more than ten seconds at this moment was already a great test of her patience.
She broke the gong, "Gu Feihan, what do you mean you speak!" ”
"I'm sorry, I was just trying to figure out how to speak."
He apologized to her for the second time today, paused, and seemed to have finally made a decision, and asked her in a slightly hoarse voice that was particularly serious, "On the premise of knowing my physical condition, are you still willing to stay with me?" ”
Are you willing to stay with me?
Nan Yu was surprised.
He seems to have been putting his posture very ...... all the time Low.
In the past, he decided that he would not ask her opinion.
Explanations are even more disdainful.
"Gu Feihan ......"
Nan Yu has never experienced this kind of thing, and his mind is stirred by something, and he can't calm down for a moment.
She bowed her head in confusion, and after calling his name, her head was silent.
And he was also extraordinarily gentle today, seeing that she didn't follow, he responded softly, "You think slowly, I'm listening." ”
Nan Yu had no resistance to his appearance.
For more than two years, I am used to seeing his indifference and toughness.
The impression of the invincible man is now sitting in a wheelchair with serious injuries, as if this is his original appearance after being unarmed.
"I've always wanted to stay with you, and you've been in love with you since the beginning of my relationship, until now...... I tried to let go, but it was too hard, if it was so easy to forget someone, there wouldn't be so many people in this world who are hurt by love......"
Nan Yu suddenly realized one thing, they had never really revealed their hearts to each other.
He asked her if she would like to stay with him given his physical condition......
But where did she really care about his physical condition?
"You don't want to tell me anything, the virus in your body, the blood clot in your head, you even made a will without telling me...... Husband and wife shouldn't be like this, Gu Feihan, if it weren't for this car accident, maybe I would never know about this, maybe we are no longer husband and wife now......"
On the day of his car accident, she waited for him for a long time outside the Civil Affairs Bureau.
"You ask me now if I want to stay by your side, Gu Feihan, if the time goes back a week ago, without this car accident, would you still ask me such a question?" She was much calmer, and there was always a result of what they were going to do with each other.
"No, it won't." This time he answered quickly.
Predictable.
Nan Yu didn't feel surprised at all, "Gu Feihan, don't you plan to take out the blood clot in your head at all?" ”
Her tone was almost certain.
This time, Gu Feihan pursed his lips and was silent and did not answer.
The default is the same.
"Heh......"
Nan Yu couldn't hold back his laughter, and he was angry.
"So at first you were going to die secretly without telling me, and now you're asking me if I want to stay with you, are you going to break the jar and let me watch you die? Oh no, maybe you're just going to be blind! ”
The mood was a little uncontrollable, this time the anger was burning, and the tone was much higher, the ambulance outside had already come, and the whistle kept ringing, she just didn't hear it, "Gu Feihan, are you your pet dog that comes and goes at any time?!" ”