I have to admit that I didn't find those three books until I graduated from high school. I really don't know where this man found these books.

At this point, I realized that this person's knowledge is not ordinary. Why? It's very simple, you have either heard of other people's books for a long time, or you can easily find them, but you have never seen the titles of the books this man read, let alone read them.

Hey, of course, these days, there may not be any fool like him Cheng Siping, who still holds a book as a baby.

In these years, the loudest thing is to go to the sea.

However, if Cheng Siping really goes to the sea, I will feel a pity. Such a person should be on the shore, not in the sea, and he should accompany us to study. His body should not be stained with copper stench, and his body should only have the fragrance of books.

Sadly, however, I didn't inquire about the three books until I spent our union with this man at the Holiday Inn in Rome.

That day, I knew that I couldn't tell him that I had spied on him, that I had secretly searched for these three books, and that I couldn't let him lose his interest that day. Isn't it? If he hears that I have secretly looked at the secret in his desk drawer, and suddenly becomes discouraged or unhappy, why should I bother?

This day is our union gift and an important moment for us to "get married". How could I take something that might ruin my own interest?

By the way, that day was the summer vacation when I was preparing to go to college.

I was admitted to Jianghuai Normal University. I was admitted to Cheng Siping's alma mater.

Now, after more than two years of love, I want to make her ripe. I want to find the best hotel in Qinhu Lake this summer, so that Cheng Siping and I can become a good husband and wife.

That day, I was in excitement all day, like a rabbit in my heart, and waited for dusk to come.

It's not a little rabbit, it's three hundred and sixty-six little rabbits, and they're all about to break the roof of my heart.

Sky! I can't take it anymore!

Cheng Siping has booked the best room at the Roman Holiday Inn in Qinhu Lake, and we are going to hold my real coming-of-age ceremony in Roba, on our holiday, on the Roman holiday, before I am about to walk through the university gates - I am getting married, I am getting married, I am going to be officially married to my Cheng Siping!

I'm going to be his bride today!

Tomorrow I'm going to marry you

I'm going to marry you tomorrow—

The second hand and the minute hand tick in the heart

My eyes flickered and were hollow

My heart was pounding

I asked myself how much I want you to love you

I'm going to be impulsive to stay and fly with you

My heart throbbed up and down

I sang merrily. Yes, how strong the love is for you, the urge to fly in both places, the throbbing of the heart. It's all there. It's all there.

Although it is so secret, although no one witnesses it, although it is just an underground romance.

However, he is here, I am here, the world is here, and it is full of good!

It's full of satisfaction!

I've been waiting for my wedding night for over two years. We went through countless dates, under the Qinglong Bridge, on the grassy slope, in his small dormitory, in the small garden behind the classroom, and on the field path that led to our house. Everywhere our love is strong, and everywhere our kisses are sprinkled.

We all kissed each other all over the place, we were all about to crush us all, and we had this day.

On the day I got married, I put on that cargo pants.

That day, I put a small triangular nennen in the trouser pocket of my cargo pants. I knew that after the wedding night, I would definitely not be able to wear this one again.

It's just that I didn't expect that day, I was still disappointed. No, he's disappointed. The defeat was very complete.

It's all my fault. I wasn't ready, I didn't make it, at least, I didn't make him very happy, very happy.

That day, the pain kept me up at night. I was saddened. I didn't expect that just when my Cheng Siping opened the most important moment when I was ready to greet us, when he was just halfway in, that tearing pain struck......

Instinctively, I backed back almost a foot......

He then followed up. But I felt that the intensity and intensity of his follow-up were significantly weakened. He's a thoughtful man, and he knows what I'm going through.

He slowed down the intensity and intensity of his attack.

I could feel him holding his banner and scepter, silently, silently, staring at me.

I endured the pain and let him continue to try to enter, and I even endured the pain and said, "Don't worry about me, don't worry, honey, I can stand it." Here you go! ”

However, when he saw the unbearable pain in me, he gave up.

I felt sorry for him in my heart. You see, this man was about to go straight into the joy of his conjunction, but he did not receive it.

I watched him put me down in a huff, and I felt very uncomfortable.

He then helped me put on the quilt, and then he slept quietly behind my back, and then, gently hugged me from behind.

I turned around, kissed him, and begged him for forgiveness.

He kissed me and told me to stop talking. Later, he said: "Actually, I should blame myself, it's that I'm not prepared, it's that I don't know how to face an eighteen-year-old girl." It's all my fault. It's all my fault! ”

The way he blamed himself made me very uncomfortable again.

When the night came, I didn't fall asleep. He didn't fall asleep either. He kept looking at me. I'm so happy, I think this kind of night is very beautiful, can be watched by him like this, all the way to see the dawn, isn't it also very happy?

Later, I endured the pain and let him try to enter again.

He was a little hesitant. "It will stretch the wound even bigger," he said. Don't force it to happen. I know you love me. I love you too. ”

As he spoke, he kissed me deeply.

I was not reconciled, so I took the initiative to grab him and lead him.

It's not the first time I've held him tight. I'm not shy. I'm his woman anyway. He's my man anyway.

We don't distinguish between each other.

We don't have each other.

He's so hot! Boiling hot.

I was amazed. For the first time, I found out that he could be so hot.

Men are male animals in the end, masculine creatures in the end. You see, his body is burning, his mind is burning, and he has turned himself into a flaming torch.

No, he turned his banner and his scepter into flaming torches.

I'm so excited. If you have such a hot and such a torch, it would be strange if a woman was not burned!

He'll light a woman's.

No, he'll point out all the women.

I knew that his flame had been burning all the time this night. I was shocked that a man could keep his flame burning for so long.

I felt more and more sorry for him.

However, it is true that the wound may have been strained even more, as he said.

I was a little ashamed to say it, and I knew he was a little ashamed to talk about it, after all, it was his scepter that was so strong that it caused me such a wound, and it caused a large wound on me.

This bad guy, he doesn't really know how to make a girl's first time perfect.

He's a stupid uncle!

There were bursts of pain from the wound. Only then did I realize that our wedding night could have been a very sad failure.

I also understood that probably, everyone's wedding night would fail like this.

No, it's the first time for all girls, there will be wounds, there will be pain, and there will be such a first experience in life.

As you can imagine, none of us were able to fall asleep again.

There are people coming and going outside the door. I was also very worried that someone would come to do the rounds. What can we do if someone comes to do the rounds?

Although he repeatedly advised me that no one would come to the rounds. In these days, it is impossible for the hotel to do such a thing, and it is impossible to destroy our good deeds. Moreover, this is Luoba Holiday Hotel, this is a star hotel, this is the best star hotel in Qinhu Lake.

However, I was still very worried. I can't rest assured.

You should be able to understand that it is only natural for an eighteen-year-old girl to have such worries.

Cheng Siping was also very understanding.

He let out a long sigh and said, "Okay, then I'll get out." ”

I asked him, "Where are you going?" ”

"I can't sleep anyway, let's go out for a walk, it's always okay to come back to sleep until dawn, right?"

I can't bear it. I hugged him tightly and didn't let him go.

I could feel his heartbeat, feel his body temperature, feel his heavy and stagnant body feeling, feel his silky touch.

I can certainly feel his burning. Burn quietly.

It's the kind of quiet burning. Occasionally, there is the tiny explosion of firewood crackling.

I kissed him.

He knew I wanted him to go out for a while.

He got dressed, and then, quietly brought the door to the door, and left.

He didn't return until dawn.

At this time, it was already more than five o'clock.

When Cheng Siping came back, I felt that the flames on his body had been completely extinguished, and his body also had a feeling that he had just come out of the air-conditioned room, which was a little cold.

I was curled up under the covers in a daze. I knew he was asleep. He didn't get into the covers. He was lying outside.

For the first time, I felt like I owed him.

Think about it, I've been preparing for so long, adjusting all my moods, and preparing to give myself to him completely today, but I didn't expect it to be so embarrassing.

And I've been kicking him out for so long in my timidity.

Where did he spend all that time?

Is it walking down the street all the time? All the shops on the street are closed and closed, where can he go?

Or did he go to a KFC store? I know it's open 24 hours a day.

No, which teahouse, café did he go to?

Surely he can't burn himself any more in those places, right? He must have been tired, and then found a place to lie down, and when he woke up, or was woken up, it was almost five o'clock. So, he returned.

I don't have anything to fear at this time.

After all, at this time, it is impossible for anyone to come and check the night.

In fact, no one ever came to check the night. Although, I kept hearing footsteps passing by the door, and I was afraid that a footstep would stop in front of my door, and then, breaking down the door, saying that I was going to make rounds. However, it is true that Cheng Siping was right, no one came to check the room. Not a single one.

I'm really sorry for Cheng Siping, I'm so sorry for him.

It was dawn and I felt like my pain was subsided. I wanted to give it to him again.