Chapter 108: Hard-Hearted
The sun sets. The night is getting darker. The lights are on.
Yun Rou half-squatted in front of Su Yi. He said softly: "Little master. It's getting late. The wind is blowing. Let's go back to the house."
Su Yi still had her eyes closed. As if I hadn't heard it.
Yun Rou couldn't help but worry. Changxi also said on the side: "Master. The wind is blowing...... If you are sleepy, go back to the house and sleep...... Foggy in the middle of the night. It's not good if you catch a cold......"
Su Yi still has her eyes closed. Yun Rou and Changxi looked at each other, and were worried, but saw Hongli entering from the hanging flower gate. Just as he was about to ask for peace, he saw Hongli make a silent gesture. He quietly walked over to Su Yi and sighed as he looked at her increasingly thin figure. He bent over and picked her up. Walked into the house. Su Yi, who was still asleep before reaching the couch, suddenly opened her eyes. The moment he saw him, he suddenly struggled. Hongli might as well she did this suddenly, and before the strength in her hand could come up, she saw that Su Yi had already broken away from his embrace, staggered back a few steps. Wobbly holding on to the bed curtain. Su Yi looked at Hongli with a pale face. And don't speak. It's just that those clear eyes are full of resentment and alienation.
Hongli's heart was stung by her cold gaze. He took two steps forward to hold her. Calling: "Su Yi ......"
But she shook him off. Her body trembled slightly from the exertion. Almost unstable. Pressed against the bed and looked at him steadily: "I hate you......"
Hongli shook his head. He looked at her with a sad face. The voice was low and hoarse with a bit of pleading: "Su Yi...... Don't you do that...... You are weak and cannot move...... You have to take care of it......"
Yun Rou stood on the threshold and stared blankly at the two people in front of her. I only felt amazed, sighed and pitied. The man in front of him is the king of a country. He had ever whispered to a man like this? But Su Yi is in such pain. I had to pray in my heart that God would have mercy on them......
Su Yi smiled in a trance: "Conditioning."
She was asking him. How can I heal the wound in my heart?"
Hongli looked at her. There is a deep pain in the eyes. But I don't know how to speak.
She was asking him. It's like asking yourself. She looked up at the silent, dark night sky outside the window. He whispered, "My father...... My baby...... And ......"
Hongli's palms hanging at his side were fiercely clenched together. Because of the force of the knuckles white. The bones make a clicking sound. He angrily said, "That's enough."
Su Yiran looked at him blankly.
Hongli said again." Shen Suyi. How do I do to you. You can't feel the slightest? The child is gone. You think I don't hurt. That's my kid...... too."
"Your child." Su Yi muttered. A mocking smile rose into his pale face.
That smile made Hongli's heart throb suddenly. Su Yi muttered. How can you care about so many children?"
"He's your child with me. How could I not care about him."
"But your life was at stake. How do you want me. He lives. You're going to die. God is so cruel. Let me make a choice between the two of you. Suyi ...... I can't choose him. And forsake thee...... For me. You're so much more important than that kid......"
"He's the only child I've ever had...... "Suyi muttered.
Hongli shook his head. His voice softened, too." Whenever you want to have children. I can give you all the children of the harem concubines to raise......"
Su Yi smiled. Tears oozed from the corners of his eyes: "So what."
Hongli's heart ached. She asked him what about that. But how did he know what to do? But if she can say a word. Even if it is heaven and earth, he will give it his all. But she said so what......
"So what......" Hongli muttered. Q." How do you want me to be?"
Su Yi's tears rolled down. She felt that the tears were burning and her heart was aching." I don't know ......."
She murmured incoherently. The voice choked." I do not know...... Why am I ...... like this?"
"My mother died because of me. My father died because of me. My baby...... and because of me...... Why am I left?"
"Why am I so blessed?" She asked him with teary eyes.
Hongli paced a step forward. I want to touch her shoulder. But Suyi leaned against the bedside and said, "Don't touch me."
Hongli reluctantly called out: "Su Yi ......"
"Even him...... Even he almost died because of me...... I'm such an ominous person......"
He in her mouth. Don't think much about Hongli's heart. Hongli's body trembled slightly. A hint of discoloration flashed in his dark eyes. He looked up at her. Eyes are deep. The voice was hoarse: "It's so far. You're still thinking of him."
He was asking her. But the hand hanging at his side trembled uncontrollably. My heart tightened. He never asked her. I didn't dare to ask her. But now that the words are asked, I am so afraid...... He was afraid of getting an answer that he couldn't afford...... He remembered when he was a child when he was a student at Grandma's school. Huang Ama listened to Mr. Lecture ask him about the situation when he endorsed it. He was so scared at that time. I am afraid that I will not be able to carry it, and I will be humiliated and punished by the emperor. But my mood now is even more tense and heavy than it was then......
Hongli clenched his fists. Barely maintaining his composure, he said, "That's it...... Whether you're still thinking about him or not...... "He wants to say that it doesn't matter if you're still thinking about him or not. You are mine. I'm alone in this life. But she didn't give him that chance. She said calmly, "Yes."
Hongli was stunned for a moment. I didn't seem to hear her. But Su Yi said again: "I still think about him. . . I can't let him go."
Hongli stared at her. The eyes were cold: "You say it again......"
The fists were clenched and clucked. The green tendons on the forehead jumped. The body is tense. Apparently already angry. But Su Yi didn't plan to give up. She smiled and said, "Such a gentleman who is as gentle as jade. Such a gentleman who is upright. Such a gentleman like no other in the world. How can I put it down?"
Hongli's face changed drastically. His eyes roared as if he could devour people, "Enough."
But Su Yi laughed. The laughter grew louder and louder. Until her weak body trembled slightly. A few tears oozed from the corners of her eyes. The voice was fluttering: "But he is going to die if he is so good......"
"Because the emperor wants him to die......"
Su Yi's body shook a few times. Fingers poked at the red gold dragon pattern on Hongli's chest. With a sad smile on his face. Repeating: "You want him to die......"
Hirorichi grabbed her arm. Stared at her and said coldly. Shen Suyi. My patience is limited. Don't mention him again."
Su Yi smiled: "Because you're afraid. Because he is a meritorious man, but you want him to die...... You'll have a troubled conscience, too."
Hongli stared at her. He smiled coldly: "I want him to die."
Then his eyes were cold. Said angrily: "Yes. I just want him to die."
The hand that held her shoulder tightened tighter and tighter. The veins of his temples were throbbing. He gritted his teeth and said word by word: "The past he has with you is enough for him to die eight hundred times. If I hadn't tolerated it again and again, how would I have allowed him to live until now? I gave him a chance. He killed himself......"
His tone was cold on her neck: "If it weren't for your original letter. How could I be so ruthless as to get rid of him?"
Su Yi's eyes widened suddenly. Angry, he raised his hand and tried to hit him. But Hongli grabbed her wrist. Sneered: "Your tears are shed for him. Now I want to fight for him. Have you really forgotten who you are now?"
The voice just fell. Hongli suddenly stepped forward and grabbed her wrist and pulled her into his arms. Su Yi struggled violently to resist. "I hate you."
Hongli was even more angry. Tightly clamped around her waist. Suddenly, he kissed him. Su Yi's eyes widened suddenly, and the movements of the struggle became more and more intense. But Hongli was a bully, pressed her on the bed, and kissed her fiercely. Yun Rou and Changxi looked at everything in front of them dumbfounded. Chang Xi saw that Su Yi was struggling so badly, and subconsciously wanted to step forward to stop him, but Wu Shulai blocked him with a horizontal step, giving him a cold look. Yun Rou is very close. But he was frightened, and the whole person was stunned. I haven't come back to my senses yet. Wu Shulai had already closed the door with his eyes and hands.
Su Yi beat him on the back. But he still wouldn't let go and tightly wrapped his arms around her waist. Su Yi only felt that the whole person was going to suffocate. She couldn't help but open her mouth for a breath of air, but his tongue deftly slid in. The lingering between her lips and teeth made her feel extremely disgusted. She pushed him hard. But he was unmoved. With one hand, he tore open the clasp around her neck, and with a second effort, he heard a crisp sound, and saw his clothes shredded into strands, and he threw them in the air, making a messy arc. His thin lips kissed her smooth and flawless neck. It slid down from her neck to her chest. She couldn't help but shudder. The fingers struggled violently, and the nails cut a long cut on his cheek. Thin streaks of blood came out of the board. But he restrained her with one hand. One hand to pull her belly pocket. He kissed her deeply on the lips. She was desperate. Tears welled up in his dry eyes. The smell of blood between the lips and teeth is getting stronger and stronger. Hongli finally let her go.
Su Yi wept silently. Hongli deceived her. Withdraw the hand that had reached inside her garment. Look at her deeply. His gaze gently caressed the blood on her lips. Su Yi coughed suddenly. At first, it was a low cough, but gradually the cough became louder and louder. Her body was shaking from coughing. Hongli hurriedly got up and sat up, took the brocade quilt to wrap her disheveled body, and patted her back gently. It took a while for her cough to stop. It's just that the body is getting weaker and weaker. He hugged her tightly. She didn't have the strength to break free. Hongli looked at her with burning eyes. Ning said: "What do you think about him. What about thinking about him. You're in the Forbidden City. You are the woman I love Xinjue Luo Hongli."
Su Yi's voice was weak and hoarse. I hate you. The most important people in my life have been destroyed by you. I'm ...... in this life I won't forgive you......"
Hongli shook his head. An incredulous smile appeared: "You hate me. So far. Do you still have that one sentence from you?"
Her shattered heart couldn't help but throb again. She turned her head slightly to look at him. He looked up at her with dark eyes in pain. But there was a long gash on his right cheek that was bubbling with blood. The thin lips were the fine wounds that she had bitten and were stained with blood. Her eyes flickered slightly, but she didn't speak. He added, "You have thought about me for a moment. But I have half a position."
"Shen Suyi. I've been living this for more than 20 years. The only thing that makes me feel powerless is you...... People in the world often say that men are lucky. But who knew that a woman was hard-hearted. I'm good for you. You can't see half of it."
She was silent. He laughed to himself. That's it. You can't see it. You're thinking about the other person completely. Even if I give you my whole heart, you will abandon it like a shoe."
He smiled mockingly. Letting go of the arm that was around her. Stayed and walked out......
Su Yi looked at his departing back. Lips twitch slightly. but he could not make a sound. There was only a blank pain left in my heart......