Chapter 51 Things are not people

Although it was June, it already had the breath of summer, and the weather was getting hotter, and fine beads of sweat oozed from his forehead after walking a few steps with only a thin shirt.

Qiu Ruo wiped the beads of sweat on his forehead with a silk handkerchief, saw Su Yi looking distracted, and turned to look at Gu Yanzhao who was following the trend behind him, and saw that his eyes were staring at Su Yi tightly, and he couldn't help but sigh lightly in his heart, the emperor asked Gu Yanzhao to accompany him to protect Su Yi, he probably didn't know the feelings between Gu Yanzhao and Su Yi, this situation is only a kind of harm to the two of them, what kind of helplessness should it be if the sweetheart looks at each other in pairs but is speechless? Qiu Ruo looked up and saw a teahouse in front of him, so he said to Su Yi: "The sun is getting stronger and stronger, let's sit in the teahouse first." ”

Su Yi nodded in agreement, Qiu Ruo carried Su Yi into a nearby teahouse, Gu Yanzhao also followed, Xiao Er made tea and the three of them sat quietly, without saying a word, Qiu Ruo noticed that the atmosphere was awkward, only took a sip of water and paused and said, "I saw that there are pine nut cakes selling over there, I'll buy some to eat." ”

Su Yi's eyelashes trembled, and before she could speak, Qiu Ruo hurriedly ran out, Su Yi became nervous for no reason, lowered her head and looked at the blue and white porcelain lines on the tea cup, and didn't even dare to raise her head.

At this time, it was not yet noon, there were not many people in the tea house, sparsely sitting, occasionally hearing Xiao Er's shouting of the guests, the chatter of the guests came into the ears but became a buzzing sound, both of them sat quietly, it seemed that time stopped at this moment, Su Yi saw the corner of his moon-white clothes through the small square table, and when he saw him for the first time, it seemed that he was also wearing a moon-white robe, with sword eyebrows and warm eyes.

Su Yi saw the indigo purse along the corner of the clothes, the pattern on it was embroidered by her with great effort for half a month to complete, she thought he would not wear it again, but she didn't expect to see it on him, Su Yi couldn't help but look at his face, but saw that he was looking out the window, slightly disappointed, hesitated for a long time and finally asked, "...... Are you okay? ”

Gu Yanzhao felt a pain in his heart when he heard this, his eyes deepened a little, his back stiffened and slowly turned back, but his eyes did not look at her, and he responded lightly: "Miss Lao is bothered, everything is fine." ”

Su Yi looked at him, her eyes widened, she almost couldn't believe that the alienated person in front of her was him, her heart seemed to be twisted with a knife, the pain was unbearable, she looked at him blankly, but tears slipped down her face, the scene in front of her became blurred, his face seemed to be hidden in the fog, she only felt that she couldn't see clearly, she wanted to laugh and raised her hand to cover her lips but touched a cold piece, and hurriedly lowered her head, she didn't want him to see her tears, she didn't want to.

But it was too late, and he had already seen it.

Gu Yanzhao looked at her quietly, his eyes were full of sorrow and pity, he shouldn't have been so cruel to her, but God was so cruel to them, what could he do? Not being cruel to her now is the greatest cruelty. He knew how much pain she had, the emperor asked him to follow and protect her, she was in a trance all the way, her ruddy cheeks in the past were also pale at this time, and the pair of sheared eyes were full of tears at this time, she seemed to be trying her best to endure, so she only made him feel distressed and pity, she was in front of him, but he could only look at her from a distance, the hand hanging down his side was clenched into a fist fiercely, and his nails were almost embedded in the flesh, but he could only watch her cry like this.

Su Yi wiped the tears on her cheeks indiscriminately, and tried her best to take a sip of tea with the teacup, but the hand holding the cup was trembling slightly, she put down the cup and pretended to look up at him calmly, but in a few days he seemed to be haggard a lot, his face was pale, and a pair of clear bright starry eyes were dim, seeing the regret in his eyes, Su Yi only felt a sour nose, and tears almost wanted to burst out of her eyes, but she held back vividly, she blinked her eyes a few times urgently, trying to stop the tears from falling, but the words seemed to be choked: "That's good."

Gu Yanzhao stopped talking, and time seemed to stand still. Qiu Ruo looked at the two people in the store from a distance on the street and sighed softly, even if there was such a time when the two of them were alone, everything could not go back to the past. There is a chasm between them that will never be bridged. The shadow of Xianyuntan is long, and the stars change a few degrees of autumn.

"Qiu Ruo has been gone for so long, and it is time to come back. I'm going to see her. Su Yi looked out the window with fluttering eyes, stood up and wanted to leave.

"Suyi ......"

Gu Yanzhao finally called in a low voice. The two short words seem to be extremely difficult to speak.

Su Yi looked at him in a daze, and heard him say, "I'm sorry......"

Although the voice was small but clearly came into her ears, Su Yi's tears that she had endured for a long time finally fell, and she said weakly, "The person who should say sorry is me, and I am the one who bears your ......"

Gu Yanzhao looked at her with pity and pain, and said in a deep voice: "It's me...... If not...... If it weren't for ......" his lips twitched but he couldn't say a complete sentence, if he had been desperate to take her away, the ending would have been completely different, her eyes seemed to be a deep pool but overflowing with sorrow, and that kind of look made his heart like a knife.

Su Yi shook his head, seeing him blame himself so much, he couldn't bear it, he bit his lip and said, "You and I have ended our fate in this life, and I only hope for the next life...... Afterlife ......"

Gu Yanzhao's heart ached, seeing that she couldn't stop crying, and wanted to hug her into his arms, but where could he tolerate his delusions in this situation, so he had to say awe-inspiringly: "The misty rain met for the first time, and I remembered it at a glance, and I knew each other and promised not to lose each other. No matter in this life or the next life, my heart cannot be changed. ”

Su Yi looked at him with teary eyes, only felt unbearable heartache, he looked at her with such gentle eyes, as if she was his treasure, but she could no longer see him like that, she could no longer look at him without scruples, looking at him, entering the Forbidden City, she really never saw him again. In this world, there are always some places that cannot be reached, people who cannot be approached, things that cannot be accomplished, feelings that cannot be possessed, and defects that cannot be repaired, and this is fate. And now they are also entangled by fate, and they can no longer break free......

The night was blue, scattered with a few beads, shining brightly, and a very thin crescent moon was hidden in the light mist, and the light suddenly decreased a lot.

The courtyard is deep, and the shadows of the flowers are swaying. In the silent night, but the low sound of the flute turned into the ears, and the tune was sad, such as resentment and admiration, such as crying and complaining, which only made people's hearts derive a little sense of desolation and pathos.

Ji Huang sat in front of the case, but the pen on the case did not move, his eyes fell on the moon-white figure in front of the window, the song ended, the aftermath lingered, but the feeling of loss was still entangled in his heart, unable to tell.

After hesitating for a long time, he finally asked: "Jing Han, are you okay?" ”

Gu Yanzhao turned around and looked at him in a daze, and suddenly smiled: "I'm naturally fine." ”

Ji Huang's face couldn't bear it, and when he saw Gu Yanzhao carefully put the purple bamboo flute on the pillow, he gritted his teeth and said, "You are not happy in your heart, why do you have to smile so hard in front of me?" ”

Gu Yanzhao's hand paused, put the purple bamboo flute away, and turned to Ji Huang with a light smile: "What am I unhappy about?" ”

Ji Huang shook his head and said, "For the two days you were in a coma, you kept reciting a person's name in your mouth. ”

Gu Yanzhao was shocked, his face changed slightly, but he sat at the table and poured a cup of tea, and said lightly: "After many years, it has become empty." ”

Ji Huang paced to him and sat down, and said, "Now that you know that it is empty, let it go, you and her are already strangers, let go of each other, it's good for both of you." If the one who knows the past between you, you should know, and you will not have a good time when you are uncomfortable with her. ”

"He won't know." Gu Yanzhao said, paused, and said, "I won't let her suffer half a point." ”

Ji Huang sighed: "Why are you doing this? It is important to know that the obsession is too deep, and it hurts others and hurts oneself. ”

Gu Yanzhao's eyes looked at the cup of tea for a long time, but it seemed to look through the teacup to an unknown place, but he heard Ji Huang say again: "I went to your Tingyu Building and saw the orchid room full of orchids, thinking that you liked it yourself, but it turned out to be Aiwu and Wu, how do you know that God will make people...... Since then, you have nothing to do with her, and you must no longer show half of your affection for her, if you let others know about your inextricable relationship, I am afraid that she will be even more difficult in the palace in the future. ”

Gu Yanzhao's heart was slightly suffocated, and the pain mixed with remorse came to his heart, he naturally understood the stakes, she was a weak woman, and she didn't know what kind of sword and fire she would face after returning to the palace, he could never become a weapon to hurt her. Since there is no chance, why say more? I wish her all the best in this life......