First of all, I would like to express my 120% sorry to all the readers who read this! Really, really sorry!!

To be honest, I was surprised at first when this thought came up today, because I am actually a person who doesn't give up easily.

Taking my typical identity as a liberal arts student, I am the kind of person who will force myself to fill in the answer box even if I want to vomit when I write a comprehensive essay question, or if I really don't have any ideas, and the teacher will always say "Don't laugh!" People at least write it full, and even if it is written wrong, it is better than you just leaving it empty. But seriously, what's the answer......"

This article is the third one I have opened, and although I can't say that I am 100% attentive but I really tried my best, the response to this article is the coldest of the three.

I'm not as strong as I think I am, and writing a novel isn't that simple.

Writing a novel is a huge project, and the time, energy, and enthusiasm requirements are a huge challenge, and with a lot of things happening lately, time has been squeezed to an almost annoying point at once.

You may not be able to imagine, every time I spend three or four hours typing, revising the text, posting it, and then clicking on the new article on the website to see if there are any blocked words, and then with a trace of weak expectations and luck, I carefully and slowly draw to the message column, and see the blue "3" for a moment, as if someone has poured cold water from head to toe.

I don't give up again and again, and I am more discouraged again and again.

I also communicated with my family, and my mother almost sternly told me to continue writing, telling me that I must have a beginning and an end, and I kept comforting myself that I should write it for myself.

However, after forcibly letting himself sit in front of the computer again and again, no matter how much enthusiasm he has, he is silently consumed in intentional neglect. Codewords have gradually become a task in the agenda, and the emotions that come to my heart after typing out a word are less satisfying and more liberating......

It was very clear to me that I was trying to see it again and again, and that I was about to end up in disarray.

I really don't want to let the reluctance of reluctance fade again and again and get out of the exhaustion.

I still hope to keep a self and keep the so-called dreams; And just like every time the teacher asks me to work harder, I answer well but answer correctly better, I will also try to find reasons and find ways to show a better version of myself next time.

But that's really all there this time around.

If there are really readers who want to know the development of the plot, they can leave a message, and I will try to continue if I still have the strength; But if no one is curious about this abandoned pit, then it doesn't matter, so be it.

Finally, I sincerely apologize to all the readers who have chased here! No matter how good my reasons are, I'm still genuinely sorry for abandoning the pit!

I also feel deeply sorry for Su Sui, Jiang Zai, Zhang Fei, Dong Shi, Li Yi'an, these friends, you may not have a complete story, but I have arranged the ending for you in my heart, and you have always been there.

Hello everyone!