351 The love he wants

For the feeling at the moment, Xi Chen was unfamiliar and confused.

Xi Chen has known his orientation since he was a child, and he has never hidden it. Although the Xi family is not in the imperial capital, no one dares to make irresponsible remarks about his identity.

When he was a student, most of the people around him were quite simple, and he didn't refuse anyone who came over.

It wasn't until he met Yunjing that he began to understand the need for love in his heart. There is also a clear standard for future partners.

I've liked him and pursued him for years.

The first time he confessed, he was rejected. And the rejection was quite thorough, and I didn't even have to do it as a friend.

Where Xi Chen is there, Yunjing will go around.

Yunjing rejected him and avoided him, and many years passed.

I came to the hospital for an internship for three years, and I was very bored and empty.

He didn't dare to go, and he didn't have the courage to find Yunjing again. But he knew very well that the feelings in his heart did not decrease but increased.

Even if there is a sunny junior brother who distracts him during the day, and he is alone in a quiet space, he will still miss Yunjing very much.

In a year or two, he found that he was not as persistent as before, and it seemed that he could accept the child next to him.

It's just that when he gets close to that person again, his heart will still be confused, and he can't distinguish between priority and priority.

Instinctively, he didn't want Aze to know that he liked Yunjing.

Admittedly, he still knew.

In the early spring morning, the sun is abundant and warm.

Xi Chen leaned on the railing of the rooftop, lit a cigarette, and looked at the traffic in the city, confused.

The soot fell onto his nails, and he was indifferent, as if it was not his own fingers that were burned.

Mo Ze and Yun Jing are two people with completely opposite personalities, and the feelings they bring him are different.

Xi Chen didn't want to force himself to deceive himself, and he didn't want to make Aze unhappy.

Aze is a very good person, he doesn't deserve it.

The third cigarette burned out, sorted out his emotions, and went downstairs to find the teacher.

Yan Lao Laboratory. Hearing the knock on the door, Fang Yishen's eyes that had just closed did not open, and he shouted outside very unhappily: "The dean is next door." ”

She had to open her eyes when she heard the door push. When he saw the person who came in, he said angrily, "The teacher is next door." He closed his eyes again.

I was so hungry, I closed my eyes and took out my mobile phone, pressed a button, said a word and hung up again.

"Hungry."

Xi Chen was completely ignored by Fang Yishen. He was slow to react for a while, and he couldn't understand why Fang Yishen was sleeping here.

"Senior sister? Why are you here? ”

Fang Yishen's tired brain also seemed to be sluggish. She, why is she here?

"Ah, that, I, hehe. Please ask the teacher to give my second grandfather a review. You sit down first, and the teacher goes to get the medicine. ”

The air suddenly became awkward, and Fang Yishen couldn't sleep, so he simply sat up and flipped through the book at will.

"Does Fang Zixi have a boyfriend?"

"I don't know, Senior Brother Xi has changed sex? Why are you suddenly interested in my little aunt? ”

Xi Chen smiled bitterly and said with a sneer: "There is a friend who likes him and has had a crush on Miss Zixi since he was in school. But my friend was timid, so I asked for him. ”

"Friend, who?"

"Yunjing."

As soon as Xi Chen spit out two words, the door was pushed open. Mo Ze rushed in with food: "Teacher, it's time to eat." ”

Fang Yishen glanced at Mo Ze and joked, "Senior brother, the teacher is in your office." Who are you giving this food for? Hehehe. ”

"Ah, yes. I don't know where the teacher has gone, so why don't you eat this meal. ”

Fang Yishen smiled and glanced at the dishes in the lunch box, knowing that it was not for her.