Chapter 165: Lovely People
Chen Wanyi stopped crying, looked up at Gao Changle with tears in her eyes, looked at the bright smile and expectant eyes on Gao Changle's face, and looked at Chen Yuanjia who also agreed with her on the side......
Chen Wanyi lowered her eyes, bit her lip, and finally slowly stretched out her hand under the gaze of Gao Changle and Chen Yuanjia, and gently touched the bag of pine nut candy.
In fact, sometimes the fragile human heart just subconsciously chooses to trap itself and not accept other people, subconsciously, they meet so that they will not be harmed.
Because I have been hurt too much, I always want to escape.
As long as there are people, more people, who are willing to be patient, deal with them well, and carefully lead them out of fear and darkness, they will definitely adapt slowly.
It's important that someone is willing to do it.
Gao Changle understands very well, she almost ended her life at the beginning, and like Chen Wanyi, she trapped herself and fell into a strange circle.
Whether paranoid or autistic, although she is not as serious as Chen Wanyi's injury, they are the same to a certain extent, and they are both unwilling to let go of themselves.
The pain is forcibly inflicted on oneself by others, and he is an innocent victim, if he doesn't even let go of himself, and doesn't even cherish himself, then isn't it really only cowardly waiting for death?
No.
Absolutely not.
Even if they want to die, it is those who make mistakes who deserve to die.
And these people who are hurt, not only can't die, but they also have to live well, and watch what kind of fate those who deserve to die.
The fortunate thing is that when Gao Changle was desperate, there were Chen Yuanjia, Song Lianyi, and Li Shao, although they rarely used words to express their concern and care for themselves, but Gao Changle had a heart and could feel it.
They're good people, they just don't show it.
Now, it has been replaced by Chen Wanyi, putting aside the friendship with Chen Yuanjia, Gao Changle also hopes that Chen Wanyi can come out of her sadness, seeing Chen Wanyi's hand on the bag of pine nut candy, Gao Changle took advantage of the situation and held Chen Wanyi's hand with his backhand.
Chen Wanyi subconsciously trembled, instinctively wanting to break free.
But Gao Changle refused, but pulled her tightly, "Wanyi, look, you can." ”
"You can also trust others again and accept their kindness again."
"It starts with your third brother."
"I am your third brother's friend and your friend, my name is Changle, and you will call me by my name in the future."
The person who hurt her is very damned, but there are not only people who hurt her in this world, but also people who care about her from the bottom of their hearts, at least, she and her third brother will always be by her side.
Chen Wanyi was silent, biting her lip tightly, the tears in her reddish eyes seemed to be like a master with a broken thread, and the big drops fell, but she no longer refused Gao Changle's kindness, "Long ...... Changle. ”。
Chen Yuanjia also had red eyes.
He never thought that Wanyi would accept contact from others besides him, and would also call other people's names.
Chen Yuanjia slowly raised his head and looked at Gao Changle, his eyes were full of gratitude.
He also knew that Chen Wanyi's mood was not very good, even if he was encouraged to be seen firmly by himself now and would not seek death, but the knot in his heart was always there, and he would never be able to get out of the shadow of what happened back then.
"Don't cry, I'm still crying with candy in my mouth, I'm a little sorry for the pine nut candy."
Gao Changle stuffed the bag of pine nut candy in the corner of the quilt for Chen Wanyi, wiped the tears on Chen Wanyi's cheeks, and took out a bag of osmanthus cake, a bag of sweet date candied fruit, and a bag of sugar steamed cheese from his arms as if he was doing a trick.
It was supposed to be a serious scene, but it became a little ...... under Gao Changle's bags of snacks
Indescribably wonderful.
Chen Yuanjia and Chen Wanyi were both stunned.
"You ......"
Chen Yuanjia did not use the honorific title of eldest princess to Gao Changle, but used you......
Gao Changle didn't care, his dark eyes narrowed into a crescent moon, and he said confidently, "Otherwise, what do you think I am doing in Dongchang's dark guard civilian clothes, do you look good?" ”
"I secretly ran out for a walk on East Street, and I bought a lot of good things along the way."
"Originally, I wanted to give you some for the sake of our friendship at the same table in Guozixue, but now that I have changed my mind, I think you Wanyi is cuter than you, so I gave them to Wanyi."
Flutter –
At this moment, even Chen Yuanjia couldn't hold back a smile, and looked at Gao Changle with disgusted eyes.
And when Chen Wanyi listened to Guozixue, her eyes were full of envy, "It turns out that Changle and the third brother are classmates of Guozixue, no wonder the relationship is so good." ”
Guozi ......
She also wanted to read and write like Gao Changle, and when she was bedridden, Chen Wanyi was indifferent to other things, but when she heard that Emperor Jiayuan ordered the rise of Guozixue, no matter who was the status of the concubine, as long as she was of the right age, she felt a lot of envy in her heart.
Gao Changle looked at the regret in Chen Wanyi's eyes without a trace and remembered it in his heart.
"Thank you, Changle, you are such a lovely person."
Chen Wanyi said honestly, and took a deep breath, as if her heart really followed Gao Changle's good mood and became a lot more cheerful.
But Gao Changle was amused by Chen Wanyi's words.
What a ...... Lovely people?
In the previous life, there were many people who hated Gao Changle so much that they gritted their teeth, and they wished to pull her down from the position of the eldest princess regent!
It's the first time someone has said they're cute.
Listening to it made Gao Changle feel very comfortable.
Chen Wanyi slowly stretched out her hand, tentatively pulling Gao Changle's slender and white fingers, the loneliness at the bottom of her eyes endured, and the corners of her lips raised slightly between her foreheads, "If you have time, you can come to see me more." ”
"Tell me about the outside too."
Gao Changle hesitated slightly, but still nodded, "Okay." ”
"If I can't come because of something, I'll ask someone to give you these pine nuts and treat them as if I were to accompany you."
Chen Wanyi was full of gratitude.
After chatting for a long time in the courtyard of the third room, when Chen Yuanjia sent Gao Changle out, when the two of them walked side by side on the bluestone path, Chen Yuanjia's voice was a little desolate.
"My father died young, leaving my mother with me and my sister."
"What kind of character my second uncle is, you have also seen it."
"The big house is a good gambler, and the second room is lustful, not only does not have half of the help for our orphans and widows, but oppresses and humiliates, and even the second uncle is interested in my mother and tries to encroach on my mother!"
Even though it has been many years, Chen Yuanjia is still trembling with anger when he thinks about it.
It's a pity that he was young back then, and he didn't do anything more, but instead of comforting his mother when he was sad and sad, he went out with his former friends, and the result was ......
After a moment's effort, Chen Yuanjia's eyes were full of red bloodshots, but his voice was extremely vicissitudes.
"That day in the heavy rain, the second uncle drank some wine and accidentally broke into our yard, when my mother went out to clean up my father's relics, and my sister was alone at home in my mother's room and planned to wait for my mother to come back and sleep together......"
Gao Changle listened to it but felt distressed.
For the rest of the words, even if Chen Yuanjia didn't say it, it would not be difficult for Gao Changle to imagine the scene at that time.
Second Master Chen is a cowardly person.
Seeing his younger brother pass away, not only did he not take care of his deceased brother and daughter-in-law, but he became lustful, and he wanted to invade Chen Yuanjia's mother with the strength of wine.
It's a pity......
But it was Chen Wanyi who was harmed for no reason.
So that she was devastated when she was still at such a young age, and was mistaken by Second Master Chen for her mother, not to mention her innocence, and was also infected with an unclean illness by Second Master Chen.
Second Master Chen is shameless when he is old, even if he is sick, he will not delay him to look for flowers and ask willows, but Chen Wanyi is different.
Chen Wanyi is still so young, her body has not matured, she can't bear the affairs of men and women, and she is still the second master of the Chen family who is drunk and rude, and besides, ...... Whether it is in the heart or in the body, it is undoubtedly fatal to Chen Wanyi.
Even though Gao Changle had already had seven or eight guesses about Chen Wanyi's situation in his heart before, but after listening to Chen Yuanjia's words, Gao Changle was only distressed about what happened to Chen Wanyi.
"Celestia, thank you......"
When the words fell, Chen Yuanjia suddenly paused, looking at Gao Changle's eyes solemn and serious.
Maybe for Gao Changle, she just said a few words and sent a few bags of candy and pastries, but for Chen Wanyi, it was a good start, perhaps...... In the future, Chen Wanyi can also learn to accept more people.
Before Gao Changle could say a word of politeness, Chen Yuanjia turned around and left directly.
If there are too many words of thanks, they will be worthless.
In the future, Chen Yuanjia will always remember this kindness, and repay it to Gao Changle.
Watching Chen Yuanjia's boots stepping on the bluestone path stirred up bursts of snow, he knew that Chen Yuanjia's mood was no longer as heavy as before, and in the future, she only needed to comfort Chen Wanyi, which would definitely allow her to come out of the pain little by little, instead of isolating herself from the world.
As for that damn Second Master Chen.
Gao Changle did not plan to interfere in the future.
Chen Yuanjia alone can play Chen Er's master to death.
When she just arrived at Chen Yuanjia's courtyard, she found that although the decoration in the courtyard and Chen Wanyi's boudoir looked simple, everything was low-key and introverted, and she knew that Chen Yuanjia was not short of money.
Also.
The ability can't be something that comes out of nowhere.
Chen Yuanjia's life after getting the fame of the imperial examination is like a hanging, in just a few years, he has the power in his hands, and he is a very popular minister.
The big stone in Gao Changle's heart also fell to the ground.
This trip was not a wasted opportunity.
It's just a pity that Li Shao has to suffer for himself for no reason, and he hasn't woken up yet.
Gao Changle walked aimlessly in the Yongning Marquis Mansion, but suddenly found that a figure ran towards him, and then Chen Yuanxue's dusty face came into view.
"Celestial Princess, you're here!" Chen Yuanxue looked at Gao Changle, who was dressed as a man, with a smile in his eyebrows.
He guessed correctly, the person he saw was Gao Changle!
I almost missed it with Gao Changle.
After he reacted, he searched for a long time in the Yongning Marquis Mansion but did not find Gao Changle, and thought that Gao Changle had returned to his Mingyue Zhai, but he didn't want to, but when he was about to give up, he saw Gao Changle again.
Maybe that's fate!
Even God is willing to give himself the opportunity to express his heart to Gao Changle.
Chen Yuanxue appeared in front of him several times, and every time he wanted to speak and stopped, even if Gao Changle was slow to react and confused about emotional matters, he could now see that something was wrong.
"Young Master Chen?"
Gao Changle frowned, and it was clear that he did not have the politeness before, but his eyes were looking and scrutinizing, "Is there something wrong?" ”
"Just say something straight."
She didn't like to grind and chirp like this, and she didn't have the patience and time.
Being looked at directly by Gao Changle like this, Chen Yuanxue's already nervous mood became more and more cramped, and Gao Changle just raised his eyes for a moment, which already made Chen Yuanxue's hands in his sleeves sweat.
"I ......"
"Yuanxue knows that it is ...... to speak like this It's a bit abrupt, but Yuanxue has been thinking about it for a long time before he wants to express his feelings to the eldest princess. ”
"Studying from afar" ......
Before Chen Yuanxue's words were finished, a figure not far away rushed towards him quickly, and it only took a few breaths to reach Gao Changle's face, interrupting Chen Yuanxue's words, "Eldest Princess." ”
"Back to the eldest princess, the Overseer has woken up."
Gao Changle's face showed a smile, and then, without even saying a word, he followed Yuan Hao directly and quickly, "Take me to see!" ”
"Celestia ......"
Seeing the backs of Gao Changle and Yuan Hao, who had already made up their minds, Chen Yuanxue was dumbfounded.
"Celestia ......"
He's not done yet!
Gao Changle just left directly, I don't know when I will see you again next time, and I don't know if he will have the courage to talk to Gao Changle like this when he says goodbye, but it is an instant effort, and Chen Yuanxue also followed Gao Changle and Yuan Hao's figures.
The room was full of people.
When the Marquis of Yongning and the Guo family heard the news that Li Shao had woken up, they also quickly came over, waiting to curry favor in front of Li Shao.
"Celestial Princess!"
Zhucui and the crested ibis were wandering anxiously outside the wing, and when they saw Gao Changle's figure in the distance gradually appearing under the expectant eyes, they couldn't help but breathe a sigh of relief, and hurriedly greeted them, "The overseer woke up, asked the slave where you are, and wanted to see you." ”