The lies about this secret room do not include Chang Mingda's past, so it has become irrelevant about what kind of person Chang Mingda is at this moment, and all that needs to be cared about at this moment is who the two of them lied.

Lu Shaozhen carefully sorted out in her mind what happened to them when they entered this secret room, and was stunned to find that there might be lies during this period of continuous drift between illusion and reality, and at other times they didn't have a few words of communication at all, so they lied in vain.

Knowing this, he focused on what happened before and after the drug was applied, and the few conversations between the two of them. In contemplation, the atmosphere of the warehouse was cold, and the ghost doll fell into an eerie silence, but the slight sound of electricity echoed in Lu Shaozhen's ears like an alarm bell that was ringing all the time, making him not take it lightly.

At this time, Chang Mingda's only eye that could show his feelings gradually condensed, as if the collapsed front was being reconstructed, and his state gradually recovered after a brief collapse, at least he already understood that the ghost doll was no longer his daughter.

Lu Shaozhen looked at each other, the flow of his eyes contained the transmission of information, although they didn't say anything, but they both understood what the other party meant.

"Have you decided to identify me?"

"Not necessarily, this question doesn't have to be that simple."

"Maybe it's not simple, in my eyes human life is like a mustard, but in your eyes it's not like this."

"After all, life was beautiful before, full of sunshine and away from the hustle and bustle."

"But now it's different, you'll pay for your kindness, and it's your rational decision to identify me."

Lu Shaozhen frowned, he looked away and sat on the ground instead, he was half-bowed with his head heavily preoccupied, and his fingers were absentmindedly rubbing on the rough ground.

Immediately, he said coldly: "My previous life was very happy. It is said that childhood is the main stage of forming values, and I feel that my childhood has shaped the values of positive and loving life for me. Although my sister and I had no parents when we were young, we had kind grandparents, who were knowledgeable and educated us with gentle and generous concepts of life until we grew up. In the past few years of college, I have also lived a very happy life, although my grandfather passed away during this period, but people will eventually die, and the fallen leaves return to the roots, which is a natural phenomenon that can only be treated indifferently. And during that time, I met my first love, her appearance is like a bright lamp illuminating the sadness of life and death, I remember that on a summer night, we sat side by side under the willow tree next to the school dormitory, the faint moonlight was like frost and snow on our body, the vague feelings were like grass growing and warblers flying, what could be more worthy of nostalgia than that shallow kiss? ”

Lu Shaozhen continued to take care of herself: "The time when I was in love with my first love was like a symbol imprinted in my youth when I was a student, it was not only a picture, but also an emotion and impression, so that every time I encountered similar scenes in my future life, it would evoke my nostalgia for the past. And it is such a first love girlfriend who is full of my passionate feelings, but one day inexplicably cheated, and her bed photo with a man suddenly appeared on my mobile phone, can you understand how I feel when I see my girlfriend who I am reluctant to touch is intimate with other men like that? But I couldn't help but say nothing, and she didn't show anything unusual, and within a few days after that, she suddenly fell ill, with a strange disease, and I took care of her in the hospital every day until she died in a tragic way. ”

Speaking of this, a self-deprecating smile suddenly appeared at the corner of Lu Shaozhen's mouth, as if memories brought power, or it could be that sharing made it easier for people to indulge in memories as if they were in the scene, he sighed, although he tried to keep it flat and the results were remarkable, but the weight of that memory should not be underestimated, Lu Shaozhen himself could pack a ticket and say, no matter how long it took to think of that time, he would still sigh.

"Maybe people who are jealous and hateful will feel that they are very angry that they are green, so angry that they want to kill, there is nothing wrong with that, I had such an impulse at that time, no one wants to have a green grassland on their heads. But when I think about the memories we share, it melts my revenge like a boiling soup and snow. That night, I sat on the steps and stayed all night, never smoking, leaving behind cigarette butts, until the sky was showing the white of the fish's belly, I returned to the bedroom and fell asleep, and threw the sharpened dagger into the artificial lake. ”

"You may feel great for my forgiveness, after all, not everyone has such an ability to control their emotions. But that's not the case, I suddenly figured out after that night, the happiness we experienced together is our precious treasure, and she will always be the gentle, cheerful and generous first love in my memory, since she decided to cheat, then the fate between us will end here, but this does not affect the happiness she brought me in the past, I was looking for the right time to have a showdown with her, but before such an opportunity, she fell ill. ”

"In the hospital, I looked at her sleeping face so peacefully, I couldn't understand why she slept with another man without any warning, and I couldn't understand why she was the same as no one since she had cheated on her, I was not only anxious about his condition, but also sad for her actions that hurt me deeply, I couldn't close my eyes all night, and this state was maintained until she died of pus."

"I'm telling you so much just to let you know what kind of person I am. Grievances are clear in my heart, but whether I can be worthy of my conscience is another matter. Don't seek perfection but seek to be worthy of it, just like I faced my first love, although I was so angry that I couldn't extricate myself, but when the words came to my mouth, I suddenly lost the courage to say it, maybe this is the memory of the common experience! ”

Speaking of this, Lu Shaozhen raised her head and glanced at Chang Mingda lightly, and then stood up suddenly. The latter was silent, as if thinking about something, and after glancing down a few times, he asked, "What's the matter, it's time to act?" Have you decided to identify me? I have no hope in my fate, let this hatred rot with my broken corpse in this dark warehouse. ”

Lu Shaozhen's lips were smiling, he looked at the lawyer curiously and said: "Don't pretend to be garlic, I don't know if you still have gratitude in your heart, but your will to survive is indelible, I can say with confidence, you don't want to die, you want to survive not only for revenge, but also for the hope of life." ”