Chapter 375: The Return of Not Falling into the Ground
Hearing the person in front of him, he said that he and the object were quite good, and there was no problem between the two of them.
In fact, Comrade Wang Liantie couldn't tell whether he was disappointed in his heart, or whether he had a feeling that it was really so.
She actually hopes that she can go back to the past at this time.
As long as she can go back in time.
Then she was back then, that is, two years ago, she would never have made such a choice.
She would never abandon the last bit of hesitation in her heart because of the question of going to the mountains and going to the countryside.
And choose to marry the man you are now.
When Wang Liantie subconsciously peeled off the disguises of his appearance and showed his true self in front of Chen Yuanyuan, Chen Yuanyuan was also able to be calm, and showed kindness to her, and did some words in his heart.
Chen Yuanyuan smiled at the corner of her mouth at this time, and took the rice bowl she had used and borrowed a few bowls from others, and took them to the faucet to wash them.
Wang Liantie just stood to the side, holding his belly, and then quietly watched her wash.
Seeing her in such a state, Chen Yuanyuan thought about it, and immediately said to her with a smile: "If you still want to come to me every day at noon and have a meal with me, then you'd better bring an extra bowl tomorrow!" ”
"Don't worry, I have a special cupboard here, and it's quite suitable."
When Wang Liantie heard this, he didn't think about it, so he hummed softly.
Chen Yuanyuan didn't ask too much when she saw it, but just smiled calmly.
Then, after she had washed her dishes and the things she had borrowed.
She took those things and went back.
After taking everything away, Wang Liantie was still standing there alone, thinking about it with some wonder in his heart, "This matter is ......, and I don't know what she wants to do......
"But looking at this posture, it feels like she's purely doing good deeds and doing good deeds......"
Comrade Wang Liantie, in the final analysis, is still a person with relatively strong self-esteem.
It is also very likely that she has been influenced by the patriarchal influence of those in the family since she was a child.
Therefore, at this time, her inferiority complex, as well as those suspiciousness, suddenly became bigger.
She thought with some inferiority in her heart, how could she feel like a beggar from beginning to end?
If you can't borrow the money, forget it.
In fact, I just ate her lunch......
At this time, Wang Liantie actually didn't know what he was really thinking about in his head.
She just felt that there was too much in it. So much so that she couldn't sort out any thoughts so far.
So much so that she didn't know what she wanted to do in the future......
After all, she felt like she could eat a meal.
For now, she doesn't have any ability to make a living.
In the past two years, she realized that she couldn't make money at all in that family, so she could only grieve herself, and she could only suppress her self-esteem and slap everyone in that family.
tried to make those people satisfied with her in their hearts, hoping that those people could accept her sincerely.
Thus treating her as a member of the family.
However, in the past two years, she has not achieved her goal at all.
She made a compromise, but it was she who suffered the most.
……
When Chen Yuanyuan came out of the school cafeteria, she saw Wang Liantie's mixed face standing at the door.
She could clearly see the anxiety, struggle, grievance and pain on Wang Liantie's face.
She could feel that Wang Liantie was actually thinking seriously at this time.
How will she live in the rest of her life?
What role should I play in that family?
Chen Yuanyuan, as a person who came over, immediately guessed Wang Liantie's thoughts.
However, at this moment, she still pretends not to know.
She just smiled and walked over slowly.
Then, with a particularly polite smile, he said to her: "That ......, Comrade Wang." Why don't we just take a walk around the school and talk? ”
Hearing this, Wang Liantie nodded heavily, and then hummed heavily.
When he was walking on those sheep intestine paths in the school, Wang Liantie suddenly opened his mouth and opened a topic: "Chen Yuanyuan, to tell you from the heart, in fact, I hated you quite a lot in the past. ”
Chen Yuanyuan didn't have a particularly fierce reaction to this, the expression on her face didn't change, it was still the same as before, with a smile on the corner of her mouth, and she hummed softly.
In fact, in this world, there are more people who hate her. She didn't care at all about people who had nothing to do with her.
It doesn't matter if the other party likes or hates herself, she doesn't care at all.
Because she knows very well in her heart that those who have nothing to do with her are passers-by in his life.
Just a passerby.
Why should she care?
Why bother with that effort and put your feelings into it?
It is very likely that Wang Liantie felt the true thoughts in Chen Yuanyuan's heart.
The corners of her mouth immediately showed a slight self-deprecating smile.
Then, he said his heartfelt words to Chen Yuanyuan.
Of course, when those words came out, it was a bit like her own self-talk.
"Chen Yuanyuan, when you first came to our house at that time, looking at your fragile, timid and cowardly appearance, my brothers and sisters said that you seem to be a good bully."
"For children who are not sensible, they will reach out to bully those who seem to be bullies. There is no reason for this. ”
"I sometimes find this problem particularly difficult to explain."
When Wang Liantie said this, she began to laugh at herself again: "It is very likely that the people in this world are very snobbish...... and they all think that they can bully the weak and tie up the strong ......."
Chen Yuanyuan, who has already been a person who has come over and tasted the warmth and coldness of human affection countless times, only smiled faintly when she heard Wang Liantie's understanding.
Then he nodded slightly.
"Comrade Wang, I actually agree with what you are thinking. It's human nature to step on the high and the low. We are not saints of high moral character, so it is difficult to control such a nature many times. ”
"But you didn't seem to bully me at that time. He didn't scold me. I didn't do anything small in private. ”
"It's because you watched coldly at that time, neither helped nor fell into the ground, so you encountered difficulties at this time, so I hesitated a few times, and after several attempts to clear up the relationship with you, I finally followed my conscience and did this."
"I think that if you are not happy at this time, it does not mean that you will have an unsatisfactory life in the future. So, I decided to help you from today. I don't earn much money at the moment, in fact, it is mainly subsidized and helped by the state. ”
"However, considering that your current situation is a bit special, I think it's actually okay to buy you a lunch every day."
"Of course, my ability is limited, and I can't help with any more. So, you should think that you didn't fall into the trap back then......"