Chapter 298: I don't know what to say
"You can follow that slut so willingly, be low to her, and please her."
Gao Changxue stood in place and sighed lightly, "Sister Emperor said, the autumn crabs that Chengyang paid tribute to this year are very good, let me send you some too." β
Gao Changyan's remaining resentful words that came to her lips didn't have a chance to continue, so she was choked back.
Looking at Gao Changxue in disbelief.
"You don't have to pretend to be a good person."
"It's strange that Gao Changle is so kind!"
Gao Changyan's heart was a little uncomfortable, "I don't need your mercy." β
In fact, if Gao Changxue hadn't been helping behind her back in the past few years, I'm afraid that Gao Changyan's life would have been unbearable.
People sometimes say a lot of vicious, sharp, hurtful things.
Sometimes they are really full of resentment, wishing that the object of her words would die immediately, but other times, they do their best to say those vicious words, just to attract the attention of others, so that others will pay attention to her, even if it is resentment or blame, it is better than staying alone in this cold palace.
Loneliness is terrible.
It will destroy people's bodies and minds little by little, and engulf people little by little.
Gao Changxue didn't seem to hear Gao Changyan's hurtful words, and put the boiled autumn crab with a few side dishes that Gao Changyan liked to eat on the neat table she had just cleaned up, "I also brought your favorite osmanthus cake." β
"Although this autumn crab is good, it is cold and cannot be eaten more."
Gao Changxue sat down skillfully, and after distributing a pair of chopsticks for Gao Changyan, she began to use dinner, looking at Gao Changyan who was standing not far away as if she was angry with herself, "Really don't you want to try it?" β
"It's not easy to eat a crab in the palace, the eldest sister ordered the palace to taste crabs, but you don't eat it?"
Gao Changyan bit her lip, thought for a while and sat opposite Gao Changxue, "Why don't I eat." β
Gao Changxue smiled and sent her the hairy crab she had just peeled to her, "Then let's take it while it's hot." β
Looking at Gao Changyan, who was a little gobbling, Gao Changxue only felt a little sad, in the past, when Concubine Ning was still alive, the proudest princess in the palace was none other than Gao Changyan, and at that time, even Gao Changle and Gao Changyu couldn't compare to her.
But now it has fallen into such a miserable situation.
"This year, the new department has selected a lot of valuable character, talented and beautiful students to the official, among which the king of the list is a variety of leaders, the official order in the court has been issued, canonized him as the governor of Yuzhou, I heard that the king has not yet married a wife, the family background is innocent, only one mother from the scholarly family is alive, and there is no one else......"
Gao Changxue looked at Gao Changyan, who was in a good mood, and opened her mouth tentatively.
Gao Changyan nodded, the corners of her lips were stained with a bit of crab roe, and she didn't forget to smile contemptuously, "You didn't slap her in vain." β
"If it is really according to what you say, that Lord Wang is indeed a suitable husband and wife."
"Especially for people like you who don't have a mother to rely on, that slut is willing to give you a marriage, which can be regarded as the right thing for you."
In recent years, because of Gao Changle's decree to recruit poor disciples, many families have changed the idea of marrying a daughter and choosing a husband.
Gao Changxue's eyes flashed, "Third Emperor Sister, the eldest Emperor Sister said that if you are willing, she will marry you and marry Lord Wang as your wife." β
Let's do itβ
The crab leg in Gao Changyan's hand fell on the table without warning, and looked at Gao Changxue in shock.
"You ......"
"What did you say?"
"The second emperor sister is still alive."
Gao Changxue hesitated, but decided to tell Gao Changyan what Gao Changle had done silently, "The Duke of Qi was sentenced to be beheaded all over the house, and before the execution, the eldest sister ordered someone to take her out." β
"The eldest sister said that she loved the wrong person, and the Duke of Qi rebelled, but it has nothing to do with her, she made mistakes and had the intention of harming others, but she was also punished, so that she would not be affected by the Qi family and even lose her life."
"If you go out of the palace and marry in the future, the second emperor sister can also follow you and be a companion with you, and when the tenth emperor brother is older in the future, he will have his fief."
Told Gao Changyan everything she wanted to say in one breath, Gao Changxue sent the peeled crab meat in her hand to Gao Changyan, and slowly got up, she had already said everything she had to say, and the rest of the things depended on whether Gao Changyan could figure it out herself.
"In fact, what I miss the most is what happened when we were children, when the queen mother had not passed away, the sisters talked and laughed together, and had fun together, I don't know when it started, the ladies in the palace fought to the death, and even our biological sisters and brothers were incompatible."
"I have to go."
"Sister Three Emperors."
Gao Changxue was about to step out of the palace gate, hesitated for a while, took it back, pursed her lips and looked at Gao Changyan with complicated eyes, "Don't hate." β
"In the past few years, you have been not letting go of yourself."
The voice fell.
Gao Changxue no longer looked at Gao Changyan's eyes, holding an oil-paper umbrella, and her figure disappeared from Gao Changyan's sight step by step.
Hot tears slipped down Gao Changyan's eyes, dripping on the freshly peeled autumn crabs, together with the autumn rain gradually falling outside, this night, I am afraid it will be completely difficult to sleep!
"Don't you hate?"
Gao Changyan's eyes were slightly red, and she whispered, "She killed my mother, and my sister and I fell to this ,ββ."
If it weren't for Gao Changle's many calculations, her mother would have been in charge of the harem a long time ago, she would have become the most noble princess of Great Wei, and her royal brother would also become the monarch of Great Wei.
"But my mother also caused her mother to die early, and I also hurt her and almost hung by a thread......"
The tears in Gao Changyan's eyes became more and more fierce, the Ning family rebelled, her mother was dead, with her status as a criminal minister, I am afraid that no one will pay attention to her death in the palace for the rest of her life, not to mention that she is married to the powerful of the new branch of the dynasty, and she has to be married by the eldest princess regent.
Her eldest sister gave her and her sister and brother a decent place in the end.
"No one's right, too-"
"No one won."
The autumn crab is the most fat, and the craftsmanship of the imperial kitchen is the best, but the moment you eat it, you feel bitter and unpalatable.
ββ
The autumn rain has not stopped at night.
Rainwater trickled down the glazed tiles, creating puddles on the marble steps.
Gao Changle put Gao Changming to sleep before carefully coming out of the Xianyun Palace, bypassing the long street of the palace and looking at the Qionghua Hall not far away, but he was wandering outside the palace, hesitating.
"Your Highness, what's wrong?"
"The Seventh Prince's bedroom is right in front of you, don't you want to see it?"
"The Seventh Prince should not be resting at this time."
Zhu Cui thought about it, and still planned to persuade Gao Changle, lest His Royal Highness regret it in his heart in the future, "There is also the family affairs of the fifth princess, the third princess, you have made plans for her, what about the fifth princess-"
Gao Changle had already made a decision to go to Snake Flower Village in person to find the antidote to the Gu poison, and before leaving, he saw everyone, and even the whereabouts of the third princess who had a deep hatred like the sea were disposed of, but the fifth princess and the seventh prince who were close to her had not made a decision for a long time, and even now-
Even when she went to see Gao Changchen, she was so embarrassed.
Zhucui really couldn't understand what Gao Changle was worried about in his heart.
No, it's not.
It should be, Zhucui really doesn't understand what Gao Changle is afraid of.
"My father passed away, and I had to keep the state funeral for three years, which delayed the family affairs of the princess and prince in the palace, and now the snow is big, and I have my own opinions.
"As for Chen'erβ"
I saw Gao Changle's willow eyebrows tightly twisted, through the rain curtain outside the oil-paper umbrella, his eyes looked at the three words of the Qionghua Palace, and he was a little distracted.
In her previous life, she had a great prejudice against Gao Changchen because of her stubbornness, and felt that his appearance killed her mother, and it was because she wanted to save his life that her mother would die on the delivery bed......
Sister and brother are strange.
In this life, although Gao Changle took Gao Changchen to take care of him, he was also doing his best to care for Gao Changchen, wanting to make up for his debt.
But time flies.
More than four years made Gao Changle feel as if he was flowing in the blink of an eye.
Yin Mingzhe came prepared, this trip to Jiangguo's Snake Flower Village is unpredictable, if he can't come back, Gao Changchen will have to experience the pain of losing her again.
Maybe it's because the more you care, the more difficult it is to talk about it.
She could arrange Gao Changze well, and even where Gao Changyan and Gao Changyu went, but she didn't think about how she wanted to say goodbye to Gao Changchen.
Gao Changle took a deep breath, and finally under the eyes of Zhu Cui's expectation, he set off towards the Qionghua Palace, the bright yellow candlelight illuminated the corridor through the hollow carved windows, and vaguely could still see Gao Changchen sitting in front of the rosewood desk with a careful and focused expression in practicing calligraphy and painting.
Compared with the previous dynasty where there were endless conspiracies and arguments, Gao Changchen's personality is very similar to her mother, gentle and elegant, generous and friendly, more suitable for being an idle prince, with excellent leisure and elegance, only talking about Fengyue.
Hearing the movement outside the hall, Gao Changchen in the reflection put down his pen, and the little eunuch Wang Lu bowed all the way, and humbly came to Gao Changle to salute and say goodbye, "The slave sees His Royal Highness, and I will go to inform His Royal Highness the Seventh Prince." β
"No need."
"I'll go to the palace myself."
Gao Changle brushed his sleeves and strode into the dormitory, at that time, Gao Changchen also heard the sound and greeted the door, and saw Gao Changle's figure appear in his line of sight, extremely excited and happy, "Sister Huanghuang, why did you come here at this time." β
"It's still raining outside!"
Gao Changchen took Gao Changle's cold hands very carefully and warmed her up.
Gao Changle smiled gently, "I just came out of the Xianyun Palace, coaxed Ming'er to sleep, and I stopped by to see you." β
"The imperial sister is too partial, she has to coax Ming'er every day, and when I was young, the imperial sister rarely coaxed me to sleep." Gao Changchen pretended to be jealous, and looked at Gao Changle in a very sour tone, which made Zhucui not hold back, and laughed out loud.
"Seventh prince, the most painful thing for our Royal Highness is you, you look at which prince in the palace is staying with your sister, but you moved to this Qionghua Hall after you turned ten years old."
"Sister Zhucui is the most clever!"
Gao Changchen joked with a smile, and the dormitory seemed to be much warmer in an instant.
"Changchen, the imperial sister came over and said that she wanted to tell you something." Gao Changle slowly stretched out his hand and gently stroked Gao Changchen's green cheeks that resembled her father, he grew taller and grew up.
Unconsciously, he is already a head taller than himself, and he is no longer the little group who follows him and can only be soft and coquettish.
Gao Changchen listened carefully.
"Sister Huang wants to ...... I want you to go to the Qinzhou fiefdom when you become an adult. β
Gao Changle's voice was a little hesitant, "Are you willing?" β
If the prince does not stay in the palace after he becomes an adult, but goes directly to the fief as the king, he will completely lose the opportunity to compete for the throne.
"Of course."
Gao Changle originally thought that Gao Changchen would at least think about it and give him an answer after thinking about it, but he didn't expect Gao Changchen to nod his head directly in front of him.
"I know that the imperial sister loves me the most in her heart, and the place that the imperial sister arranged for me must be the best." Gao Changchen smiled sincerely, "Actually, Sister Huang, I didn't plan to rob anything with other royal brothers and brothers, but I was afraid that you would be disappointed, so I didn't dare to tell you." β
"Waiting for a little bigger, I want to travel in all directions, and I want to see the Feng Shui of Great Wei and other countries."
Many people do not hesitate to kill each other in order to compete for power, and everyone betrays their relatives, but in the end, they really ascend to the throne but they still have to fall into deceit, I don't know if it is the endless calculation of the previous dynasty, and even the pillow people in the harem have other thoughts.
Over the years, Gao Changchen has also watched the open and secret battles of many concubines in Emperor Jiayuan's harem, fighting back and forth, no one is really happy from the heart, and even his mother, who has been favored by his father and emperor, has a miserable ending.
If he could, he just wanted to be an idle prince, find a sincere person to accompany him, and be amazed between the mountains and rivers.
Looking at Gao Changchen, whose eyes were shining, Gao Changle also breathed a sigh of relief.
"You can think like this, the imperial sister is happy from the bottom of her heart, and in the future, I don't have to worry about you!" Gao Changle's voice was full of relief, and he looked at him a little reluctantly.
"Then the imperial sister won't delay your learning of calligraphy."
"It's late at night, take care of your body, don't get tired of your eyes."
Gao Changchen always smiled gently, and when he saw Gao Changle's figure and was about to step out of the dormitory, he suddenly stopped her.
"Imperial sister, Chen'er is waiting for the imperial sister to come back, and she will personally canonize Chen'er's holy decree!"