Cheng Siping heard me say that he would immediately cancel his phone number, and immediately fell silent. For a long time, nothing was said.

On the phone, there was only the sound of electricity, which flowed slowly and quietly.

This idiot, does he really not understand anything? You stupid, do you still want your aunt to find out? You don't know, my aunt and grandmother have wanted to be with you for a long time. I used to have it, but I can't satisfy my wishes anymore. I want what I once had, and I want it forever.

Yes, just us. There is no Yang Meilin, no curly hair, no Ke Yalei.

This idiot, he never dreamed that I would have such a thought.

Am I crazy, you say?

However, you say, how can you be called a woman if you are not crazy?

If a woman is not crazy once in this world, can she still be considered a woman?

For a long time, Cheng Siping said: "I may not be able to control my hands, maybe one day, my hands will itch, and I will write all this." I can't control myself. Like now, I can't help myself thinking about you. Quietly, you have no idea how good you are in the couple's private room just now. ”

"You dare! Don't mess with me! I'm going to go crazy. You'd better not write, don't scribble! If you really have itchy hands, you really wrote it, you wait, one day, I will find someone to chop your hands! ”

I could feel him stunned on the other end of the line. I knew that at that moment, he was scared. If a girl goes crazy, it's really scary. A girl can be a cub in your lion's mouth, but she can also be a crazy and frightening she-animal. Don't believe it, you try!

I sensed that he was terribly frightened, so I laughed, and then I said, "Except for one possibility, as we agreed before, we will write together, under our common pseudonym." ”

"You said it's An An's pen name?"

"Yes, it's An An. Do you remember what I said to you when we first met, An'an, it's our child. Only by using this name, I agree. Even if you write it alone, you have to use that name. But you have to remember, we have to share the manuscript fee. Externally, you have to say that An An is the pen name of two people, one is called Cheng Siping and the other is Cheng Weijing. If people ask, who is this Cheng Weijing, is it a man or a woman, you can only answer, it is your Cheng Siping's woman! That's it! ”

With that, I hung up the phone. Subsequently, I took out the calling card. "Smack", I lit the lighter and lit a cigarette. Then, the phone card was burned.

Didn't I understand that enough?

I know I'm a little more domineering, I'm a little more savage. But shouldn't women be like that? If women don't, who has the right to do that? If a woman is not like this, what must a woman be?

This is the power that God has given to women.

This is a woman's capital.

I just have to give Cheng Siping a dilemma.

Sugar cane is not as sweet as both ends. You say, don't you? You have to be a good man again with Ke Yalei, and you have to dream with me again. How can there be such a good thing in the world? I'm tolerant enough, old lady.

In fact, when I said this to him, I just didn't want him to write and send out all these things that we had. There are so many love affairs, so many love histories, I really want to write it, and I really want people to know that the girl in Cheng Siping's pen is me, how can I mix with the Tao in the future?

Of course, if I really write it out and send it out, I'm not afraid. In this world, who is afraid of whom? Who am I afraid of exposing what?

It's Cheng Siping who is afraid.

I know there's no way he's going to write about us. At least, he didn't have the guts to write in recent years. It will be a few years later that he will take advantage of my lack of attention and write about me and him. I know he can write. This is a man who cares about details. But there are too many details between me and him. You just have to look at the way he climbs on me and doesn't want to come down, and you know that he is greedy for all the little feelings and excitement on me.

He would even write my thong.

I think he has a fetish, and he actually collects everything that has traces of me. You may never have dreamed that on our wedding night, the white sheets that fell on my Yuan Hong, he would quietly hide them. He went to the mall and bought an identical bed sheet and replaced the one from the other person.

Of course, that day, I saw him doing all this quietly, and I was happy. Blissful a little dizzy. What an attentive man! What a delicate man this is!

At that time, I thought, in the future, I will form a family with him!

When I think of this, my tears are gone. Now that the man is gone, I drove him away. However, I still don't know where I'm going from here.

Now, I just watched him suddenly appear. He showed me out of nowhere that he wasn't actually leaving. And so his flesh came back to me.

I still hope that he will write everything about us. In this way, he told the world in this way that I, Cheng Weijing, were his Cheng Siping's woman, and in this way, he told me that his "soul returned", and his spirit, emotion, and soul all belonged to me.

His man, his soul, I want it.

That's when I realized that I was also very greedy. Like Cheng Siping, I'm also very greedy. It's just that everyone has their own greed.

So, I'll write too. I will also write everything about us under the pseudonym "An An". If he refuses to write, if he refuses to declare to the world that I am his woman, I have to use my pen to tell the world that I, Cheng Weijing, am his woman. At least, in these years, these five years, I have been his woman, his happy woman, and his happy woman almost every day.

I wish we could both write at the same time. He sat next to me, or I sat in his arms, on his lap, and wrote our love together.

I still look forward to having him, and I hope to live a life with him.

Now, however, he has been driven away by me.

Now, I can only look at the distant years in a few years, and I will see "An An".

Yes, An'an.

An An is our common pen name.

An An is our child.

My surname is Cheng.

His name is Siping.

His surname is Cheng.

My name is Wei Jing.

Wei is also the meaning of thinking, but quiet, is to think quietly, calm.

Siping, isn't that what it means? Aren't you also thinking about being quiet and calm?

My man, Cheng Siping, is opposite to my name like this, and the two are corresponding. The names all have husband and wife appearances.

Cheng Siping.

Cheng Weijing.

Isn't it? As I said, there is a you on the left and a me on the right. I have you in my eyes, and you have me in your eyes.

At that time, I just thought that there was a pair of magical hands in the dark that brought us together.

Later, I learned that he could write novels and publish works frequently, so I quietly told him that in the future, we would write together. Our pen name is An An.

He asked: Why is it called An An?

I said: Are you really stupid or fake stupid? Look at it, your word "Ping", followed by the word "An", is "peace". My word "quiet", drag the "an" behind your word "ping", and give it to me, which is "quiet". So simply, let's add one more word "An", give it to you, you will be "safe", give it to me, and I will be "quiet". "Peace and quiet". In this way, isn't there an "An'an"?

Cheng Siping smiled: Hey, it's really interesting! You little girl, at the beginning, said that our name was like husband and wife, and now, our name is a couple, and they also gave birth to a baby named An An. Yes, it's good, that's all. In the future, we will use An An as a common pen name. An An is our baby, if we have a child in the future, it will also be called An An.

That's right.

I said to him, "Ping, you must know that you and Jing are a match made in heaven. There is no other person in the world whose name can be like these two words, and there can be two identical ones in between, and I have tried, tried many words. No other word. Only we can, peace, quiet. It was An An who tied us together, An An was our child, the child we were born with. ”

Now, I hope that An An really came to this world.

I am your woman. As long as you let An An come to the world, then you have to publicly admit that I am your woman. As for at that time, if I am already a woman of a certain man, and if that man knows one day that I was a woman of a man named Cheng Siping, then what happens later is between the two men, and I don't care. They beat their heads and bleeds, I don't care; They became the life-long brothers of the neck-to-neck friends, and I don't care. Whose woman am I, they will sort this out for themselves, and then tell the heavens!

I really once fantasized that one day, we would have our children, whether they were boys or girls, all named An An. It is best to give birth to two, one is called Cheng An'an and the other is called Cheng An'an.

At that time, how I loved him and loved him with all my heart.

At that time, I was a freshman in high school.

……

I suddenly had a gut feeling that a work with the author's name "An An" would appear.

Ten months later, a baby named "An An" will also be born.

I subconsciously touched my belly, yes, now, this little guy named An An, his or her embryo, has been implanted, he, or she, will definitely come to this world in ten months.

If that's the case, life will be over without regrets. Even if this bastard Cheng Siping never appears again.

Coming out of the "zero hour", my emotions calmed down a lot. I walked quietly down the streets of Jianghuai, and I had already taken off my hat and put down my waist-length hair. I also took off my glasses.

I'm not worried about people recognizing me.

I'm not worried about running into any acquaintances.

A female college student walks on the street of Jianghuai City. What a normal landscape! What's there to worry about?

Later, I saw a couple of boys in our department, drifting past me, whistling and throwing me a few malicious looks.

The old lady ignored them and told them to get away.

They laughed "hahaha" and ran in the direction of the cinema.

I later found out that there were a few girls on the corner, as if waiting for them.

I suddenly envy them a little, look at it, this is their way of youth, this is the way they love each other. They can fly in flocks, in the spring sun, really like a flock of swallows.

When I turned the corner, I met Yang Meilin.

Yang Meilin has a lady-like makeup. She looked at me in surprise: "How can it be so coincidental?" Where did you come from, you dead girl? ”

I couldn't hold it anymore, hugged Yang Meilin, fell into her arms, and cried bitterly.

Yang Meilin patted me on the back, coaxed me, calmed me down, made me quiet, and asked me, what happened, what happened.

I cried and said, "He...... Walk...... He's ...... Let's go! ”

"He's gone? Why are you crying when he's gone? Didn't you say that he often did that? Stay in Jianghuai for a day or two, and then you have to go back? Yang Meilin said.

"It's not like this, it's not like this." I cried and said, "I drove him away this time, I don't want him anymore." I kicked him away. However, I regret it now, and I want him back. ”

"A dead girl, over and over again. In that case, let's chase him back! Yang Meilin said.

"However, I have already burned my phone number. I can't call him anymore. ”

"What's so hard about that? Just find a public phone, or, use my mobile phone, wouldn't it be fine? Oh, give, my phone, just call. Let him come back! Yang Meilin said as she took out her mobile phone, and then continued, "I thought the sky was going to fall?" ”

I didn't answer Yang Meilin's phone. I'm still keeping an eye on it, I can't leave his phone number with another woman, right?

Yang Meilin still doesn't know who Cheng Siping's surname is and where he lives. When I was the happiest, when I was the craziest, when I told all the little details about me and Cheng Siping, Cheng Siping was in my mouth, just "him". Yang Meilin only knew that "he" was my Chinese teacher, and could even deduce that "he" was teaching high school Chinese classes at my alma mater, but Yang Meilin never dreamed that "he" had left Qinhu Lake and went to Songting.

I certainly didn't go to the public phone booth either. I suddenly didn't want to call Cheng Siping.

It's all like that just now, and then suddenly let him come back at this time, is this nothing?

Don't call him.

Even if he called, I wouldn't answer.

I have to see if I can get through this time, don't I?

I then said to Yang Meilin: "I don't fight." I thought about it for a while. ”

"Okay, we don't fight. We'll go a while. Yang Meilin said.

After a long time, Yang Meilin patted me on the back again and said, "We can go back to him." You can always find him, don't you? I'll go with you to him. We're still the same as before, three of us, and we're loving together. We will not lose his. ”

I nodded. Yes, we won't lose him, and we can at least go back to him.

No, I can still go to Songting to find him and find him. It's not us, it's not going back to Qinhu Lake.

Why would I take Yang Meilin to him? I'm not going to be as stupid as I used to be, and I'm never going to give up my man to someone else easily.