Chapter 30: Awakening from a Dream

The snow stopped overnight, and I looked at it, but I felt that it was white and boundless, and it was covered in silver, and it was particularly depressed. Occasionally, I heard a creaking sound, and I saw that the dead branches of the tree were crushed by the snow and broke to the ground.

In the Prince's Mansion, the servants had already cleaned up the snow in the courtyard, and the sun was extremely warm, shining on the snow on the roof with a white light, dazzling and bright.

Xing'er put on a cotton coat and felt hat for the child who was still in swaddling clothes, and when she saw Hongyang walking in, she couldn't help but be happy in her heart, and called with a smile: "Lord Wang." ”

Hongday hooked his lips, saw the pink carved child wrapped in a red satin cotton jacket couldn't help but show a touch of tenderness, stretched out his hand to hold the child in his arms, the baby saw his father, he waved the wrapped impermeable arm, giggled, Hongday was infected by the baby's laughter, also laughed, said: "This child has beautiful eyes, but it looks like you."

Apricot teased the child and said, "But I think my nose and mouth are very similar to you." ”

Hongday looked at Xing'er's pretty smile, but felt very dazzling, if she was married at the beginning, if the child was hers, if she could show such a smile to herself, but where in the world are there so many ifs, he and her, after all, are by mistake, and it is difficult to become a family.

"Today...... Where is the prince going to stay? Apricot hesitated slightly and asked.

Hongtian suddenly came back to his senses, looked at the child in his arms, and said, "I haven't been with you for a long time, so I naturally want to accompany you today." ”

Xing'er's solemn face was much soothed and she smiled.

I know that there is another person in your heart, I know that you are just perfunctory to me, I know that you are forcing a smile, but I hope that it will continue like this. Even if you don't have me in your heart, the person who is with you is me, it's enough.

The sunlight shone softly through the green yarn on the carved window, reflecting on his handsome face, his eyebrows were slightly frowned, his thin lips were pursed, and he seemed to be sleeping very unsteadily, Xing'er raised her hand to touch his eyebrows to smooth his frowning, but in vain.

I don't know if it was because the strength in his hand was too great, or he was entangled in nightmares, he began to struggle, his lips moved, and a small faint voice came out of his mouth, Xing'er put her ear to his lips, and finally heard the murmur clearly, but it made her body tremble, her limbs were cold, and she couldn't help but tremble, "Su Yi ......" was such a gentle word, such a familiar word, she had called thousands of times, but at this time, it was like a sharp knife stabbed on her heart, dripping with blood and pain.

How ironic! He held her in his arms, but he thought of another woman. The scenes of the past appeared in front of her, such as a glimpse of light, but it was unusually clear, Shangyuan Festival, she returned to the room early, but saw a dark shadow in the dark room, she was extremely scared, but she didn't expect it to be her sweetheart, she was very happy, thinking that he was looking for her, he drank a lot of wine, there was a strong smell of wine, the sudden enthusiasm made her shy and happy, she thought he loved her, but when he kissed himself in confusion, she clearly heard his name called Su Yi's name, No one would know how much pain she was in at the time, as if someone had hit her with a stick, and she was stunned and painful.

She should have found out, shouldn't she? When he offered to help Su Yi, when Su Yi brought back his cloak, when he brought a green jade hairpin to their house, when she pushed open the door and saw Su Yi in tears, and he stopped talking, when she told him that Wei Lianghong had bullied Su Yi, Wei Lianghong died...... One by one, one by one, all remind her of her pitiful, ridiculous and pathetic! Tears fell silently, she wanted to laugh but wanted to cry, she thought that he would change his mind, but she never thought that the person who snatched him was Su Yi, her best sister.

Hongtian fell asleep deeply, and suddenly felt a wetness in his chest, the wetness made him extremely uncomfortable, he moved his body, and the heaviness on his arm made him wake up suddenly, and he lowered his eyes to see Xing'er crying silently, and his heart moved and asked, "What's wrong?" ”

Xing'er looked at him with a pair of misty teary eyes, Hongtian was a little uneasy by her, her eyes seemed to be sad and resentful, as if they were plucked from his heart, which made people feel very distressed, her hand involuntarily wrapped around her, and her voice softened: "Why are you crying?" ”

"Can't you still forget her?" Apricot said softly.

Hongday's body stiffened, and the arm around her stiffened, and he said in a stiff tone: "What did you say?" ”

Xing'er sat up and said word by word: "I thought that after so long, you should forget her, I thought that when we got married, you would think of our past days, I thought that with Yongying, you would see my goodness, but you still think about her, even in your sleep, you call her name." ”

Hongtian also sat up, put on a coat, and said lightly, "You know." ”

The voice was quiet without a ripple.

There is no guilt, no self-blame, it seems to be a very ordinary thing.

His bleak expression finally stung Xing'er, and she couldn't help but roar: "I don't understand...... I do not know...... Why? Why her? Why her? ”

Hongsun lowered his head and said nothing.

"She's my best sister, she knows how much I love you, she knows you're mine, why would she seduce you? She's a slut, a slut! ”

Hongtian suddenly raised his hand and slapped her, Xing'er covered her red and swollen cheeks, her eyes were full of disbelief, but she heard Hongtian say indifferently: "I'm not yours." ”

"You shouldn't be insulting her. She didn't seduce me, I did it willingly. She is your sister, you shouldn't talk about her like that, she even persuaded me to be nice to you and make me cherish you. ”

Hongtian took his clothes and got up to go out, but Xing'er hurriedly grabbed the sleeve of his shirt and cried, "Why? Why is that? ”

"Remember the peach blossom cake? I went to bring you peach blossom crisp that night, and Su Yi was bathing, but you went out secretly......" Hongyang said, his face softened, as if he was caught in a good memory.

"You're in the house?" Xing'er's pupils widened suddenly.

"All I know is that I've been paying attention to her since that night, and my eyes can't help but want to look at her, and you ask me why, and I want to know why, why is fate so arranged? Why did I meet her? Why was it you who came back that night? Hongtian pulled out his sleeves and walked away.

Xing'er sat down on the bed dejectedly, looking at the empty palm, tears flowed down, she suddenly pulled up the mandarin duck lotus pillow of the fiery red begonia on the couch and threw it out, and fell weakly on the bed, her hair was messy, and the pomegranate red feather brocade was stained by water stains, like a blooming mandala, bewitching and dazzling.