Extra 1 - Flower care
When you return home, you will be sheltered by your home. Hanami used to think so.
However, stability and life turned out to be just snail shells. The soft little things that live below think they are tough, but in fact, with a slight kick, they shatter.
Her father died bankrupt and the decline of the Hua family began, and she was forced to cruelly admit that life came to life as a bitter one. In order to find a way out, she grabbed the college entrance examination, but her part-time job in a bar made her look down on her classmates and cut off contact, but this did not directly teach her to recognize life, she was still naïve and weak.
She stood in front of a bar job ad like a shivering delicious lamb.
She wiped away the invective written by the marker pen on the table, like fish that had been sealed and arranged.
What really changed her life was when she met that person at the door of the bar.
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That sister doesn't look at herself with disdain. Perhaps, also because of humility, the sister did not look down on her embarrassment of struggling to survive; Perhaps, it was also because she was forced to help her, and after the sister helped her, she didn't leave her name to ask for repayment.
"I'm not. I'm just a person who can't see the light. ”
But the name, Hua Xianggu still knows.
Meeting the right person was the first light after the turning point in her life. A cold and hopeful light.
At that time, she was still naïve, Hua Xianggu knew that there were still people who had not given up on themselves, looking forward to meeting that person again in a certain year and month, and believing that she could wait for the kindness of others again.
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But life is hard, and in the most difficult times, a person's bargaining chip is only himself.
The pressure brought to her by the life circle in the past finally made Hua Xianggu completely wake up and have no one to rely on. For the first time, she thought about life and asked why her past life had come to this point.
However, she can be used as a reference for her classmates in private schools. She was also one of the disciples of a wealthy family, and her study life was carefree, but the other classmates were still prosperous, and her differences all stemmed from her father's bankruptcy and suicide.
The tiredness and embarrassment piled up, and she hated.
She hated her father who left their mother and daughter, hated the distant relative back home who broke her mother's leg, and hated that she had no ability to do anything but take exams...... In the end, no one can hate it.
When he met a gangster while working at a convenience store, Hana Xianggu once collapsed and thought that he was not suitable to live in this world. It wasn't until the gangster's words of humiliation that she suddenly remembered Nuli's figure - becoming a sheep with horns.
When she ran out of the convenience store with blood on her hands, she saw it on the side of the road, and she saw Nu Li, who had little relationship with only a stranger, and she couldn't help but lean in.
"Don't hurt yourself, do you?"
Hua Xianggu can always recall that leaning on her side has the feeling of being supported. Hua Xianggu hugged Nu Li, only to know that Nu Li was a little shorter than herself and a little thinner than herself.
That person, was she once as young as herself, and where was her pillar when there was no one to help?
I became my own pillar, and then I became so cold and withdrawn.
Nu Li is too sorry for the word. What a pity.
Hua Xianggu only deceived a few words of care.
"Someone will love you."
"Promise me not to do stupid things again."
Hua Xianggu did not give up on herself, and started life again with difficulty, even if it also became cold, but Nuli's hug was like a shot in the arm, telling her heart that had been hit to stop beating: to beat again.
She began not to expect kindness from others. She is looking forward to one day in the future, to be able to stand strong in front of Nu Li, so that she can rest assured that she will be a good self in the future.
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Hua Xianggu finally matured, and she really saw those people clearly, and the bar was not the fuse but because they looked down on them.
After being picked up by the driver of the Ji family every day at school, Hua Xianggu has never boasted, and he has no fanfare at all. But since the rumors of her and Ji Qianli came out, those children of the family who held their own noble status turned back when they heard that Ji Qianli had a relationship.
Hua Xianggu just wanted to follow Ji Qianli and find out the person who was hiding in the forces behind the Ji family. She remembers that when she first met Nuli at the bar, Nuli did something shady and shady.
Observing the servants in the Ji family's ancestral house every day, she didn't find the one among the servants. It wasn't until Ji Qianli's company had an accident and forced the life assistant to flee that her woman's sixth sense was felt in a trance.
Then Hua Xianggu looked at the person she cherished the most and died in a car accident. If it weren't for Ji Qianli's persecution, how could that person escape in a hurry and die unexpectedly?
The president obviously stared at Nu Li, Hua Xianggu despised his approach, she thought that Nu Li was planning for Ji Qianli's subordinates to plot the shady affairs behind him, but she didn't expect that Ji Qianli would even push his own people into a dead end, and in the end, she suspected that she was also involved in a shady and unspeakable business war conspiracy.
Hua Xianggu slowly understood, Nu Li's last act made Ji Qianli suspect her, before finding evidence, Ji Qianli did not poison the widow of the Hua family, so she will definitely take good care of her during the time of investigating her.
If Ji Qianli didn't find out the problem in the end, he would definitely compensate for it, at least in terms of his studies and future, and give a little help as compensation for the suspicion investigation. Because Ji Qianli believes that she is the heir of a bankrupt Hua family with huge debts, she has no choice but to accept Ji Qianli's investigation help.
Later, Hua Xianggu figured out that this was the ending of Nu Li's final plan for her. Nu Li will spare her own life, maybe she knows that she may be desperate, but she still has to leave her a better living environment.
The more Hua Xianggu thought about it, the harder it was to forget the person who changed her from beginning to end.
Hua Xianggu slowly learned, erected a stiff wall to wrap all the fragility, and after putting away her feelings, she learned to weigh and use, just to live better for herself, and the foreshadowing that Nuli gave her.
But life always gives her twists and turns, just when she thought that she would never see Nu Li again in life, she found a surprise again!
That person didn't know why, replaced Miss Ye and reappeared in front of her.
Even if the thug who was called looked strange and fierce, with a woman's sixth sense, she would never mistake that obvious feeling!
However, Ji Qianli, the president who was too suspicious, always seemed to feel that the whole world was coveting his treasures. That group company is more important than anything else, in the past, it forced the assistant to death in order to catch the spy, and now it imprisons the nominal fiancée regardless of public opinion.
Things separated her from Nuli again, and when they saw Nuli again, the hospital was attacked by terrorists, and they didn't have time to talk to her in the car, and the explosion happened.
In the dark, what implicates the heartbeat makes her choose to start again at a critical moment. That person gave her the courage to live, gave her a new face to face life, and now gave her new hope.
Hua Xianggu was in the emergency room and stopped his heartbeat......
She hoped that they would all escape.
She's dead, and she can't be anywhere else.
However, she made an exception and rushed to the villa, pushed the door open, and saw a corpse with a stopped heartbeat.
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Is she strong?
She is a person who will be hidden by her memory in the blink of an eye when she walks on the street, and she is an ordinary person who will hurt, cry, and die.
It is a person who cannot see the light.