Chapter 104: Qian'er dies
"Lord Huan, please respect yourself!" I broke free from Huan Qian's entanglement and said solemnly.
"Don't reject me, okay? The first time I saw you, I was attracted to you! That night by the stream, I was even more fascinated by you, you are like a fairy in the sky, which makes my heart move. Don't reject me, okay? I mean it! Huan Qian said that he was excited, and he had to come up and move his hands and feet.
"Lord Huan, please respect yourself, don't overstep the rules again!" I pushed him away firmly.
Looking at the scene in front of her, Zhang Yan shook her head desperately, Xu couldn't accept the facts in front of her, and she seemed to have to run away when she hid her face.
Looking at her back in the distance, my heart was very uncomfortable.
"Lord Huan, your leg injury is almost recovered, if it's okay, please leave this Jing'an Nunnery!" Seeing that Zhang Yan's child was becoming more and more difficult to extricate herself from Huan Qian, I couldn't watch her fall deeper and deeper, so I gave Huan Qian an eviction order.
The only way to do this now is to let Huan Qian leave. After a long time, maybe Zhang Yan will slowly let go.
"Do you hate me so much?" Huan Qian asked.
"I can't hide it, I already have someone I like in my heart, please don't entangle it anymore!" I rejected him mercilessly.
"That being the case, I take my leave! One day, I will let you see my true heart. After a long time, Huan Qian hugged his fists, turned around and left Jing'an Nunnery.
After Zhang Yan came back, she didn't see Huan Qian, so she searched the entire yard carefully.
Of course, she didn't find the person she was looking for.
"Madame, where have you been?" She asked me anxiously.
I shook my head: "I don't know! Probably going where he should be! ”
After listening to my words, Zhang Yan suddenly sat down on the ground.
"No, he won't say goodbye!" She muttered.
I helped her up in distress: "You know what? You are from two worlds, and this is not the place for him! ”
But no matter what I said, Zhang Yan just kept silent and cried quietly.
Because of Huan Qian's departure, Zhang Yan was depressed for a long time. I thought, maybe after a long time, she slowly let go.
Before we lived in Qingcheng Mountain for 7749 days, the Shu Wangfu sent someone to pick us up.
I was surprised to see the person wearing mourning clothes, and I hurriedly asked what was going on. Unexpectedly, Liu's son Qian'er died!
Hearing the news, my heart was half cold. That child was not rescued after all, how sad it must have been! In this world, there is nothing more painful than a white-haired person sending a black-haired person. What's more, he has only two sons and a daughter, and now he has lost a son, how sad he should be!
Back at the palace, the whole palace was filled with a sad atmosphere. Especially Shu Yuxuan, the dull cry came from there from time to time, which was depressing and helpless.
Because I was worried about indulgence, I couldn't care about the fatigue of the journey, so I couldn't wait to go to Shuguang Academy to see him at night.
When the door was opened, there was only a candle lit on the table, and the whole room was dim. I looked around and found him by the window. In the darkness, he stood there, and he didn't know when he had become so thin. He was hunched on his back, his eyes staring blankly into the distance, and he didn't even notice me coming in.
I walked up behind him and was shocked to see that his head was covered with silver hair at some point. I reached out and touched his gray hair in distress.
"You're back......" He turned his head to look at me, a weak voice coming out of his mouth. As soon as I touched his eyes, my heart immediately sank.
The former brilliance had disappeared from his eyes, replaced by empty confusion. The red bloodshot eyes were all over the eyes, the eye sockets were deeply sunken, and the whole person was haggard and distressing.
Tears instantly burst out of my eyes, and I carefully rubbed his cheeks with both hands: "Don't be afraid, I'm back!" ”
"Am I doing something wrong? Why did Heaven punish me like this? He muttered.
"No, it's not your fault. Maybe the one who leaves first is happy, and Qian'er must go to heaven to enjoy happiness! I comforted him.
"Is it true?" He asked blankly.
"Definitely, yes!" I hugged him and put his head on my shoulder. I felt him leaning against me and gradually calming down.
That night, he put his head on my lap and lay down on the couch and fell asleep slowly. I heard that after Cong Qian'er died, he still hadn't closed his eyes.
Wrinkles were crawling all over the corners of his eyes, and I remembered the high-spirited teenager who had joined the army with me. How young, energetic, and energetic he was. And now he is not confused when he is young, and after the vicissitudes of life, he is already scarred both on his body and on his heart. Now he was curled up weakly on the couch like a child.
Stroking his white hair and wrinkles at the corners of his eyes, my heart ached. Once upon a time in the valley, he said that if the war ended one day, we would choose a grass hut in the countryside. Farming and raising livestock, raising children and daughters, and living a dull life. But in the troubled times, he strayed into the army, and he couldn't help himself, and he couldn't protect himself and withdrew.
If it weren't for me, maybe he wouldn't have betrayed the court, let alone turned against Liu Yu. He took on too much pressure and carried too much weight to be with me. And all I can do is to be by his side, to accompany him, forever.
I don't know when I fell asleep in a daze. I felt the person on my leg move, and it turned out that I had woken up. I got up to serve him to wash. But when they came, they fell to the ground. It turned out to be my leg, which was numb from maintaining one movement all night.
"Yun'er, what's wrong with you?" He asked anxiously.
"It's okay, I'm just numb in my legs!" I say.
"Why are you so stupid and sleeping in bed, isn't it?" He blames me.
"I'm afraid you'll wake up if you move."
"You're stupid!" He looked at me stupidly.
"Come and wash up! Clouds: They've already made a delicious breakfast, hurry up! "I couldn't help but say, I pulled him, washed him, and changed his clothes.
"Thank you, Yun'er." He suddenly looked at me seriously and said.
"Between you and me, why be so polite?"
"Thank you for being by my side." He said.
"Can you never leave me?" He asked again.
"Good! I will always be with you until the moment I leave this world. I looked at him steadfastly.
"Really?" He took me into his arms and refused to let go of me for a long time. In the same way, I was in his arms, and I did not want to get up for a long time.
"Lord Wang, madam, it's time for breakfast!" Yun Duo walked in with breakfast, and when he saw the scene of us hugging each other, his face was flushed with shame, and he neither advanced nor retreated.
"Let's put the meal down!" I say.
"Okay, sister! The slave and maid are gone! Yun Duo put down what he was eating and hurriedly withdrew.