Chapter 168: We still have Gu An'an
Nan Yu didn't know how long he had been lying on the operating table, but his scattered consciousness was gathered for a moment, but he was soon swept away by the huge dark and bottomless whirlpool.
She was dragged into the abyss with no one to redeem.
In a trance, it seems that she has had a long dream, and the scenes of her past life appear in front of her, and then look at those she seems to have become an outsider, no sadness, no joy and only numbness.
She still couldn't keep anything after all......
The four became empty again, and the speed of the fall also accelerated, and in the terrifying weightlessness, Nan Yu opened his eyes violently, but his eyes were stung by the light.
She tried to raise her hand to cover her eyes, but after struggling hard, she found that her right hand could not move at all.
Subconsciously I want to change my other hand.
"Awake?"
The hand was only slightly raised and was grasped, and the sight had not yet regained clarity, but the ears had accurately recognized the sound.
For a moment, Nan Yu's body, which was already difficult to move, became even more stiff.
After that, his eyes gradually adjusted to the light in the ward, and as far as the eye could see, the man's slightly haggard but still noble face came into view.
Nan Yu suddenly remembered something.
In fact, her vision is a little tricky, this tricky comes from being used to seeing Mu Minglang's face like God's favorite since she was a child, when she was fourteen or fifteen years old, someone in the class had a precocious love, she and Lin Yin complained, not to mention anything else, her boyfriend or husband's face will definitely be thrown out of eighteen streets by Mu Minglang in the future.
At that time, Mu Minglang was still cold to her, but in her heart, he was still the best brother in the world.
At that time, she didn't expect that one day her brother and sister would break up completely, just like she didn't expect that the person she fell in love with at the beginning of her love would be better than Mu Minglang.
Nan Yu was slightly distracted, and a big hand probed her forehead.
"How does it feel?"
In his ears, Gu Feihan's voice was hoarse but concerned and gentle, "You can't move your hands for the time being, tell me what you want." ”
He didn't say why her hand couldn't move, Nan Yu tilted her head slightly, and caught a glimpse of the heavy plaster on her right hand.
"It's broken." Noticing her gaze, he spoke just in time.
Nan Yu withdrew her gaze as she tried to pull away the hand he was holding.
But it didn't work out.
She didn't have much strength in her hands to compete with him.
"The infusion is still in your hands, don't move, huh?" He was so close to her that even if it wasn't loud, the faint tail of the end of the sentence was still clearly reaching her ears.
Nan Yu frowned, but didn't struggle anymore.
In fact, there was not much medicine left in the infusion bag, and after only ten or so minutes, he rang the bedside call bell to ask the nurse to come in and pull out the needle, and said, "Let Dr. An come in with you." ”
Soon there was a knock at the door.
Agreed, Dr. Ann and two nurses came in.
After pulling out the needle, Gu Feihan, who was pressing the cotton ball on the needle hole to stop bleeding, took over and pressed it, and on the other side of the bed, Dr. An was carefully doing various examinations, and the ward was quiet for a while.
After the examination, Dr. An put away the stethoscope with a slight sigh of relief, "The condition is good and stable, Mrs. Gu, do you feel anything uncomfortable?" ”
Nan Yu shook her head.
Seeing this, Dr. An's eyes were slightly solemn, and from the keen intuition of many years of medical treatment, the patient lying on the bed was in a very wrong state.
She's too quiet......
Or rather, numbness.
After nearly four days of sleep, the effect of the anesthetic had completely passed, and it stands to reason that she should feel uncomfortable all over, but she didn't.
Maybe it's because ......
Dr. An thought of what happened in the operating room four days ago, and the small but already lifeless male fetus taken out of Nan Yu's body, and he couldn't help but have some mixed feelings in his heart for a while.
"Mrs. Gu, if you feel uncomfortable, you must tell me or Mr. Gu as soon as possible." Dr. Ann couldn't help but admonish again.
Nan Yu's eyes didn't have any light, but he also heard Dr. An's words, "Hmm." ”
From the examination just now, Nan Yu has not been uncooperative, and Dr. An can't say anything, so he can only raise his head and explain some precautions to Gu Feihan on the other side of the bed, "Mr. Gu, Mrs. Gu has just woken up, and her body is still very weak, so try not to get out of bed if it is not necessary, and in addition, if you eat and drink, Mrs. Gu can only eat some liquid food for the time being." ”
That's all he can say in front of Nan Yu, and the rest can only find an opportunity to talk to Gu Feihan alone.
After Dr. An led the nurse out, there were two more left in the ward, Nan Yu and Gu Feihan.
I don't know the specific time, Nan Yu stared at the dark sky outside the window.
"Are you hungry?"
A strand of hair on the side of her face was gently pinned behind her ear by a big hand, and then his hand just stopped at her ear and didn't take it away, "Do you want to drink some porridge?" ”
The porridge in the thermos bucket on the bedside table was still hot, just ready for her to drink when she woke up.
His hand was not so much on the side of her ear as against the side of her face, Nan Yu subconsciously wanted to avoid it, but there was no way to avoid it, after all, she didn't even have the strength to get up now.
It's just that his eyes were finally taken back from the window, and a trace of inconspicuous doubt flashed in his eyes when he looked at him.
I probably couldn't figure out why he was here.
Or, shouldn't he be guarding Luo Xiangxiang at this time?
This question in her heart flashed away, and the doubt in her eyes was also very short-lived, he must have put Luo Xiangxiang's affairs first, and he didn't need her to worry about it.
"Or maybe drink some water first?" Seeing that she didn't answer, he asked again.
Nan Yu still didn't answer.
Instead, he asked, "You weren't the man in the crash, right?" ”
When she woke up to now, this should be the first thing she said.
The throat is dry and painful, and the voice is even more dull, like a saw sawing wood, hoarse and ugly.
But she didn't care about that.
The bloody and hideous wound on the heart was bleeding and festering, and the physical pain was not worth mentioning.
It's just that she can't figure it out, why do those people set up such a bureau?
"Sore throat?"
Hearing that her voice was wrong, Gu Feihan frowned slightly, "Don't talk yet, drink some water to moisten it." ”
The glass was almost close to her lips.
Nan Yu didn't cling to the question he didn't answer, tilting his head to avoid the cup, and closing his eyes at the same time, "I want to sleep a little longer." ”
In fact, there was nothing to say between them.
Her question was redundant.
Nan Yu didn't really want to sleep, but instead of facing him with her eyes open, she would rather close her eyes and not see anything, or she would even rather die in that car accident......
The sound of the cup being put back on the bedside table was faint, but it was clearly caught by the ear.
Nan Yu really just has her eyes closed, and often the more she wants to fall asleep, the more she can't sleep, and that's the case right now.
"I'll give you an explanation for the car accident."
Gu Feihan probably knew that she was not asleep, put down the cup, held the hand she had just finished the infusion not long ago, and was talking to her, "Give me some more time, and I will tell you the truth when the time comes." ”
While she was asleep, he must have found out what happened to her.
Otherwise, he wouldn't have asked her what had happened, and when she mentioned the car accident, there was no surprise on his face.
But he's not going to say it now.
In this case, Nan Yu didn't want to waste her saliva asking anything, she didn't have the confidence to change his decision.
It was late at night, and the bedside lamp was always on.
Under the warm yellow light, Nan Yu's face was still not half bloody, Gu Feihan sat on the edge of the bed, holding her with his big hands, and his eyes kept falling on her face without moving away for a moment.
The blood on the pinhole on Nan Yu's arm had long since stopped, and the cotton ball that stopped the bleeding had already gone into the trash, and the back of her hand was close to his palm, which was really an unpleasant thing, but she was powerless to struggle, so she could only hypnotize herself to ignore the heat of the back of her hand.
She closed her eyes, meaning that she didn't want to talk to him.
But Gu Feihan didn't let her go......
The previous sentence had been spoken for a long time, and she thought that they were going to stalemate until dawn, but she didn't want his voice to come again, "Why don't you ask me about Gu An'an?" ”
Ann......
Almost the moment he heard the name, Nan Yu opened his eyes, "You...... Found her? ”
Since the car accident, there is no specific concept of time in her coma, but she feels that she just slept until she was numb to all her emotions, and she woke up with only him in the ward.
As for An An......
The subconscious fear made her dare not take the initiative to ask, and she was not angry to be an ostrich, if something bad happened, she could not face it without asking.
But at this moment, he directly tore through her fear of retreating.
Whether it's good or bad, she has to face it.
It's just that Gu Feihan didn't answer her question directly, he took out some porridge from the thermos bucket on the bedside table, then scooped a spoonful and blew it, and when the temperature was just right, he sent it to her mouth, "Eat first." ”
He did this, naturally, by letting go of the hand that had been holding her.
Nan Yu's hand was free, and in addition to the smell of the hospital disinfectant water, there was a soft aroma of porridge between her noses, but this aroma did not arouse any of her appetite.
Smack-
She raised her hand to knock off the spoonful of porridge that was brought to her mouth, and the porcelain spoon fell to the ground and fell apart instantly, and the smile that hooked up at the corner of Nan Yu's mouth at that time was also haggard and sarcastic, "Gu Feihan, you don't need to threaten me with hypocrisy and pretense of concern, anyway, I have already tasted how painful it is to lose my own child." ”
Some things don't even need to be confirmed.
The baby in her belly......
Without.
And it was none other than herself who killed the baby.
She rushed out of the car accident by herself, and she was determined to die at that time, but she didn't expect that she would survive in the end, but the baby was ......
Perhaps it was because she did not die in that car accident that An An did not come back.
After all, the kidnappers told her that she and Gu Feihan could only live one to save An An.
"I'm not going to threaten you."
The spoon was knocked off, Gu Feihan didn't mean to be angry, the small bowl of porridge in his hand was put back on the bedside table by him, and then he put his palm on her lower abdomen through the quilt, "I just wanted to tell you that this child will come back, and we still have Gu Anan before this." ”