Chapter 98: I Really Want to

"I believe it." Bai Rouying has never doubted Jin Yu's ability, but he wants to rely on himself more than relying on Jin Yu.

Then he said to Jin Yu, "I just don't believe in myself, I'm afraid that after I marry you, I will put more of my heart on my family, and thus neglect my work, and don't you see Xu Xuan and Liu Yihang are not married yet?" They are also struggling to persevere, why can't we? You can't wait any longer, I'll marry you when my job is stable, I won't run away with anyone else, and I won't leave you, okay? ”

"But I'm ......" Jin Yu frowned, he had already asked the old man to prepare, how could he let go at this time?

Then Bai Rouying frowned, and asked with some curiosity, "And didn't you say engagement at the beginning?" How did it become married?"

Really, she didn't agree to the engagement, and now it has suddenly become a marriage, and she won't agree, okay?

Hearing this, Jin Yu's heart did not show embarrassment, and looking at Bai Rouying's eyes became more affectionate, he said softly, "Because I want to have a home, only when we get married, we can have a home, right?" Rouying, I'm not young anymore, I really want to have a home, can you understand me? ”

Bai Rouying frowned when she heard this, she had already said it so clearly, but Jin Yu was still thinking about herself, and kept saying that he wanted to have a home, and she felt that Jin Yu's love was too selfish.

So she shook her head, no longer unbearable, and directly rejected Jin Yu frowned, "No, I don't want to get married, I hope you don't force me." ”

When Jin Yu heard this, her heart hurt as if she had been pricked by a needle, and she seemed to be suffocating, she sat on the sofa in a little panic, not knowing what else she could do now.

After saying so much, Bai Rouying was also very angry, very angry, why was he angry with Jin Yu so selfish, why did he be angry with Jin Yu and refused to understand her, thinking of this, Bai Rouying put down her chopsticks and turned away directly, ignoring Jin Yu no longer.

And Jin Yu looked at Bai Rouying's back, and he was also very disappointed.

He thought that the love between them was firm enough, and he thought that Bai Rouying would agree to him, so he ran to tell the old man directly, but he didn't expect that he was still rejected.

He Jin Yu has struggled all his life, only he refuses other people's shares, and no one has ever rejected his share, but here in Bai Rouying, he has repeatedly hit a wall, Jin Yu thought of this and smiled self-deprecatingly, Bai Rouying is her robbery.

Neither of the two of them refused to give in and fell into a cold war, when Bai Rouying went home, Jin Yu was already asleep, Bai Rouying saw this, and went directly to another room to sleep with the quilt.

But Jin Yu didn't fall asleep at all, he knew Bai Rouying's movements, and his heart was even more lost, but he didn't take the initiative to coax Bai Rouying.

Early the next morning, when Jin Yu got up, Bai Rouying was no longer there, and he should have gone to work in Yingluo's studio early, Jin Yu was even more angry when he thought of this, he felt that Bai Rouying took her work too seriously, and in Bai Rouying's heart, work should be ranked first and he could be regarded as second at most, and even, maybe Liu Yihang and Xu Xuan would be ranked in front of him.

Jin Yu got up, soaked himself in a glass of milk, and then went to the company, and although Bai Rouying was working, she was absent-minded all day, and all she thought about was Jin Yu, so she went home early to see what Jin Yu was doing.

But when he returned home, Jin Yu was not there, he waited there for a day, and he didn't go home until the early hours of the morning, in order not to let Jin Yu know that he was waiting for him, so he went back to the room early and pretended to sleep.

Unexpectedly, Jin Yu didn't even look at him, and went back to the room directly, Bai Rouying knew that Jin Yu was angry, and she was really angry, because usually Jin Yu would at least coax her, but this time Jin Yu did not compromise, thinking of this, although Bai Rouying's heart was also very painful, but he did not intend to compromise, and continued to fight with Jin Yu.

And Jin Yu was also tossing and turning in the room, and he didn't sleep all night.

I'm used to sleeping with Bai Rouying, and occasionally I can't sleep alone, and when I first entered the door, he kept holding back and didn't let myself go to see Bai Rouying, because he felt that he was humble enough.

Bai Rouying lay on the bed, her hand clutched the pillow tightly, and shed a tear, she didn't know what she should do, she loved Jin Yu very much, she was right, she also knew that she had identified Jin Yu in her life, and she knew how much Jin Yu needed her at this time.

However, she also wants to work very much, he knows that if he really marries Jin Yu, then at least half of his energy must be on Jin Yu's body, then its work efficiency will be greatly reduced, and his efforts for so many days will be in vain.

She really hates to be a dress behind Jin Yu to reach out for food and open her mouth, and she will only rely on men and she is nothing parasite.

She wants to make a score on her own, she doesn't want outsiders to think that she is just a little lover of Jin Yu**, she wants others to know that even if she leaves Jin Yu, she Bai Rouying can live well, but Jin Yu just doesn't understand her, which makes Bai Rouying very distressed.

No matter what kind of action Jin Yu takes, Bai Rouying seems to ignore it, this scene can't help but make him feel a slight pain in his heart, thinking of the scene when the two people first met, all this is like a scaled version of that thing, I feel that everything makes me feel very strange, but I don't know how to refuse, but at this moment it is undoubtedly a very painful thing.

And the old man's side couldn't explain, so Jin Yu worked hard to get Bai Rouying to try to accept himself during this period, maybe this is a good thing for both parties, but Bai Rouying has been avoiding herself, and she has never even been willing to see herself, the only one who asks her for help is Lin Chuchen alone, but Lin Chuchen only shook his head about this matter and didn't say much.

"Grandpa is so old, and some things are not easy to say, but that kid must be sincere to you."

After hearing this, Bai Rouying was silent for a while, although the two of them did not continue to speak, they both understood what the other party wanted to say, one wanted to continue to be a lobbyist, and the other wanted to quickly refuse.

"Grandpa never hurts you, does he?"

Maybe there is hope for all this, but at this moment I obviously don't feel anything, and I don't even feel that all this is a good thing, after all, sometimes that's the case, and when things go beyond some budget, they feel like a burden in life.

But no matter how this thing appears, it will eventually develop to the state that everyone hoped for before, and the old man now just hopes that their little couple can live a good life, and then quickly hug himself a big grandson, and the rest is just hopeless speculation and imagination.

It's certainly not that smooth, it's not even that easy, so at this moment, no matter what you're thinking about, these things are much more important.

Now for myself, this is just a one-sided thing, one day, I will take them to open a new place, or I will watch the two of them slowly get better, but it is not now and it can't be this time, after all, at present, some things have already been decided, half of the fixed number.

I can only make a guess and save the end of the bow, if you really want to restore everything to the original state, the current situation will definitely not work.

And the key point of view, he has not implemented this set of policies at present, and the kid also said to himself that he does not need his own help at all, and he does not know whether this decision is right or wrong, if it is wrong, I hope that there is still a chance to come back, but now everything has long exceeded his budget, what to control everything? Perhaps everything has a specific cause and place for what happens, and now it is just a normal state of reasoning.

But I really don't know what Jin Yu's stinky boy is thinking, it's good to settle down the happiness that is obviously at your fingertips, but I want to pretend to be that reserved, if he insists on marrying his daughter-in-law and going home, then he will not have any opinions if he insists on it for a few more years, a good granddaughter-in-law, such a good candidate, he will give it away.

When I first investigated, I deliberately saw a few special situations, this little girl was still chased, and there were quite a few, it seems that there are about seven or eight of them for such purposes.

He understands this matter, but the man may not understand, and his grandson has always been dead-eyed, but after watching him for so many years, how can he not know some of his habits and habits, once he determines something, even ten cows can't pull it back, so from the beginning to now, it is enough for him to just want the two of them to be happy, but he never thought that it would become like this.

Maybe time can heal everything, but I can't believe that everything can be like this, in every hesitation, I still decided to make a choice, the things that should be chosen and give up some things that should not be extravagant, but if you want to divide it like this, then there are actually few left.

"Grandpa told you, don't always be so worried about this kind of thing, if he really runs away, you won't have time to cry, last time you didn't see it, how popular he is, you must not need grandpa to say that you can understand, but if you still say this to him, sooner or later the trust between the two of you will be lost."

After hearing this, Jin Yu couldn't help but purse his lips, how could he not know such a situation, but he knew that he knew it, if he really wanted to do it, it must be another choice, and he had already understood such a choice from a long time ago.

What's more, I've experienced so many attempts from the beginning to now, but now it's not effective in this woman's body, and I still want to make peace with her last week, but then I found out that everything is just a dream, which makes people feel very surprised, and I don't even know what to say, maybe this is reincarnation.

But he still called people into the room to talk, maybe at this moment, the trouble between the two people can be solved, but Bai Rouying looked at him with low eyebrows, knowing what he wanted to say, but he didn't say it.

"It's not that I don't agree with that thing, it's that what he did made me too generous, and if that happens again, how can I bear it? That's not all there is to it. ”

At the beginning, the child and all the reasons made the old man not know what to persuade at this moment, maybe this is the destined fate between the two of them, and everything can only be ended by the two of them themselves, and he is just one of them.

"Then I won't say more, you two try your best to solve it by yourself, everyone can see that he loves you, I won't force you, you choose a just right one by yourself, one node at a time is enough."