In recent times, Bai Rouying seems to have changed very much, no longer opening her mouth for a child, closing her mouth for a child, and seems to regard children as the most precious thing in her life, as the whole of her life.

Instead, it seems to be trying to make some other choice.

Jin's father and mother were also good at observing words and colors when they were young, and in the past two days, they realized that something was wrong when they saw Bai Rouying's state.

Taking advantage of Bai Rouying's inattention, he quietly pulled Dr. Tang over to ask, only to know that Bai Rouying's decision seemed to have loosened.

Jin Mu sighed, and for a while she couldn't say whether she was more comfortable or more worried.

Unlike Jin Yu, he doesn't have such strong feelings for Bai Rouying.

After all, no matter how much you like this girl, everything is based on this girl and the person your son likes.

But the child in Bai Rouying's belly is different, it is his grandson no matter what.

If she can stay, of course, Jin Yu hopes that Jin Yu can spare no effort to keep this child.

But the current situation is that Bai Rouying's physical condition does not allow her to give birth to this child at all.

Jin's mother knows her son, although he didn't interfere in the matter between Jin Yu and Bai Rouying three years ago, but he has also heard some rumors about Jin Yu, and even as Jin Yu's mother, he deliberately learned about it.

So what exactly has Jin Yu experienced? And why did it become that decadent appearance, Jin Mu's heart is naturally clear.

The psychological shadow brought to him by the events back then was too great, and if he could, he really didn't want to go through it a second time.

At lunchtime, Mother Jin came back from outside, and seemed to have something to say, so she deliberately asked the maid at home to call Dr. Tang and had a so-called light meal together.

Bai Rouying and Yun Ruo sat side by side, looking at the table full of sumptuous lunches, in fact, they didn't have much appetite, but they really didn't want Father Jin and Mother Jin to worry, so they reluctantly forced themselves to eat more.

"Little Shadow...... How have you been doing lately? Feeling better? ”

Jin Mu actually wanted to ask about Bai Rouying's situation early in the morning, but Jin Yu had said before leaving that no one was allowed to interfere in Bai Rouying's affairs, so even if her heart was itching like a cat, Jin Mu still had to abide by the agreement.

She really didn't know much about Bai Rouying's condition, and she still had some faint worries in her heart.

Or maybe this question is actually a state of affairs.

"I feel so much better."

Bai Rouying smiled and nodded, took the soup that Jin Mu handed her, smiled and thanked her, but she didn't drink it, just put the bowl on the table, and lowered her head again, not knowing what she was thinking.

After saying a few words so embarrassed, Jin Mu and Bai Rouying had no words, the two of them, you look at me, I look at you, and they are a little embarrassed to write each other.

Doctor Tang looked at the appearance of these two people, shook his head quietly, and sighed with emotion in his heart.

As a doctor, he is actually used to seeing many situations like Bai Rouying.

At the beginning, when medical technology was not developed, when a woman gave birth to a child, it was indeed a ghost door closed.

At that time, many people will be faced with a choice, that is, whether to protect adults or children.

Basically, all the mothers he met put their children first in their own place, even if they paid the price of their own lives, they wanted their children to grow up safely and happily.

Bai Rouying is obviously in such a situation now.

At this time, Dr. Tang was placed on the dining table, and the mobile phone on the side suddenly vibrated violently, and the screen lit up, showing a series of numbers without remarks.

When Dr. Tang saw this number, he couldn't help but be stunned for a moment, and immediately turned his head to look at Bai Rouying, but when Bai Rouying was about to look at him, he quickly turned his head and avoided Bai Rouying's gaze.

He apologized to Jin Mu and picked up the phone to connect the phone.

Due to the fact that the location of his own work was relatively close to the inside, Dr. Tang simply answered the phone here and did not go out.

After all, there is nothing that cannot be listened to in the content of this call, and the most important thing is that there are some things that should be decided.

Since it's about Bai Rouying, it's nothing to let Bai Rouying listen to it.

Dr. Tang pressed the speakerphone while connecting the phone, put the phone on the table, and said to Bai Rouying and Yun Ruo: "It's my teacher." ”

Dr. Tang's mentor when he was abroad was also one of the biggest names in the medical field.

Previously, Dr. Tang was entrusted by Jin Yu to ask his mentor to make a judgment on Bai Rouying's current situation, and now this mentor has officially replied.

At least the matter is on Dr. Tang's body, seeing Bai Rouying again, after so many frequent accidents, Dr. Tang no longer dares to guarantee that he has a good chance of being able to keep Bai Rouying.

All he wanted to do now was to quickly change Bai Rouyingjiao's decision.

As soon as the hands-free was turned on, a voice in Chinese with an English accent immediately came from the phone.

"Xiao Tang, the case you asked me to show you before, I brought it to the people in our hospital to study it."

On the other end of the phone, Dr. Tang's mentor's voice seemed to be a little emotional.

A sparse sound came through the microphone, and it was about the person over there shaking their heads.

I only listened to Dr. Tang's teacher: "If you want me to say, according to the situation you said, it is still recommended that the patient do not leave the child in the womb, after all, the impact on his body is too great, if he really wants to forcibly decide to give birth to this child, I am afraid that it will endanger his own life." ”

Dr. Tang also had some academic professional chats with his supervisor, mainly about Bai Rouying's situation.

In the end, it was determined that for Bai Rouying, the best way at present was to kill the child.

After hanging up the phone, Dr. Tang sighed: "Mrs. Madame should have heard it on the phone just now, Mrs. Jin's current situation...... If you can, be prepared to give up on your child. ”

As soon as she said the word give up, Bai Rouying felt a pain in her heart.

She propped one hand on the coffee table opposite, barely allowing herself to sit still.

"I ......" had just said one word when I felt my throat itch and dry.

Suddenly reverberated in his mind what Yun Ruo had said before, how Jin Yu had come over in the three years since he lost himself, as if there were bursts of pictures constantly regressing in his mind.

Bai Rouying only felt that her heart was hurting more and more.

After a long time, she slowly closed her eyes: "Is this child really unable to stay?" ”

There was already a lot of compromise in the tone of the voice.

Dr. Tang nodded heavily, and said honestly: "If you have to keep this child, it is unknown whether the child can be saved in the end, but the chance of something happening to you is very high." ”

He paused slightly: "Even if you don't think about yourself, you should think about Jin Yu." ”

Regarding the photos of Jin Yu lying in the study, Dr. Tang told Bai Rouying, how could he not know Jin Yu's feelings for Bai Rouying, and how could he not know how Jin Yu came over in those three years.

It is precisely because of this knowledge that Dr. Tang hopes that Bai Rouying will not have anything to do with it.

Even if it is as strong as Jin Yu, such a thing, if they make another move, I am afraid that they will completely collapse and go crazy.

"Yes." Bai Rouying smiled bitterly and lowered her head.

He remembered what he had seen in Jin Yu's room before.

In addition to the photographs in the tin box, there are many letters pressed at the bottom.

There is no payment in the letter, but it records Jin Yu's daily life and mood in detail.

Even if he didn't indicate who he wanted to write to, Bai Rouying immediately recognized it the day she saw it, which was definitely what Jin Yu wanted to say to herself.

Even if he pretended to be indifferent and ruthless in those three years, but feelings can be disguised by pretending.

Bai Rouying covered her mouth and snorted softly: "If you can, arrange my surgery as soon as possible." ”

The so-called arrangement of surgery is naturally to arrange the operation to abort the child.

At present, Bai Rouying's pregnancy month is not too big, and the current time can be said to be the best time to kill this child, and if she really wants to have an abortion operation after a while, I am afraid that it will cause some damage to Bai Rouying.

Bai Rouying quietly touched her stomach, and said sorry to the child who didn't have time to say hello to the world.

This time it's Mom, who's going to abandon you for Daddy.

Sorry, baby.

Doctor Tang didn't think about it that much at all, and when he heard that Bai Rouying had really changed her mind, he was overjoyed.

He stood up: "If Mrs. Kim really decides that you have decided, I can contact tomorrow's surgery." ”

As one of the big bulls in the medical field, he also has his own way in many well-known hospitals in China.

Even if he didn't use the strength of the Jin family, Dr. Tang had already made an appointment for Bai Rouying's surgery - in order to wait for Bai Rouying to make a decision before taking action.

The smell of disinfectant water in the hospital is both familiar and unfamiliar, and the pungent smell continues to spread, and the more you go inside, the more strong this pungent smell seems to become.

The further she walked inside, the paler Bai Rouying's face became.

She held her stomach with one hand, and the other hand was pulled by the golden mother, and she walked towards the depths of the corridor of the obstetrics and gynecology department of the hospital.

The further she went, the paler her face became, and there was hardly a trace of blood on her face.

Her palms were also cold, and her hands were still trembling slightly when she walked inside, and the Golden Mother on the side didn't seem to be much better than Bai Rouying.

It's just that she knows that she can't make any more mess at this time, she can only constantly adjust her breathing and do psychological construction for herself.

While gently patting the back of Bai Rouying's hand, he comforted in a low voice: "Xiaoying, don't be afraid, it's just a simple minor operation, and it will come out soon, as for this child......"

Her eyelids drooped slightly, and her gaze gradually moved downward, falling on Bai Rouying's stomach, which was already slightly small, and her heart trembled violently.

After all, this is still her grandson, the blood of their Jin family.

If she could, Jin Mu wanted this child to stay more than anyone else.

Only he knows how long he has been looking forward to this child.

Now that his wish has finally come true, but now he has to strangle this child with his own hands, it must be false to say that he is not sad and not painful, but there is nothing offline that is more important than Bai Rouying's physical condition.

After all, in Jin Yu's situation, if Bai Rouying really had any accidents, Jin's mother was really worried about not talking about her grandson, but she was afraid that her son would have to take it too.