"If you don't want this child, then you have to have surgery as soon as possible."

Regarding the relationship between Jin Yu and Bai Rouying, Dr. Tang is not clear, and he is not the slightest interested in exploring it.

He just told the truth about his judgment.

If not, this child is certainly the best option at the moment.

The best choice for Bai Rouying's physical condition.

Dr. Tang said, "If you have surgery as soon as possible, it will not be difficult to get pregnant again after quickly recovering your body afterwards, so I suggest that Mrs. Jin should consider it and not leave the child behind." ”

"I said I had to give birth to this child!"

Dr. Tang nodded in understanding, and then looked at Jin Yu.

Jin Yu clenched his fists, his fingers were white, and after a long time, he finally asked slowly, "Then what if you want to keep this child?" ”

"If you want to keep this child, first of all, you have to start recuperating for Mrs. Kim now, and be sure to bring her body back during pregnancy, so that it can be less difficult to give birth in the future."

"Risk ......"

"The stakes are still very high." Dr. Tang sighed, "If I had to do this normal labor operation in the end, I wouldn't be very sure. ”

Jin Yu's hands clenched tighter and tighter, he tilted his head and slowly closed his eyes, struggling in his heart.

It's very easy to get rid of this child.

Even if Bai Rouying really objected, Jin Yu had countless means, and there was no way to get rid of this child.

But he was afraid.

Bai Rouying had already experienced the pain of losing a child once, and at that time, her emotions seemed to have reached the point of collapse.

Jin Yu was afraid that if he lost this child again, Bai Rouying's emotions would become uncontrollable.

But if he stayed, he would be gambling with Bai Rouying's life, and he wouldn't be able to do it at all.

His heart was really painful and tangled, and suddenly a hand grabbed the hem of his clothes and gently pulled the hem of his clothes.

Jin Yu lowered his head sideways and saw Bai Rouying standing next to him without knowing when, looking up at himself with his head tilted.

A pair of wet eyes were full of pilling looks.

His heart softened, and his heart, which had finally hardened, suddenly became a mess.

Again, again.

Jin Yu shook his head, and couldn't help but laugh at himself in his heart-as long as he faced Bai Rouying's matter, he would become a mess.

As long as it has something to do with Bai Rouying, all his sanity and calmness are gone.

Even in the face of everyone, he can arm himself into an impregnable wall, even if the bullet can't penetrate it, but as soon as he faces Bai Rouying, he immediately loses his armor.

Leaving only one * heart, beating restlessly.

"I want to keep this child." Under Bai Rouying's eyes, Aiqiu's expression became more and more intense, and there was a faint pain and struggle on his face, "Jin Yu, I think he is God's compensation for me, I can't lose him anymore." ”

It was as if something was clutching his heart tightly and suppressing its beating.

A feeling of suffocation kept coming to mind.

In my mind, Bai Rouying's eyes were wet looking at the picture of herself.

Jin Yu finally sighed and slowly closed his eyes: "Okay, I promise you, leave this child for the time being and see the situation." ”

It was the last concession he could make.

If there is any accident, you must give up the child immediately.

Bai Rouying's pregnancy reaction is more obvious, but she is only one month pregnant, and she often vomits violently while eating, and she often can't sleep all night when she sleeps.

In just half a month, his cheeks were sunken at a speed visible to the naked eye.

Don't say it's Jin Yu, even Jin's father and mother are worried when they see such a situation, and they can't be in a hurry.

It's just that about the matter between Jin Yu and Bai Rouying, they can't make decisions in private, so they can only let Yun Ruo continue to stay in the Jin family to accompany Bai Rouying, and at the same time contact Dr. Tang, live in the Jin family, and take care of Bai Rouying's physical condition 24 hours a day.

"Doctor Tang, just tell me the truth, how is my body?"

Bai Rouying sat on the small sofa in the living room of the suite, with a thin blanket on her knees, she had just vomited once, and her face looked a little pale at the moment.

Doctor Tang was packing up his medical toolbox, when he heard the words, he paused, turned his head to look at Bai Rouying, and saw Bai Rouying's pale face, and his heart was really a little unbearable.

He sighed softly, "Not very good. ”

Bai Rouying had already expected this.

Since the last check-up, she herself has been feeling unwell, and then as the child gets older, this feeling of weakness becomes more and more obvious.

It's just that Bai Rouying didn't dare to say it at all, she was afraid that as soon as she said it, with Jin Yu's personality and temper, she was afraid that this child would really not be able to stay.

The pale hand gently stroked his stomach.

Bai Rouying gently stroked her stomach through the thin clothes.

Although she was still young, she had an inexplicable feeling in her heart - it seemed that she could feel the heartbeat of the child in her belly.

"How bad?" She asked softly.

Doctor Tang was silent for a moment: "At present, your physical condition is actually unable to bear pregnancy at all, and judging from the current situation, if you really want to give birth to this child at that time, the risk factor may be even greater than I expected at the beginning." ”

He paused, but finally persuaded him, "I still advise you not to keep this child." ”

Children can have another child in the future, but if the person is gone, then there is really nothing.

Bai Rouying shook her head and said in a serious tone: "I have to leave this child behind." ”

She sat up straight with a little difficulty, propped up the armrests on both sides of the sofa, stepped on the blanket with her bare feet, got up and walked to the window of the living room.

The blinds were opened a little crack, and a cool breeze slowly blew in, making people feel clear-eyed.

Bai Rouying breathed in the cool air brought in by this breeze, which was originally a little blocked, and her tangled heart seemed to gradually ease.

She said: "I lost a child before, and when that child was gone, I was in pain, and I felt like I was going crazy, and now this child is ......."

Her hand slowly touched her stomach, feeling the warmth under the palm of her hand, and finally a smile slowly appeared on her face: "Now this child is God's compensation for me, I can't be sorry for him anymore." ”

So even if the price of giving birth to this child this time may be so heavy that even he can't bear it, Bai Rouying has already decided to give birth to this child.

Women are weak, but mothers are strong.

It wasn't until she was pregnant and had this child that Bai Rouying finally understood what this sentence meant.

"What about Jin Yu?"

This is the first time that Dr. Tang has directly addressed Jin Yu's name like this.

In fact, he and Jin Yu are not just a simple employment and subordinate relationship, compared to other people, Dr. Tang and Jin Yu actually have a certain friendship.

The two of them were actually alumni who were abroad many years ago, and the reason why they were able to get the help of the Jin family when they returned to China later also had a certain reputation.

As a friend, Dr. Tang knows a lot.

Bai Rouying was stunned for a moment, and did not answer Dr. Tang's question for a long time.

Or maybe they don't know how to answer this question.

Since she found out that she was pregnant again, almost her whole heart was on the child in her womb, and she didn't even have the mental energy to pay attention to other things.

Jin Yu also seems to be very busy during this time, I don't know if it's because of something in the company, or something else, even in this case, he often can't see anyone all day long in the daytime.

It's just that Bai Rouying didn't pay too much attention.

Until now, Dr. Tang brought it up.

"I ......"

She unconsciously clenched her palm, and suddenly felt that there was no way to answer Dr. Tang's question.

Doctor Tang sighed: "Do you want to say that when you have this child in the future, Jin Yu will also have someone to accompany you?" ”

In fact, although she didn't say it, Bai Rouying really had such thoughts in her heart.

She was willing to sacrifice herself to keep this child, and she also thought that after she left, this child would be by her side as a continuation of herself.

Even though her heart hurts when she thinks about it like this, Bai Rouying agrees with this idea.

"But have you ever thought that if you have any accidents because of this child, can Jin Yu really treat this child well? Wouldn't he consider this child his enemy? ”

"Impossible!" Bai Rouying lost her voice, "This is Jin Yu's child......"

Her voice trembled slightly, and even she felt a little unconfident when she said it.

Dr. Tang had already stuffed all the messy medical tools on the table into his medical suitcase, stood up, and turned to walk towards the outside of the suite.

didn't seem to be ready to pay attention to Bai Rouying, but when the person walked to the door of the suite and pushed the door open, his footsteps stopped.

"Whether this is possible or not, I think Mrs. King should know better than me."

He remembered what had happened in the previous three years, shook his head, and sighed: "Jin Yu really loves you, and almost regards you as an indispensable part of his life, if you really have any problems because of this child, what will happen?" I think you know better than I do. ”

He opened the door as he spoke, his voice paused slightly, and after the person walked out, he finally continued: "If you have time, you might as well go to his study and have a look, perhaps...... You will see something that will change your decision. ”

"Whether this child stays or not, it's all up to you, and no one can force you."

The door to the suite clicked shut, and there was a long silence in the suite.

The room was quiet, and Bai Rouying could even hear her own gentle and slightly rapid breathing.

She could feel the heart in her chest pounding, as if it wasn't at all controllable, and it was too uncomfortable.

Bai Rouying subconsciously clenched her chest.

His eyes were a little empty, and his mind kept echoing the words that Dr. Tang had said before leaving.

"Whether this child stays or not, it's all up to you, and no one can force you."

But what about Jinyu?

In his heart, he seemed to be at war between heaven and man, and seemed to have erected a scale, with Jin Yu on the left and his unborn child on the right.

The scales, which were constantly tilting towards the child, slowly straightened up because of Dr. Tang's words before.

Bai Rouying had to face up to the question that Dr. Tang had said before at this moment.

Even if he didn't want to admit it, but in fact, he already had a premonition in his heart, this time the pregnancy was so difficult, coupled with the diagnosis of the hospital, Bai Rouying could almost conclude that if he really wanted to keep this child, he was afraid that he would really die.