Chapter 165 I've Never Loved You
Nan Yu's changes at the moment are even worse than being able to contact Gu Feihan, and it makes Cai's mother feel panicked.
"Young grandma, you ......"
Cai Ma's ability to organize language was completely lost at this moment, she looked at Nan Yu's extraordinarily calm face, and many words poured into her throat and she couldn't say it.
In a hurry, he could only keep calling Gu Feihan's phone.
But the phone never worked.
In this case, Cai's mother couldn't calm down even if she wanted to, and it was precisely because of this that Nan Yu's appearance made her feel even more uneasy.
"Rich Mom, don't call."
Nan Yu's eyes fell on her lit phone screen, "Gu Feihan should have seen that video too, they may have some clues, it's inconvenient to answer the phone, and we will only distract them if we keep calling." ”
Cai Ma kept repeating the action of dialing before stopping.
She felt that there was some truth in Nan Yu's analysis......
In other words, all they can do now is one word, etc.
Mother Cai tried to suppress the anxiety in her heart, and now she only hoped that the mobile phone in her hand would come in soon.
Also, the eldest young master and Miss An must be safe......
When Cai's mother was nervous and waiting for the call, Nan Yu went back to the room.
At eight o'clock in the evening, it was only dark outside the floor-to-ceiling windows.
In fact, she has no strength to deal with this dispute for a long time, but after marrying Gu Feihan, she is destined to never be able to stay away from the whirlpool of strife.
The text message on her phone, she leaned against the floor-to-ceiling window and looked at it, and finally pressed and held the screen to delete it......
After that, Nan Yu continued to lean against the floor-to-ceiling window in a daze.
After more than two hours, during which Cai Ma was not worried about her coming in and watching seven or eight times, and at nearly eleven o'clock, a call came in on the mobile phone she put aside.
Nan Yu turned his head a little sluggishly, and his eyes slowly became focused, and he could see the caller ID on the screen clearly.
After a while, she picked it up.
"Why haven't you slept yet?" The man's magnetic, hoarse voice fell into his ears through the phone's earpiece.
Nan Yu turned slightly sideways, her back pressed against the glass of the floor-to-ceiling window, the sound was like some kind of catalyst, and as soon as it fell into her ears, her eyes were slightly hot.
Therefore, the answer was a little slow, "It's going to sleep." ”
"Hmm." He replied shallowly.
Through the phone, Nan Yu could probably imagine his expression at the moment, and after that sound, only the occasional breathing of each other was left in the earpiece.
Be quiet.
Both of them should have a lot to say.
But no one said anything......
She didn't mention what she saw on TV, and he didn't say anything about the specific progress of the search for An An over there.
"Gu Feihan ......"
In the end, Nan Yu broke the silence, but what he said was something completely unrelated to the current situation, "If I can, I want to go to Lin Yin's place to live for a while." ”
Her attitude was not tough, she was asking for his consent.
If he doesn't agree, then she can not go.
"Okay, I'll arrange it."
Gu Feihan quickly responded, "Let the driver send you over tomorrow morning." ”
Hearing this, Nan Yu was about to hang up the phone.
But then I heard him ask, "Is there anything else you want to say to me?" ”
Her words to hang up the phone just disappeared in her throat.
"Yes."
Speaking again, Nan Yu's eyes did not have any focal length, she stared blankly at a corner of the room, her voice was not loud, but it was very clear in the silence of the night, "Gu Feihan, I used to think that I loved you very much, and I was so loving that I would be willing even if I let me die for you, but An An is different...... After An An disappeared, I realized that you are really nothing compared to her...... So since she disappeared because of you, and you said that she would come back, then please fulfill your promise when necessary and use yourself to exchange An An back. ”
Use him to exchange for An An.
It is equivalent to her acquiescing to the 'rules of the game' of exchanging lives for lives.
At this moment, his life fluttered lightly in her mouth, and he couldn't even find any weight.
To her, her daughter is much, much more important than him......
"Okay, I got it."
Over there, Gu Feihan's voice was as calm, as if he didn't hear the ruthlessness in Nan Yu's words at all, or that Nan Yu's ruthlessness couldn't hurt him at all.
Because he cares much about what he doesn't see.
But then he asked, "What did you think before, but now?" ”
Nan Yu didn't react for a while.
What's now?
He added, "Do you still love me?" ”
Love him?
Nan Yu hopes that he doesn't love, never loves.
But the reality is never as good as it could be......
"I ......"
"It's better not to love anymore, after all, I've never loved you."
Their voices rang almost at the same time, and only the word 'I' rang in the silent room on the other side of the phone, but he finished his sentence in the receiver.
He wished she didn't love him anymore, because he never loved her.
Never......
Nan Yu's breath was slightly held, and even she didn't realize that the hand she had attached to her stomach was trembling slightly when she heard that sentence.
What's so surprising?
Isn't that something you've seen through a long time ago......
"After this incident, I will set you free." Gu Feihan said again.
Nan Yu raised his hand and wiped his face, and then found his voice again, "Okay, I hope you speak for granted." ”
After saying that, she hung up the phone directly.
The phone with a black screen had already been put aside by her, but somehow she could still hear his breathing in her ears, and that sentence-
I've never loved you.
It's good.
When thinking like this, Nan Yu's heart was relaxed and calm that he had never felt before.
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When the driver came to pick up Nan Yu the next day, Cai's mother was a little puzzled, "Young grandma, why do you suddenly want to move out?" Is there something wrong with me? I can change ......."
"No, Rich Mom."
Nan Yu simply received a few changes of clothes, and she didn't even need a suitcase, "You took good care of it, I just moved to live with my best friend for two days, after An An disappeared, I haven't been in a good mood, and Gu Feihan is not there, so I want to go to my best friend to live for two days and talk to her." ”
"That's ......" Mother Cai breathed a sigh of relief, "Then I'll wait for you to come back here, and Miss An may come back by then." ”
Ann......
Nan Yu hooked her lips slightly, "An An will come back." ”
When she said this, there was a kind of incomprehensible firmness in her tone, as if she had expected something.
Cai's mother was slightly surprised, and couldn't help but ask, "Did the young master call you at night?" ”
"I've been here."
Nan Yu was telling the truth, and she was not telling the truth, because after a pause, the second half of her sentence was, "He said that An An will be back soon." ”
"Really?" Although it is something that I am looking forward to very much, it is precisely because of this that I can't believe it at the moment.
"Really."
Nan Yu gave her a reassuring look, and before going out, she stopped again, "Rich mother, you have to take care of yourself." ”
This sudden sentence made a trace of uneasiness flash in the rich mother's heart.
Didn't you just go to your girlfriend's place for a few days?
But this sentence takes care and clearly has a feeling of going out......
"Young Grandma ......"
The uneasiness in her heart made Cai's mother subconsciously chase out, "I'm really not worried about you alone, I'll go with you, or if it's inconvenient for your friend, we can also take her over." ”
"It will be very inconvenient for her to go to work if she comes here, and her small apartment really can't let the two of us live together."
Nan Yu quietly rejected her proposal, "Rich mother, I will take care of myself, and I am not alone, Gu Feihan will send someone to follow me." ”
She has a firm attitude, and her rich mother doesn't say much.
Mainly because of her last sentence, Gu Feihan will send someone to follow, which really reassures Cai's mother a lot......
"Then I'll take you downstairs." Cai Ma and Nan Yu got on the elevator together.
It was half an hour after Nan Yu arrived at Lin Yin's apartment, because it was a working day, Lin Yin was not at home, but the two talked on the phone in advance, and Nan Yu knew the door lock code of her house, so she opened the door and went in by herself.
It was almost noon, Lin Yin called.
"Squeak, I'm going to go to the supermarket after work, do you have anything you want to eat at noon? I took half a day off in the afternoon to cook you a nutritious meal! ”
Nan Yu here also had other plans, "Don't go to the supermarket yet, let's go out to eat hot pot, I haven't eaten for too long, and I've almost forgotten what the fireworks in the world are like." ”
"Okay, then I'll go back and pick you up first."
The hospital where Lin Yin works is nearby, and she called again before she hung up the phone for ten minutes, saying that she had arrived downstairs and asked Nan Yu to go downstairs.
The hot pot restaurant is picked by Nan Yu, which is a little far away.
The car left the community, Nan Yu looked at the rear and found that at least three cars were not far away.
"Squeak, wouldn't it be safe for us to go out to eat at this time?" Lin Yin also noticed the car following behind, she knew about An An's kidnapping, so even if Nan Yu didn't say it, she could almost guess who were in the cars that followed them.
Lin Yin was a little hesitant, "Either let's go home and make it ourselves, or we can order hot pot takeout to eat at home." ”
After all, it is too easy for kidnappers to attack in crowded places......
"It's okay Xiaoyin, they won't let me go if it's not safe." Nan Yu motioned for her to be reassured.
Lin Yin looked at her suspiciously, and just happened to stop the car at the red light at the intersection, "Squeak, do you really just want to go out to eat?" ”
They didn't know each other for a day or two, so she knew Nan Yu too well, and in this situation, An An's whereabouts were unknown, how could she be in the mood to eat hot pot?
"Of course not."
Nan Yu didn't hide anything, she turned her head and smiled at Lin Yin very reluctantly, "I just want to distract, Xiao Yin, I don't know if An An can come back, I just know that at least the child in my belly can't have any more accidents......"
When she said this, her eyes were slightly red, and her eyes were a dead gray haggard.
"Squeak, don't think so, An An will be fine, and the child in your belly will be fine." Lin Yin was afraid that she would be in a worse mood if she talked too much, so after saying this, she pulled away from the topic, "Then you should think about what we will order later." ”
Nan Yu's attention did seem to be distracted a lot because of this, and the two discussed this issue.
It's just that Lin Yin didn't expect that when she went to the hot pot restaurant to order good dishes, the bottom of the pot hadn't come up yet, she just went to the bathroom, and Nan Yu disappeared......