Qin Feng said that he was leaving the night before, but Cheng Jiayi asked not to leave, nor where to go after leaving, but the final purpose.

She knew it was too early to ask, maybe they would die before they could accomplish their goal, but she just wanted to know.

Only then did she know that not only did she not have a big picture, but she was also not smart, if she didn't know Qin Feng's ultimate purpose, she might spoil Qin Feng's affairs.

She didn't want to.

No one has ever respected her as much as Qin Feng.

Her father and mother love her, but love does not equal respect, she now misses her father and mother, or her parents when she was in school, misses their pick-up and drop-off, no meals, and misses the warmth of that time.

Qin Feng treated her like a brother, giving her both care and respect. In front of Qin Feng, she is the most comfortable, and she doesn't want to be Qin Feng's trouble.

Qin Feng held the steering wheel and said in silence: "I don't know." ”

Cheng Jiayi looked at Qin Feng, in her position, she could see a little side face of Qin Feng, Qin Feng's eyes were always alertly in front of the car and left and right, occasionally glancing at the rearview mirror, and rarely when he met Cheng Jiayi's gaze.

"There are only three ways out for us: one is to be our country's gun, and we will do whatever the country wants us to do. But this way out has just been cut off by ourselves, because we ourselves do not know whether we have really been abandoned by the state. ”

Cheng Jiayi and Du Yi were silent. They have also discussed more than once, can the state really be so cruel to them? Perhaps some people have fraudulently used the name of the state. But whatever the truth, they are victims, and they are still victims.

They still believe in the country in their hearts, but they are also suspicious of the country in their hearts. And once the seeds of doubt take root, it is difficult for people to trust anyone, not even the state.

"Second, it is attached to a certain force here, this force, it may be this country, or it may be a gang like Bitter Cauliflower. A complete severance of relations with our country. ”

Cheng Jiayi couldn't help but shake her head. She didn't believe that Qin Feng would do this. His own country could not believe it, why should he believe in a foreign country. And gangs like bitter cauliflower can only be supported, and they are not worth taking refuge in at all.

Qin Feng finally glanced at Cheng Jiayi in the rearview mirror, and then said: "Three, it's to be a terrorist under an international convention." We have established our own influence in other countries, violated the sovereignty of other countries, and terrified the hearts of other countries. ”

Cheng Jiayi leaned on the back seat, and her heart was cold about these three choices.

If she could, she wouldn't want to choose either. She just wanted to find a quiet place to live quietly.

"What about your choice? Or is there any better suggestion? Qin Feng asked.

"Me? I don't understand anything. Cheng Jiayi said in a low voice.

"So, which of the three, will you choose?" Qin Feng asked again.

"What about you?" Cheng Jiayi turned his head to look at Du Yiyi.

When Qin Feng and Cheng Jiayi were discussing, Du Yiyi was always very quiet and almost never expressed his opinions. And Cheng Jiayi also asked him for his opinion in front of Qin Feng for the first time.

Du Yi looked at Cheng Jiayi sideways and said, "If you want me to choose, I will choose the third one." ”

"Why?" Qin Feng asked.

Du Yiyi looked at the rearview mirror one by one, saw Qin Feng's sharp eyes, couldn't help but avoid his gaze, looked at the front of the vehicle, and thought for a while before saying: "Brother Qin, I think, you are also unwilling to betray the motherland in your heart." ”

There was no one in the car to speak.

"We have not betrayed the motherland. What we have done, from the time the mutation occurred to the present, may be wrong, but there is absolutely no idea of betraying the motherland. I don't think my country wants to kill her people just to get the crystals. ”

Qin Feng couldn't help but glance at Du Yiyi again, he didn't expect Du Yiyi to have such thoughts. But if you think about it carefully, Du Yiyi should have such an idea.

Du Yiyi is not a child anymore, high school students have been able to establish a correct outlook on life, even if it is such a chaotic and terrible reality, an upright person will always be upright.

"We can flee the motherland, and the reason why we fled is because we don't want the word motherland to be tarnished, and we ourselves will not let the motherland be disgraced. Therefore, Brother Qin, whether it is you or Jiayi, no one will choose the second option. None of us will betray our homeland. ”

Qin Feng said in a deep voice: "If you are a terrorist, won't you let the motherland shame us?" ”

"I won't talk about the big truth, but do we only have one choice? There is a way to steal, we can do a ...... A less terrifying terrorist. Or ......"

Du Yiyi shook his head, "I can't say it well, I still want to be a good person in my heart, but there is no chance for me to be a good person, and I don't know the definition of a good person." Brother Qin, you only gave three choices, I just picked one. ”

The car was silent, save for the roar of the engine.

"Brother Qin, I have always admired soldiers like you very much, and everyone in our country admires you. The disaster of the country was all rushed to the forefront......" Du Yiyi didn't know what he wanted to say.

Qin Feng said slowly: "We were selected, first of all, because of our absolute loyalty to the country and the nation, and in the process of training and performing tasks, we carried out this loyalty to the extreme.

It has been engraved in our hearts, so we will have a strong spirit and will. We have also seen unfairness and the shortcomings of the motherland, but we also know that we are also part of the people, and what we are doing is to make the motherland free from injustice. ”

Qin Feng's voice suddenly choked up, he had sworn an oath, but right now, what was he doing? He was ashamed of his motherland.

"That's right." Du Yiyi, "Even if we are abandoned by the motherland, we can't abandon ourselves." We just need to be worthy of our hearts.

It's just that, Brother Qin, I don't know what to do to be worthy of myself, we ...... Nothing is known. ”

Du Yi looked at Cheng Jiayi from the side, "I think you will choose it the same way, that terrorist is a name, we just need to know that we are not." ”

"But we are." Cheng Jiayi said, "We are bound to kill, and in order to live, we are bound to kill people who shouldn't be killed." ”

Du Yiyi: "What should and should not be?" Now there can be no good people in the absolute sense of the word. I don't think it's still peaceful out there. If we want to live, we must improve our strength, and one day we will really be worthy of the name of terrorists. ”

Cheng Jiayi said "ha", she was almost moved by Du Yiyi's previous words, but in the end, she didn't want to be a "terrorist"?