Chapter 64: After all, it's the concubine who is sorry for you
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Later, she still overheard someone mention that even if Xie Xianyin was too good and outstanding, Gao Minhuai couldn't see others when she appeared, but if she could get an excuse to be by Xie Xianyin's side, it would be good to take a few more glances at Gao Minhuai.
Cao Shuying felt that it made sense, and when she listened to it, she couldn't help but beat faster, and when she returned to the dormitory, she was nervously thinking about how to get close to Xie Xianyin.
Xie Xianyin was born in a famous family, and she is the queen of the queen, she lacks nothing, and she can't take out any good things, and later, the grandmother next to her mentions her, if it can't be valuable, then she will follow her mind and do something she is good at for the queen.
The queen is not a secular person.
The sachet was indeed embroidered by her, it was her gratitude to Xie Xianyin for her help, and it was an excuse to get closer to Xie Xianyin.
The heart is more precious than money.
Sure enough, Xie Xianyin was very happy to see her carefully embroidered sachet, and often wore it closely, and she was able to talk to Xie Xianyin in the Warm Sun Hall in her spare time because of the sachet, as Cao Shuying wished, staying by Xie Xianyin's side was really able to see Gao Minhuai a few more times, and even after getting acquainted with her, Gao Minhuai would take the initiative to say a few words to her.
Even a few words were enough to make Cao Shuying ecstatic.
All hearts are greedy.
At first, Cao Shuying just wanted to see Gao Minhuai often, but later she really could see it often, but she wanted to talk to Gao Minhuai, and when she started talking, she wanted Gao Minhuai to look at her and smile, be gentle with her, and let her sleep......
In this way, he sank step by step and gave birth to Gao Changxue.
Cao Shuying became more and more deferential and courteous to Xie Xianyin, even if it was ...... Even if she knew that she was looking directly at Xie Xianyin's substitute when she was unhappy, she was still willing to do it.
Life can be regarded as stable, and she was canonized from a lover to Ronghua.
Until Xie Xianyin became pregnant.
She knows that although Xie Xianyin is the queen, she also has the distress of the queen, she has been married to Gao Minhuai for many years and has been favored, but there is always only Gao Changle as the eldest princess under her knees, and she has nothing to do, even if she is this identity, she will be ridiculed and laughed at without a sister-in-law in the palace, not to mention that the other concubines in the palace have given birth to princes one after another, and the order is ranked sixth, how can she not be in a hurry?
Xie Xianyin was cautious everywhere, and the pregnancy was very hard.
Cao Shuying looked at Xie Xianyin faintly sympathetic to Xie Xianyin, after getting along for a long time, she understood that not everyone was as glamorous as she looked, maybe she would be sad about her background from a poor family, but Xie Xianyin, a high-ranking family, also had difficulties.
The harem concubines were in dispute.
There is Li Guifei in the front, Qi Zhaoyi is brutal in the back, and there is a fierce Mrs. Wang, even Ning Gui and Bai Shuyuan don't seem to be so peaceful, and the high-ranking concubines are still intrigued, not to mention the deceitful of those low-level concubines.
Sometimes there may be a dispute over a small matter as big as a sesame seed.
Xie Xianyin's joy was extremely serious, every time she hid in the room and vomited, but she still had to hold on to her majesty to deal with the harem and other incidents, she was exhausted, and her body became more and more thin.
But fortunately, relying on Xie Xianyin's side, he is still stable, and even, Gao Minhuai often feels that his personality is quiet and docile and lets him sleep, and as Xie Xianyin's belly gets bigger and bigger, he has more and more times.
Even her Changxue is handsome, well-behaved, and she is very liked by Gao Minhuai.
It's no longer like before, she can only be like an ugly duckling, staring at his back from afar, but she doesn't dare to step forward timidly.
He looked at Xie Xianyin's gentle gaze and would also fall on him.
His warm, broad chest would also hold him.
When I am tired, I will lean on my shoulder, quietly, not saying anything, not doing anything, but Cao Shuying has a kind of sweetness that the years are quiet.
Xie Xianyin was pregnant for nine months, and there was still one month left to give birth.
These days, Gao Minhuai has gradually seen himself less often, and his whole body is concerned about Xie Xianyin, who is about to give birth, the feeling that he finally saw hope but was stifled by life, Cao Shuying didn't know how to eat, and couldn't sleep at night.
She understands that this is just the beginning, if she waits for Xie Xianyin to give birth to the prince safely and leave the confinement period, Gao Minhuai's favor will eventually return to Xie Xianyin.
His gentleness, his gaze, his affection, will no longer belong to him.
This is the sorrow of a substitute.
When the original owner is not there, the substitute is tens of millions of good, after the original owner is good, the substitute will be abandoned, no, no, maybe he can't even compare with a substitute, Cao Shuying knows very well in her heart that Gao Minhuai and Xie Xianyin will drink and talk happily, write poems and endowments, but when facing themselves, he doesn't have so many words, he is a perfect emperor, impeccable, but not a husband, in Gao Minhuai's heart, she has never been a substitute for Xie Xianyin, just a dispensable ornament.
If she is there, she will be served, and if she is not, someone else will be served.
Gao Minhuai is the emperor of all the concubines in the harem, but he is only the husband of Xie Xianyin.
Cao Shuying began to panic.
Although she knew in her heart that this tenderness was short-lived, she had already tasted the sweetness, how could she go back and endure hardship?
The taste of being left out is too bitter.
At this time, she heard her grandmother say that a woman giving birth to a child is like walking away from the ghost gate, which is already hard, not to mention that the queen mother is exhausted and exhausted, and she doesn't know if this baby will give birth safely, if not...... I'm afraid I'm going to suffer a lot of sin.
Oh, yes.
The life and death of a woman giving birth to a child are unpredictable, thinking that when she was growing snow, there was also a lot of blood, and the water of the basin of copper was stained red with blood, and she almost had no strength to die in one body, if it was......
What if Xie Xianyin can't get better?
Will Gao Minhuai's favor still be hers?
She had the idea that if the harem would not have Xie Xianyin in the future, she was quickly suppressed and never moved again.
Xie Xianyin is really good.
She will never dislike her low background and laugh at herself, but will quietly give her the greatest help, the good words she wrote, are all from Xie Xianyin's hand training, she doesn't know how to play chess, Xie Xianyin will excuse herself to say that she is bored and wants to fiddle with a plate, pull herself aside, little by little from the basics, even hairpins, make tea, and other schoolwork that Cao Shuying has never heard of, also said to listen to her......
Such a good queen, not only Gao Minhuai likes it.
Cao Shuying also likes it very much, and is more dependent, as if no matter what grievances she suffers every time, how sad she is, as long as she looks at Xie Xianyin with a smile and looks at herself quietly and gently, all the uneasiness in her heart will disappear.
She didn't want Xie Xianyin to die, Gao Minhuai didn't have a place in her heart.
She just wanted to ...... Let Xie Xianyin feel unwell and postpone some days of sleeping, like this...... She can also enjoy some more care from Gao Minhuai.
"Long snow."
Suddenly, Cao Shuying's eyes were full of tears, as if she remembered something, and grabbed Gao Changxue's sleeve tightly, "The concubine knows it's wrong." ”
"It's the mother's fault, the mother didn't listen to you properly."
Earlier, Gao Changxue had warned Cao Shuying more than once not to have too much contact with Gao Changle, let alone think about things she shouldn't have, but she didn't listen to it in her heart, just blindly immersed in the false grace in front of her.
People get drunk.
"The Mother ......"
Gao Changxue's eyes were full of tears.
I didn't want Cao Shuying's eyes to suddenly become sharp, and even her voice trembled, "It wasn't those saffrons and musks that killed the queen's mother." ”
"It's that plate of bitter almonds......"
She didn't know where she heard that a pregnant woman would be very weak after taking bitter almonds to give birth, and she was afraid that she would not be able to have sex for half a year.
“…… I brought it with my own hands. ”
Cao Shuying choked up, "The mother didn't know that there was astragalus in the medicinal diet of the queen mother, and she didn't know that taking these two things at the same time would be mutually restrictive, the queen mother's body was not good, and she kept taking medicine ......."
"But who made those astragalus, the mother concubine didn't know."
Therefore, when she was accused by Jiang Caiwei, Cao Shuying was speechless.
Didn't she say that those saffron and musk were not from her? The sachet came from her hand, Xie Xianyin wore it for a long time, and the embroidery thread was worn out in some places, so she took it back and said that she would embroider it and return it to Xie Xianyin, but unfortunately the sachet had not been returned, and Xie Xianyin had already had a difficult birth.
The sachet also disappeared when Cao Shuying heard the news in a hurry.
Although she was not harmed by musk and safflower, the bitter almonds that harmed Xie Xianyin were also handed over by her.
It's just that the names of the things that hurt people are different.
Because of his greed, he killed the queen who was dedicated to being good to himself, and later he was blinded by greed, arrogant and arrogant, and secretly wanted to steal the treasures of Changle Palace......
Gao Changle was right, Cao Shuying would suddenly have a lot of thoughts in her heart whenever she saw Gao Changle's face, which was eight points similar to Xie Xianyin.
Miss.
Guilty.
Eat one's heart out.
…… There are too many, even she doesn't know whether she loves or hates Gao Changle, whether it hurts or hurts.
Probably both.
Otherwise, it would not have given Gao Changle the illusion that Cao Shuying really wanted to be good to her.
But Cao Shuying is sure that she never wanted Gao Changle's life, including the Seventh Prince...... It was the prince that the queen mother exchanged for her life, she didn't dare to look at Gao Changchen, she was afraid that she would break down and cry when she saw Gao Changchen's immature face.
Grace and power fascinated Cao Shuying's eyes, making her know that Xie Xianyin was killed but couldn't say it, she went farther and farther in the harem, and she forgot more and more about her beginning, just wanting to see Gao Minhuai occasionally.
Gao Changxue's eyes widened, listening to Cao Shuying's words in shock.
On the ground, Cao Shuying's face changed, and she looked at Gao Changxue reluctantly, as if she wanted to engrave Gao Changxue's appearance in her heart forever, and gently wiped away her tears for Gao Changxue, "Changxue, don't cry." ”
"In the future, you should be careful when you are alone in the palace."
"Don't learn from your mother and concubine to be used by others, but there are sufferings."
"Don't say that, Concubine." Gao Changxue shook her head hard, "It's okay, we will be fine in the future, even if we don't go out of this Chaoyang Palace, we can live well, and Changxue will take care of the concubine." ”
But Cao Shuying suddenly stretched out her hand and pushed Gao Changxue to the ground and walked out of the dormitory, and the door of the dormitory was quickly closed by Cao Shuying, and across the door, Gao Changxue outside the door could only hear Cao Shuying's crazy self-muttering, "It's the mother concubine who should be damned......
"It's the mother who deserves to die!"
"No wonder others!"
Bang –
Then the sound stopped abruptly, and there was a loud noise in the dormitory.
The blood on her forehead flowed down her sideburns, but Cao Shuying's face was smiling, and she slowly stretched out her hand, she seemed to see the queen mother smiling gently at herself, tears slipped from the corners of her eyes, "After all, the concubine is sorry for you, and the concubine is here to serve you......"
"Mother...... Mother ......"
The tears in Gao Changxue's eyes were stunned in the corners of her eyes, and she anxiously knocked on the door of the closed dormitory, but unfortunately the people inside were silent.
"The Mother ......"
Leaning on the door of the dormitory, Gao Changxue's body slipped a little and sat on the ground again, "Mother ......"
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Motofuku Palace.
The glass palace lights and candles in the dormitory are dim, as if a layer of golden crimson halo is plated for the figures in the dormitory.
"Cao committed suicide."
"I heard that Liu Quan didn't use Bai Silk, he committed suicide by hitting the pillar in the dormitory."
The magpie's eyes were solemn, and she spoke in Ning Wanqiu's ear in a low voice, "During the period, the eldest princess went to see the Cao family once, but I didn't hear what the Cao family said. ”
"Most of the time I'm still thinking about the Cao family in the past few years, right? will be so angry. ”
The magpie was a little hesitant, no one could figure out what Gao Changle thought, she really ...... It's so hard to guess.
Thinking about it is a play, there will always be surprises, and Gao Changle in the past few years is really not very smart, teenagers are afraid that they can't be disguised, but they still have to be more real, even if others speculate, they don't believe the changes in Gao Changle's body, and they didn't expect Cao Shuying's good show to come from her.
Ning Wanqiu didn't have too much expression, just hooked her lips and sneered, "Who knows." ”
"Left and right, let's just watch the show."
"This fire can't burn our bodies, the thoughts of this palace have to be put on the bodies of our ten princes, tomorrow is the full moon banquet of the ten princes, this palace has to prepare for our ten princes, and these people in the harem will definitely understand the eyes."
"Yes, Ten Princes."
Ning Wanqiu had a loving smile on her face, looking at the baby in her arms with doting eyes, "In addition, after the autumn, it will be the emperor's birthday banquet, let the third and fourth children have a good life, don't do anything that makes the palace embarrassed!" ”
Speaking of Gao Changyan and Gao Changyu, Ning Wanqiu felt a headache.