Dog Raising Diary 5

2004.2.14

The results of the escort exam are announced today.

I haven't.

My mom had a rare trip home

scolded me in a slashing manner

I can't even get a guaranteed test.

Luo's mother persuaded her, and Luo An hid back in the room.

Because she knew my mom would definitely say

"Look at Luo An" "Why did Luo An get admitted to such a thing"

Although Luo An is humble and polite, his essence is similar to mine.

Difficulty coping with complex interpersonal relationships and situations.

I lowered my head and listened to her tirade. Lozer stood beside me in a daze, his fingers rubbing the two bars on my school pants from time to time.

It seemed to comfort me.

My mom finally decided to send me abroad.

I don't know why she was so sure that the failure of the guarantee would affect my college entrance examination results.

While paying a large sum of money, he scolded me for being a loser.

In fact, I am 80% sure of the college entrance examination

The questions recruited in advance are indeed difficult.

But I didn't speak, I didn't refute, and watched her discuss my trip abroad with my dad on the phone in an aggressive tone.

I told her I still wanted to learn computers

She waved at me and motioned for me to go back to my room.

The little kid Lotzer followed me.

I locked the door, ignored him, and lay myself down on the bed.

I haven't shed a tear in many years.

I've almost forgotten this feeling of sourness at the corners of my eyes.

The hot liquid flows down the curve of the eye socket.

I stroked it with the back of my hand, not wanting it to flow into the pillow

In this way, the cotton inside will stink.

When she saw me crying in the pillow when she saw me, she looked at me and pulled me up and beat me

Then he said to me, "Then the cotton inside will stink." ”

And what is in my heart?

I feel like my heart stinks too.

Lozee was standing on the edge of my bed.

He didn't speak or move, just looked at me with his eyelids down.

I couldn't hold back any longer

Sobbed slightly,

Crying out loud will make breathing easier.

Relieves physical or psychological suffocation.

I don't know how long I cried, and I don't know when I fell asleep.

I only know that before falling asleep, a warm touch covered my eyes and wiped away my tears.