Chapter 67: Low self-esteem

Su Tian was lying on the bed, with a little fever on her forehead, half-asleep and half-awake.

Fu Mingyuan didn't go to the company, he fetched a basin of water to stay by her side, and wiped the sweat beads from her forehead from time to time.

Lao Li stood aside and watched him take care of people clumsily, "Sir, otherwise I will come instead." You're not used to it, or you might have called a maid. Don't guard your wife like this and make yourself sick. ”

Fu Mingyuan didn't take his words, "Bring the thermometer." ”

Lao Li sighed, and he also knew that his master was a stubborn person, and he couldn't persuade him. Turned around and went down to the living room, took the thermometer from the drawer, and brought it up again.

Fu Mingyuan carefully measured Su Tian's temperature, afraid of waking her up from her sleep. After a few minutes, he took out the thermometer, "38 degrees." Descended. ”

Lao Li also breathed a sigh of relief when he heard this, "Then I'll go down and let them get some food first, the fever has subsided, and my wife should be about to wake up." You haven't eaten properly for two days, and now that your wife is awake, what do you want to eat? ”

Afraid that Fu Mingyuan would refuse, Lao Li carried Su Tian out as a banner, "If Mrs. wakes up and finds that I didn't take care of you, she will be angry." ”

Fu Mingyuan nodded, "Look at what's in the refrigerator, I didn't let people go out to buy it." She just woke up, and she can't eat anything too greasy, and you can watch and do the rest. Just be healthy. ”

Lao Li said yes again and again, turned around and went downstairs, and told the maid to go out to buy vegetables.

He stood up, moved his sore neck for a long time, and opened the curtains to let in a little twilight light.

Su Tian opened her eyes and saw Fu Mingyuan standing in front of the window, his shirt was crumpled, he was afraid that he had been taking care of her, and he hadn't had time to change it.

She hooked the corners of her mouth slightly, and called, "Mingyuan ......"

The voice was soft, with a little sickness and weakness, and a little attachment to his lover, all of which poured into Fu Mingyuan's heart.

"Awake?" Fu Mingyuan sat on the edge of her bed.

Su Tian nodded, and in the face of Fu Mingyuan's warm gaze, she turned her head a little shyly, "You have been guarding me?" ”

After all, after being together for so long, Fu Mingyuan could easily see Su Tian's emotions, and couldn't help laughing, "Yes, I've been guarding you." I changed your clothes for you, didn't you find out? ”

Su Tian looked down at the pink pajamas on his body, which were actually the same as before, and he was angry, "You lied to me again." ”

The temperature dropped, and Su Tian felt that his body began to have strength, but his smile was still a little pale.

After laughing and laughing for a while, she was wrapped in a quilt by Fu Mingyuan and threw herself on the soft big bed.

Su Tian's eyes were clear, "Mingyuan ......"

Fu Mingyuan buried his head in her arms and whispered, "I'm sorry." ”

I'm sorry, I shouldn't have done that kind of thing when you were so tired, and I shouldn't have come back after you had waited for me for so long, and then come back with a little emotion to be so excessive.

Su Tian was stunned for a moment, what did Mingyuan want to apologize to her.

No, you don't.

From the time she was brought back by Fu Mingyuan, he gave her a job and gave her a high salary. canceled the marriage contract for her and Liu Rumei and married her. After marriage, he gave her the greatest respect, whether at home, at the company and in the media.

Counting it up, Fu Mingyuan is the one who pays more.

Su Tian felt a little inferior complex in his heart, what did I do for him? It seems that there is nothing else but cooking for him. He is the president of the Fu family, but I am only Su Dashan's daughter.

Su Tian's eyes were sour, and he was a little sad, so he shook his head, "You don't need to apologize to me." Mingyuan, you did nothing wrong. ”

Fu Mingyuan's body stiffened, not only did he not feel relaxed, but he became even more annoyed. What is this? Don't forgive? Or is it the other way around? Or is she not taking what he does to heart at all?

Fu Mingyuan was a little disheartened, remembering that she had quarreled with Su Tian in the past, she would lose her temper with him, making her petty.

This time he took the initiative to apologize, but Su Tian said lightly, "You don't need to apologize to me." ”

Fu Mingyuan stood up and sneered, "Okay." Lao Li, they cooked for you, if you think you can get out of bed, go down and eat by yourself. If it's really uncomfortable, ask them to bring it to you. ”

Su Tian panicked, why was Mingyuan still angry? Am I saying something wrong again?

She grabbed Fu Mingyuan's hand, "Mingyuan... Where are you going? ”

Fu Mingyuan froze, "The company still has something for me to deal with." ”

Su Tian let go of her hand bitterly, it's okay to say anything else, if it's something from the company's side, how can she stop him. What's more, he has been guarding her for the past two days, and he has probably delayed a lot of things.

Fu Mingyuan felt Su Tian's hand loosen, and his heart was even more uncomfortable, "Don't you want to see me like that?" ”

Su Tian was stunned for a moment, and hurriedly explained, "No. It's not Mingyuan", she smiled bitterly, "It's just that you've been guarding me for two days." There must be a lot of things piled up on the company's side, how can I stop you again? ”

Fu Mingyuan turned around, "Then why do you say that I don't need to apologize?" Is it because you're still angry? ”

Su Tian was stunned, and Ne was speechless. How do you say that? Is it because she has some inferiority complex in her heart and feels that she is not qualified to be angry?

Fu Mingyuan turned around to leave.

Su Tian couldn't care about any self-esteem anymore, so she threw herself into his arms and began to roll, "Don't go, you're not allowed to go!" ”

Fu Mingyuan hooked the corners of his lips, hugged her, and let her lower her head and rub in his arms, "Really not angry?" ”

Su Tian said embarrassedly, "I'm really not angry." ”

"Mingyuan, I just feel that from the beginning, it was you who helped me. You gave me a good job, a good life, and later married me. You have always protected me and spoiled me, and my grandparents treated me like their own. It was you who really gave me a home. So that I will no longer be left without a fixed place to live. You're the president of Fu, but I can't help you with anything in business. ”

Su Tian raised his head, and his eyes were already shining with a little water, "Mingyuan, do you know?" I'm actually scared, I'm afraid I'll lose you one day..."

Fu Mingyuan hugged Su Tian deeply into his arms and rubbed her back, "No, no, Su Tian." You are the best and I will never leave you. ”

This was the first time Su Tian had confessed his heart to him, and Fu Mingyuan not only did not feel happy, but his heart was full of pain. He didn't know that his wife was so fragile and inferior.

Fu Mingyuan imprinted a kiss on her ear, "Let's go back to the old mansion tomorrow." ”

Su Tian responded sweetly, "Okay".

After eating, Su Tian fell asleep again. Because of her illness, she was groggy for long periods of time and needed a lot of sleep.

Fu Mingyuan folded the quilt for her and walked into the study.

There is a small lock hanging on the lowest floor of the cabinet all the year round, and the key does not even have Su Tian, which is Fu Mingyuan's exclusive private space. He locked the door, opened the cabinet, and pulled out a small notebook.

It's an old photo album, and the album cover is still the color of many years ago, which is a bit cheesy and retro.

There is only one photograph in the old album, which is placed on the first page.

Fu Mingyuan rubbed the photo with his index finger, tracing the gentle eyebrows and eyes of the young woman, and a faint smile overflowed at the corner of his mouth, as if he had traveled into time.

He pursed his lips slightly, "Mom..."

"I seem to have changed a little."

"I fell in love with someone and she became my wife. We've had sweet lives, we've had quarrels, and more often it's just an ordinary married life, just like you and Dad did back then. ”

Looking at the mother in the photo, Fu Mingyuan no longer has the usual cold and domineering appearance, and rarely shows meekness, like any child who tells his mother about his life's troubles, his tone is full of attachment.

Fu Mingyuan smiled gently, looking very similar to the woman in the photo, "I... I like her a lot and I like it more and more. I like the food she cooks, I like the sweet smile she smiles at me, and I will always be happy with her. ”

"But Mom," his expression darkened, "I sometimes don't know if what I'm doing is right or wrong?" Should I be nice to her or should I be bad to her? ”

"I feel like the obsession that has been supporting me all this time is starting to disintegrate."

"Mom, do you blame me?"

No one answered.

Fu Mingyuan put the photo back in its place.

The company had piled up a lot of things that needed to be dealt with by him, and he picked up his phone, "Hey, Secretary Zhang." Send me the documents that have been pressed down in the past two days for me to read, including tomorrow's. ”

Secretary Zhang was silent for two seconds, "Boss, it may be a little more." Are you going to work overtime tonight? ”

Fu Mingyuan hummed lightly, "I'm going back to the old mansion tomorrow, let's deal with it tonight." Send it over, be quick. ”

Secretary Zhang replied.

Lao Li brought a cup of tea, "Sir, I drink strong tea at this time, and I'm afraid I won't be able to sleep at night." ”

Fu Mingyuan took a sip of tea, "It's just to refresh yourself." ”

Lao Li still wanted to say something, but when he saw him waving his hand, he had no choice but to sigh and gently close the door.

Two o'clock in the evening. Fu Mingyuan closed the computer and rubbed his temples tiredly.

After a brief wash, he lifted the quilt, took his little wife into his arms, and fell asleep with a satisfied smile on the corner of his mouth.

The next day, Su Tian was really much better, and her body temperature had dropped back to 37 degrees, a very healthy temperature.

The two old men in the old mansion waited early, and when they saw Su Tian getting out of the car, the old lady walked out of the door, greeted her, and held her hand affectionately, "Have you had a fever these two days, Su Tian?" ”

Su Tian was a little shy, and glanced at Fu Mingyuan with disgust, "This little thing also lets grandma know?" ”

Fu Mingyuan waved his hand helplessly, "It's grandma who cares about you too much." ”

After lunch, Su Tian was pushed into the room by Grandma Fu with concern, telling her to go to a nap quickly, don't take care of her illness anymore.

Grandma Fu pulled Fu Mingyuan into the room, "Say it." What's going on? ”

Fu Mingyuan thought of Su Tian's appearance of suffering from gains and losses, "She always feels that she is not worthy of me." ”

Grandma Fu patted the table, "Where is there such a statement!" It's all a family, what else do you talk about whether you deserve it or not? ”

Fu Mingyuan nodded, "I'm here to find grandma to untie her." ”

Grandma Fu knew it, "Don't worry." Grandma told her. ”