Chapter 880: The Most Important Childhood Trauma
Hearing her husband, she finally said a few words to herself sincerely, I love you, Gao Xinyue didn't care about her image at that time, and cried.
She felt that it was too difficult.
She felt that her life was really worth it.
She felt that she had gone through so much and suffered so much, and finally waited for her husband to change his mind and say these words.
I love you, these three words are so important to her.
These three words mean a lot to her.
It is the hope that sustains her to live. It is also the motivation to give all its money to its own man!
Gao Xinyue feels that the reason why the world is working so normally is actually mainly due to those three great words.
I love you.
Wang Peng watched his wife crying, as if he had suffered a lot, a lot of grievances, and his whole heart felt very uncomfortable.
He felt like he was soaked in that sour water. It was so sour and soft that he couldn't stand up.
"Wife, don't be like this, don't cry like this, it's not good for your eyes, and it hurts your body very much."
"I know you've suffered a lot of grievances before, but now I'm fully aware of my mistakes. I will change in the future, I will be doubly good to you, I will work hard and work hard to earn money. Then work hard to make our children promising. β
"Wife, you are the biggest nobleman and the biggest savior in my life. If it weren't for you, where would I be today? β
"As the saying goes, draught does not forget the person who digs the well, I think after some time, I will bring some gifts with you to the door of our parents' house."
"Xinyue, I don't know that you have been married to me for so many years, and your parents still don't accept my ......, in fact, I know that I am very unproductive, and my self-esteem is very strong, but in front of your parents, I feel really inferior."
"In the past, I did a lot of wrong things in front of your parents. Lots and lots of faux pas. Now that I think about it and analyze it carefully, I find that I was suffering from inferiority complex at that time. I thought that putting on an image of a manly man in front of them would make them look down on me. will make them willingly agree to let you marry me. β
Wang Peng lowered his head when he said this, and smiled self-deprecatingly.
"How young and stupid I was. I even put on a posture that you insist on marrying me, and I'm not unusual. β
"For people like me who are not normal and have a particularly high self-esteem, which parent would willingly marry their daughter to me?"
"I'm ridiculous, so naΓ―ve......"
"What a bastard I am. Stupid and don't know it......"
When Wang Peng said this, the tears in his eyes began to flow out again.
Gao Xinyue saw her husband, such an inferiority, self-pity and pride mentality, the self-esteem of the whole person was like that glass, it was broken all of a sudden, she didn't know why in her heart, she felt very uncomfortable.
In fact, everyone's ego is self-defensive.
When a person faces the negation of others, the ridicule of others, and the contempt of others, he will not accept it willingly.
He will erect a high wall of his self-esteem, so that things that can hurt him, such as words and eyes, are blocked.
Even some can deceive themselves and say, "I have not heard or seen."
Now, her husband has dissected all those things in the past, how much courage does it take?
So, Gao Xinyue was excited in her heart, and immediately knelt beside her husband, and then held him firmly in her arms.
She stroked his head and cried softly.
"Don't say it, don't say it, if you keep talking, I'm even more uncomfortable in my heart, I'm really sad. I'm really sad to hear you say that. β
"I know what you care about, I've always known that. Because I know you. β
"In fact, in the past, I was looked down upon by others, and there were times when I was sad. Please don't pay any more attention to them. The past is gone. Let's stop thinking about them. β
When Wang Peng heard this, he said with some anger, "But, as a son-in-law, I really want to visit our parents in a dignified manner." I also want to do my filial piety for you. β
"Wife, I don't want to be a burden to you, I don't want you to feel embarrassed, I don't want to be unable to go back to my home because you marry me."
Hearing her husband repeatedly help her speak, Gao Xinyue thought about it and nodded her head crying.
"Good. Then let's take some time and go back. This time, I believe that our parents will definitely treat you well. β
"Husband, what you are doing now is really much more than before. You are two completely different people than before. β
"You're always improving, you're always perfecting me, you're always improving yourself. Don't bother yourself with the troubles of the past. At the beginning, I knew that you cared a lot about who you were and where you came from, but now you have long since gotten rid of them. You're not a person with no money in your pocket. When you go out now, whoever sees you must respectfully shout Mr. Wang. Who has seen you and dared to put on a face in front of you? β
When Wang Peng heard his wife, he said these words to himself with a sincere face. Seriously, his heart is really much more comfortable.
Everyone has something special to care about.
And everyone will be bound by their childhood.
When he has experienced a lot of trauma in his childhood, then, whether he cares or not, he will be deeply scarred by it.
Childhood experiences have a profound impact on a person's temper and temperament. and his style of being a person and doing things.
Wang Peng had a very strong self-esteem when he was young, and he suffered a lot of hardships, and he suffered a lot of white eyes when he was young, so over the years, he has always cared about these things in his heart.
cares about how others look at him.
I care about what I think of others.
I care more about those who are stronger than him, richer and more powerful than him, can they look at him squarely?
Wang Peng has always had low self-esteem.
Especially in front of his mother-in-law.
In his opinion in the past, people like Gao Xinyue belonged to typical children of the powerful.
If it weren't for her being too simple and stupid, he wouldn't be able to stand by her side in his life, no matter what he said.
It can be said that if she hadn't been blind, he would have never crossed paths with her in this life, as a poor boy.