Chapter 134: I'll carry the sins
What the doctor meant was that there was no cure for Mrs. Mu's disease, and the follow-up treatment was only to alleviate the patient's pain and prolong it as much as possible.
Bai Chuan went to go through the hospitalization procedures, and a few people from Nan Yu went to the ward first with the medical staff.
Mrs. Mu was still asleep, and she had no intention of waking up for a while.
Gu Feihan was talking to the dean and discussing some things about the follow-up treatment.
Aunt Zhou's eyes were swollen from crying, and she would stay on the edge of the hospital bed inch by inch, "Miss Gardenia, fortunately you and Mr. Gu came over, otherwise I really don't know what to do...... It's the old lady's body, why is it like this? I still can't take it ......."
Birth, old age, sickness and death, human nature.
From the accident to the present, Nan Yu has been so relieved in her heart, and at this moment, she also wants to comfort Aunt Zhou so much, but she can't say anything when the words come to her mouth.
It is human nature, but people still have seven emotions and six desires.
Life or death, how can you deal with it calmly?
Overnight, Mrs. Mu seemed to have aged a lot, and at last night's dinner, Nan Yu still thought that she looked the same as before, but at this moment, looking at her eyes closed and her face was sallow, she really realized that she was really seriously ill.
There is only half a year left......
Spending money on state-of-the-art medication may be able to delay a little longer.
But it's no better, and there is no way to eradicate the cancer cells that have spread.
Nan Yu removed her sore eyes from the old man's face, she took a deep breath to suppress the complicated emotions churning in her chest, and took her mobile phone into the bathroom.
She remembered Mu Minglang's phone number, but it was the old number, I don't know if he changed it over the years?
Nan Yu followed his memory and pressed eleven numbers on the screen, then dialed.
Toot –
passed, but his number didn't change.
Nan Yu frowned, waiting for him to connect.
In fact, I didn't expect much, after all, Aunt Zhou couldn't contact him.
Toot –
Waiting for the sound to last, Nan Yu was already about to take the phone away from his ear, but he answered it.
"Something?" A faint and hoarse voice came.
Didn't even ask who she was?
Nan Yu was slightly surprised, after all, her number was not the same as before.
But there is nothing to worry about this problem, she just called to inform the old lady about her illness, "Mu Minglang, if you don't die, hurry up and come to the Sixth People's Hospital, Old Lady Mu is hospitalized, and the situation is very bad." ”
"Sneer......"
Hearing this, a sneer came from there.
And then completely misplaced the point, "Changed your tune so quickly?" ”
Nan Yu: "......"
Neuropathy!
She couldn't help but roll her eyes, she had already finished what she should have said, she was too lazy to waste saliva and quarrel with him, Nan Yu didn't want to hang up the phone directly.
The phone was put in her pocket, and she washed her cold face before going out.
Gu Feihan happened to come in from outside the ward after chatting with the dean and a few experts, and he was still carrying breakfast brought by someone in his hand.
"How?" Nan Yu wondered how they were talking.
In fact, she also wanted to listen to it at that time, but she was afraid that she was not calm enough, so she simply waited for news in the ward.
"Eat breakfast first."
Gu Feihan stretched out his hand to take her and walked over to the coffee table.
Nan Yu still has no appetite, but thinking about the baby in her belly, she still holds a bowl of shrimp roe wontons and eats it slowly.
Of course, she didn't forget Aunt Zhou, "Aunt Zhou, come over and eat something, otherwise I'm afraid the old lady will fall down before she wakes up." ”
There was a lot of stuff on the table, enough for three people.
Maybe it was because Gu Feihan was here, Aunt Zhou was a little cramped, she just took two buns, and then returned to the bedside, eating while guarding Mrs. Mu.
asked her to sit down and eat together, but it was a little difficult for her.
Nan Yu didn't persuade again, but sent her a few other things to eat halfway.
Of course, when eating, Gu Feihan also told her about the chat with a few experts just now.
In fact, it is still the same result, but they mentioned that a new drug newly developed abroad, if there is no rejection after medication, it can probably extend the patient's life for another six months to a year.
Nan Yu was weak for a while, and her heart was even more mixed.
When Mrs. Mu woke up, it was already evening, she couldn't speak while wearing a breathing mask, but she held Nan Yu's hand and cried all the time......
Until the evening, Nan Yu and Gu Feihan were about to go back, but Mu Minglang did not appear.
Outside the ward, Aunt Zhou got rid of Nan Yu with red eyes, "Miss Gardenia, although you are not a child of the Mu family, the old lady's feelings for you ...... I think she must have remembered you all these years, and last night she told the secret of your life experience should just want to tell you the reason why she was estranged from you back then, hoping to get your forgiveness, and people are dying...... Miss Gardenia, if you have time in the future, would you like to come over and spend more time with the old lady? ”
After last night, Nan Yu didn't really care so much about what happened back then.
But it's not completely indifferent......
The human heart is like this, no matter what the reason for the harm, but if there is a mistake, it will definitely leave traces.
But Nan Yu didn't refuse in the end, she nodded, "You don't need to send us, you can go in and accompany her." ”
When the two got downstairs, the driver was already waiting.
On the way home, Nan Yu leaned on Gu Feihan's shoulder without much energy, and his thoughts drifted a little far.
It's all about some of the long memories that I've been thinking about these days.
"Tired?" Gu Feihan raised his hand and brushed the broken hair on her forehead, and her gentle voice interrupted her thoughts.
Nan Yu shook her head.
He asked, "What are you thinking?" ”
"I want to ...... when I was a kid"
Nan Yu said to him slowly, "Did you say that because he was not his own, Gao Manqiu was so instinctively close to me?" She hasn't taken care of me since I can remember, and almost all my principles of dealing with people were taught to me by the old lady......
When I was a child, I especially liked to chase Mu Minglang to play, but he always disliked me, the kind of disgust that turned around and walked when he saw me ten meters away, but I was not interested, I always felt that my brother and other people's brothers were the same, as long as I pestered him impatiently, he would definitely take me to play......
But I didn't get to him soft-hearted, I almost drowned myself, then I just learned to skateboard, I wanted to show him, but my skills were not good, directly with people with skateboards rushed into the river, that will be winter, the cotton jacket absorbs water very heavy, although I can swim, but at that time it was useless, fortunately the old lady in time to let people rescue me......
When I was fished up, Mu Minglang stood aside and watched with cold eyes, and then I was sent to the hospital, with a high fever and pneumonia, and I couldn't get rid of the fever for several days, except for the old lady Mu's family, no one else has ever seen me, she has been guarding me, just like today, I am dazed and occasionally when I am awake, I will hold her hand and cry all the time......"
Her childhood was very lonely, and if it weren't for the old lady who always accompanied her and taught her how to behave in life, she wouldn't know what to become.
"Later, she snubbed me and kicked me out of the Mu family, I wanted to hate her, but I couldn't do it......"
In the end, her eyes were a little red again, "Actually, if she had told me the truth at that time, I wouldn't have been uncomfortable for so many years......"
When the old lady didn't say a word, she was directly estranged, which has always been a pain in Nan Yu's heart.
"It's all gone."
Gu Feihan listened to her quietly, and comforted softly, "You have your own home now, and I have Gu An'an." ”
"yes, I know." Nan Yu took a deep breath and reached out to take his big hand, interlocking his fingers with him.
She has a home of her own, and it's time to let go of the past.
Since you don't hate, try to re-accept, do your best to obey the destiny of heaven, and do many things as long as you are worthy of your heart.
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In the early hours of the morning, after the effect of the anesthetic dissipated, the knife wound left by the operation on her body was faintly painful, and Mrs. Mu couldn't sleep at all, and it was only at this time that she was completely awake.
"Are you in a lot of pain? I'll call the doctor to come and take a look......" Aunt Zhou looked worried.
"No, you don't."
The respiratory mask had been taken away by the doctor during his ward rounds half an hour ago, and Mrs. Mu shook her head weakly, "After all, after being stabbed, how can it not hurt at all?" ”
"Then I'll feed you some water."
After drinking two sips of white water with just the right temperature through the straw, Mrs. Mu asked Aunt Zhou to help her put an extra pillow behind her head.
"My ......"
She really didn't have much strength, and it was difficult for her to speak, "You all know it? ”
"Well, I was really scared enough to see you fall in the living room at night, but the young master's phone couldn't get through, so I had to call Miss Gardenia, and then Mr. Gu asked people to transfer your medical records in Suzhou City, and the doctors here also gave the results, so they all knew."
Aunt Zhou told her everything without concealment, and finally talked about Mu Minglang, "I can't get through to the young master's phone until this meeting, but just after the operation in the morning, Miss Yu called him and answered the ...... Old lady, why don't I give the young master another call? ”
"It's a lot of work."
Mrs. Mu shook her head, "He won't take it, he hated me for that meal last night......
Knowing the reason, Aunt Zhou was silent for a while.
Who can say what was right and wrong back then?
"That child, after his mother passed away when he was a child, his personality completely changed."
The old lady looked out of the dark window slightly, she had lived this age, and it was a little difficult to think about the things in the past, "He closed his heart by himself, I thought he might have to live like that for the rest of his life, and I was worried about it for a while......"
Aunt Zhou has been a domestic helper in the Mu family for decades, and she naturally knows what the old lady said.
"But the young master didn't go on like that all the time......"
"yes, no."
Mrs. Mu couldn't help but sigh, "But you said, it's not good for him to give that heart, but he wants to give it to someone who shouldn't give it the most......"
Aunt Zhou also sighed, not knowing what to say.
There was a sudden silence in the hospital room.
For a moment neither of them spoke again.
Long.
Just when Aunt Zhou was about to persuade the old lady to rest, she saw a layer of cold light in her eyes, and muttered to herself, "My time is running out, and I can't go down to eighteen layers of hell in the future, since he can't let go, I will carry the sins, and it is ...... to help him snatch people back."