He didn't see me just now. I asked Shen Shen.

"Anyway, he saw me, and we looked at each other affectionately for a few seconds." Shen Shen raised his eyebrows, his expression was unbeaten.

I gave him a blank look and looked down for the photo album.

Fortunately, I took a picture, and it was not in vain that my phone fell.

Tsk, like a female pervert.

It's okay not to open the album.

When I opened it, I couldn't help but flip through his photo.

Wearing a black sweatshirt.

Wearing a white hoodie.

The one who wears the white shirt which there is no pattern of any kind.

I used to like to take pictures of him. He always said I was like a.

To be honest, I'm kind of fucking envious. At least I have him safely.

By the time I came back to my senses, the speech was over, and there were people taking positions one after another.

Shen Shen reluctantly pulled me up from my seat.

"Yu Jiaqi, can you have a little interest, you brought me to listen to the lecture and played with your mobile phone for half the time, let's say that you didn't plan to meet your ex-boyfriend in advance."

“....... Not necessarily. "My tone is weak.

Shen Shen was speechless and led me along the flow of people to the door.

I kept my head down the whole time, trying my best to control my gaze to find the target in my heart. Walking all the way to the outside of the campus, I said goodbye to Shen Shen and planned to take the bus back by myself.

I don't know when I started to like getting on the bus. I always feel that the glass installed on the bus is particularly dazzling, and the glass shines through the shadows of the trees outside the street.

Get on the bus, and all kinds of people simply stay in a space the size of a car and look at each other.

High school students with headphones listened to the song and looked at the scenery outside the window, and the old man carried a woven basket and was in a daze.

I was always secretly looking at everyone, speculating about who they were, where they went, and what the story would be.

I got on the last train I used to take with anticipation. The air conditioning was sufficient, and there were very few people in the car.

I picked a single seat by the window, pulled out the headphones and began to slowly pull open the messy headphone cord and stuff it into my ears.

Someone asked me if I would get tired of listening to a song a few times.

"I must have said I loved you hundreds of years ago, but you forgot, and I didn't remember either."

The familiar vaporwave accompaniment in the headphones and the slightly hoarse male and female voices sing my favorite songs.

"I've walked by, I've passed by, I haven't met, I look back, and it's still wrong to turn around."

"You and I haven't felt it, colliding at the corner of the street, colliding at the corner of the street."

I habitually raised my eyes and searched in the carriage.

You ask me what I found.

The lyrics scroll to the last line

"If you love it, you miss it, if you love it, you miss it."

I found the lover I had missed deeply.

Lozer was looking at me.

I looked at him, and I didn't think I had time to panic.

I didn't even have time to dodge.

The song intro sounded again, and I realized that I had pressed the single loop.

"You and I have never felt it, colliding at the corner of the street, colliding at the corner of the street."

Luo Ze looked away first, looked out the window indifferently, and did not mean to greet me.

I understand, I accept.

"Little brat, I'm relieved to see you grow up safely, sister. Study hard and fall in love in college.

Good luck with all the best, I'm leaving. "I finished editing the text message with no taste, and my eyes closed and I went over. And then again. Flee the city that is associated with him.

Ever since Lozee said that to me.

"Yu Jiaqi, wait for me to marry you."

I've always thought that to defeat love, at least there will be a cosmic explosion or human extinction.

In fact, it only takes a little crack, a little time that is too late to mend, and love can be completely defeated.

In September, I sent Lozer to school.

"Brother, you can, girlfriend send school to school." Luo Ze's friend slapped him on the shoulder and quipped, and Luo Ze smiled with a smug expression.

I patted him on the head, and he rubbed his head against my hand twice.

“........ Hurry up and get in the car. I spoke anxiously, trying to hide my excitement.

Luo Ze tugged at the corners of his mouth and smiled, and sat in the co-pilot.

Falling in love delayed things, and during the two-and-a-half-month summer vacation, I took Luo Zedong to go around and forgot to enroll him in a driving school....

As a result, I had to drive him to school myself.

He was playing a leisurely game in the co-pilot, stopping from time to time to stuff something into my mouth.

"Yu Jiaqi, you said I went to college, so what should you do?" After feeding me oranges, Loze looked at me with a slightly sad look in his eyes.

"I've taken it, what else can I do." I did it on purpose.

Sure enough, Lotzer didn't stuff anything into my mouth halfway through, and he played game after game.

I couldn't help but smile: "There are still some things I have to deal with in W City, and I will go over to find you in two months." With that, I smoothed his upturned hair.

He leaned over and bit my lip.

"Then hurry up."

........

I did hurry, but it didn't end up being the same.

I had planned to finish my previous job handover in W City, and by the way, I would write my resume and go to the city where Lozer University is located.

When everything is ready, go to him. It's just that when I was busy, my dear mother got involved in my life and told me that I didn't need to be busy, she wouldn't agree to be together.

I almost forget what I said, and my memory is always kind enough to forget the painful fragments.

To the effect, I'm shameless. I'm shameless. It's okay to put your good job and don't do it as an unemployed vagrant, and let a newly adult child fall in love with you, delaying your future.

My mother said that Lotzer couldn't find that beautiful little girl in any condition, and that in a few years I would be old and decrepit, and he wouldn't dump me.

I ignored my mom. After a week of cold war with her, I found a morning and secretly drove to the university in Loze.

I think I need to see that stupid man, deliberately say something not so nice to him, see him sulk, and then spend a few words coaxing him and kissing him.

The school in Lozee was huge, I was gone for a long time, and I didn't know where he was. I didn't call him, I didn't message, I didn't tell him I was at his school. is to believe in fate in the hundreds of acres of school land like a brain-dead.

I probably got along with Luo Ze, so I walked around for two hours, and there were two blisters on my feet, and I saw other girls talking to him.

The girl was wearing a brightly colored dress, and she had a pure girlish atmosphere from beginning to end, and she was clean and beautiful when she smiled.

I turned around, deliberately not looking at Loze's reaction.

I'm not worrying that he will not want me, an old and decrepit old witch, this stupid person does not dare.

I knew he would say no as cleanly as he had ever been.

It's because I know that I feel even more inferior and guilty.

At least my mother was right in the first half of the sentence, what kind of beautiful girl can't find Luo Ze's conditions.

It is a common disease of people to start suffering from gains and losses when they get it.

I suddenly didn't want to wait for him to grow up. Then I made the stupidest decision of my life and ended the relationship with the most irresponsible words.

I changed my number, I changed my address, I changed my job.

I tried to avoid him, and he never looked for me again.

Just faded out of each other's lives out of nowhere.

At this moment I saw him again on the bus.

"You

Look at me in a moment,

Look at the clouds for a while

I think

When you look at me far away,

It's very close when you look at the clouds. ”

"Far and Near" Gu Cheng