Sad Chapter 18

Everyone thinks that you are doing well, you don't worry about spending money, you love to laugh and drink, you have many friends and countless ambiguous relationships, but only you know in your heart what it is like to be alone in your room with the light on and insomnia all night until dawn

There are two kinds of regrets in love, one is that you once loved so hard, but in the end you found that that person was not worth it at all; The other is that you don't love well, and you lose it only to find out that it is a truly worthy person

Afraid of affectionate water, afraid of lovesickness, afraid of helplessness to look back, afraid of bowing his head and sighing in this life, afraid of lamenting by the railing, afraid of regretting his original intention in his twilight years, afraid of recalling the past when he is quiet, afraid of being surprised by acquaintances, afraid of returning to the original point of a journey, and afraid of strangers for the rest of his life

Countless times I was full of enthusiasm, but you were absent-minded, and then you confided in me, and I turned a blind eye, this relationship was messed up together, and no one can escape the blame

When you know people, you don't have to explore them all, and you are suspicious when you know them; When you know people, you don't have to say everything you know, and if you say everything, you have no friends; When you blame people, you don't have to be harsh, and if you are harsh, you will be far away; When respecting people, respecting people does not have to be humble, and being humble is less bones; When it is a person, so that people do not have to retreat, and if they retreat, there is no way out.

There is a passage in the "Rubai Collection": Last night, my heart was full of joy because of intoxication, and this morning I woke up, but I was left with a bleak blank. It's really strange that after one night, my heart is like two people!

"I hate myself now, suppressing my emotions and pretending to be okay at the same time, completely breaking down late at night, and waking up tomorrow morning like that."

Fallen leaves send acacia, the three leaves do not say that the sycamore knows each other, the maple silver is in the same season Send you three bundles, I am willing to wait for three seasons One season of leaves and three colors, the leaves have fallen in three autumns I give you the present: spring green, summer red, autumn yellow The rest of your life, you owe me a total of white heads in winter

In this bizarre world, no one can live a smooth life, but I always believe that after walking through the smoke and rain of Pinghu Lake, the mountains and rivers of the years, those who have gone through many disasters and tasted all kinds of flavors will be more vivid and clean.

If the feelings fade, we can be in the cultivation. If you have nothing to say, I'll go back to the topic. Feeling tired, we get acquainted again. If you feel bored, give each other space. It's really not easy to meet you in a crowded city, and I really don't want to push it away, I don't want anyone, and I won't do anything that makes you sad, please stay with me, I really want to have a long future with you When you feel that love begins to fade, real love begins to emerge. Of course, you can choose to give up and go and find another fresh love. But the trade-off is that you can never escape the cycle of freshness.

The corners of my mouth go up while I sleep, don't wake me up, I'm living a life that I can't live in reality. Don't wake me up when you see me sweating profusely and looking hideous, I want to experience what it's like to experience death.

Mr. Hayao Miyazaki once wrote: "I can't grasp the beauty of this world, I can only pretend that everything goes well, if I never see you again, I wish you good morning, good afternoon, good night."

I sigh that the luck is uneven over the years, but the children and grandchildren are scattered but gone. The East China Sea is wide in my heart, and the air pressure is low in the grass and trees of the Xijiang River. gritted his teeth and thought about the old hatred, and Hao came to write new poems. The boy does not show his ambitions, and he is born with an eight-foot body - "Warning to the World"

What a good sentence, your life, experience failure can be more than once, if someone points out all the reefs you on your life path, then your life is no longer fun.

"I can't tell every night, whether it's me staying up late, or staying up all night, I stay up all night, and it's dawn, but what if suddenly one day it's a night win?

The whale falls in the sea, and the star sinks in the depression. The wind is hidden in the dense forest, and the cicadas leak into the summer solstice. I don't have any ability, I just want all the tenderness of the world to live in your eyes

"I believe" "God doesn't give it to me" "No matter how I cling my fingers" "It still slips away" "I believe in what God gave me" "No matter how I miss" "I will have it"

All the darkness is left to the past, from the beginning of meeting you, the winter is gone, and the stars are flowing.

If I can't see you again, I wish you good morning, good afternoon, and good night. -- "Truman's World"

May you and I come unharmed, and when we meet, we can still smile and say, I haven't seen you for a long time, and I miss it very much

If you missed the sunset, don't miss the starry sky

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