Dog Raising Diary 17

Lozee began to avoid me.

Although he still went to school as usual, he deliberately avoided my communication with him.

He never asked me questions again, and always locked himself in his room as soon as he got home. I've never been so anxious to justify anything. I can't figure out the cause of this anxiety myself.

If it were someone else, I would have kept quiet and whatever they thought, but the other party was Loze, and it was difficult for me to be calm.

Finally staying through the weekend with this anxiety, I plan to have a good talk with Loze.

In the same way, I should also give Xu Qian an answer.

"Yu Jiaqi?"

"Well, it's me."

"You.... Got it in mind? ”

I closed my eyes and read out the words that had been organized on paper for a long time. I almost laughed after reading it, some primary school students feel like memorizing texts, but this is already my greatest patience and respect for Xu Qian.

"Poof, what, Yu Jiaqi, you can't write on paper, right?" Xu Qian asked me a little funny over there.

"Ahh You know me well. "I'm not embarrassed.

"Do you have someone you like?" Xu Qian asked me with some hesitation.

"How?" I'm curious why Xu Qian asked that.

"I know you a lot, if you don't have someone you like right now, you should offer to try it with me." Xu Qian's tone was ordinary but a little helpless.

That's true, if I used to try it with Xu Qian, after all, when I was young, I was the kind of person who could talk about trying just by virtue of a boy's good-looking face.

What is the picture of falling in love, the picture is that you are in a happy mood. When I meet someone I don't hate, I don't averse to developing a deeper relationship with him, and I crave the short-term happiness that love brings me.

But..... Isn't it hard for me to like Loze.

When I think of Luo Ze, I can't help but become happy, because I am afraid that Luo Ze will misunderstand my relationship with Xu Qian, so I am anxious to explain.....

It's so inhuman, Yu Jiaqi...... I can think about my younger brother who grew up watching him grow up.

I bypassed the topic with a haha, and Xu Qian politely stopped asking, just left a sentence that he would wait for me for a long time, and then hung up the phone.

After the call, I looked at the clock, it was already nine o'clock, I smelled the smell of oil smoke on my body, and planned to take a shower and talk to Loze.

How to say it.... It seems that deliberately explaining this matter is a bit abrupt, I can't take advantage of Luo Ze's preparation for the college entrance examination to confess to him....

Because I was distracted while taking a bath, it was already 10:20 when I finished washing.

I knocked on Loze's door, but no one answered, was he asleep?

I hesitated a little, I usually saw that the light on the door of Luo Ze's room usually went dark at one o'clock in the morning, and it was a little abnormal to sleep so early tonight.

I knocked a few more times, but there was still no response, and I was a little anxious.

"Lotze? Loze? I'm in? With that, I pushed open the door to Loze's room.

The smell of alcohol came over the room, and the room was pitch black.

I fumbled to turn on the light, and saw Lozer curled up on the bed with a nervous expression, his body trembling uncontrollably.

"Lotzer!" I ran to him, and he was breathing heavily, sweating from his forehead, and looking uneasy.

I climbed into bed and hugged him worriedly: "Loze, what's wrong, Roze, tell me ......"

Nor did Lozer push me away, and I was pushed to the floor of the room. It hurts a little to be smashed

I looked up at Loze, a flash of panic and guilt in his eyes, and I smiled at him.

"I'm fine, I'll call He Xiao, you lie down and rest first." With that, I got up and went to the living room to get my phone.

The wrist was forced, and the next second I was pulled into his arms by Loze, and the smell of alcohol was stronger.

I'm also a little dizzy from the smoke.

"Don't go, don't leave me alone." Luo Ze's tone trembled slightly, with extreme grievances and uneasiness.

I spun around in his arms, wrapped my arms around his lean waist, and stroked his back one by one.

"If you don't leave, you don't lose it." I tried to calm my tone, and I picked up the pills on the bedside table with my free hands, and through the dim light I could see that it was an anxiety drug.

"Luo Ze, have you taken the medicine?"

He rubbed my shoulder and shook his head.

"Let's let go first, I'll pour you water, let's take the medicine first?"

He circled me a little tighter.

"Good." I rubbed his head.

He looked up.

Under the dim night light, Luo Ze's fair skin brought some warmth, and the excellent face also brought some grievances because of the symptoms of anxiety.

"That person, is that your boyfriend?" Deep black eyes looked at me.

"It's not. He confessed to me that day, and I rejected him. "As soon as I explained, I felt a surge of well-being.

"If one day, you have someone you like, are you leaving?"

As I hesitated to answer the question, Lozer buried his head again, some cold lips pressed against my neck.

I was stunned.

"Say you'll stay with me." Unlike those cold lips, Loze's mouth was warm as he spoke.

I was overwhelmed by him.

After a long time, I calmed down.

"Well, if I say I'll accompany you, I won't leave."

Luo Ze let go of me, I hurriedly went to the living room to sleep, and after feeding Luo Ze medicine, Luo Ze's mood gradually calmed down. I breathed a sigh of relief.

Then sit cross-legged on the carpet next to Loze's bed. Leaning her head on the edge of Loze's bed, she watched him in the darkness.

I'm not leaving, I like you, I'll wait for you to grow up, and then force you to marry me, an old woman.

I looked at Luo Ze's beautiful sleeping face and said silently in my heart.

I woke up in Loze's bed.

I rubbed my swollen head and went into the living room to look for Loze.

When Lozee saw me coming out, he handed me a glass of warm milk, "Scared, huh?" There was some helplessness in Luo Ze's tone.

"It's okay, you drank last night." I took a sip of the sweet liquid in my hand.

"Uh..... Well. Lozee scratched the back of his head.

"Then there are some words that you may not hear clearly, and you may not remember them if you hear them clearly, I will tell you again, and when you hear them when you are awake, you must remember them in your heart, understand?"

Lozee looked at me with some confusion and nodded.

"I said I would accompany you, and I would definitely keep the agreement. I won't leave, and I won't leave you alone. Clear? ”

"It's clear, the kind that remembers it for a lifetime."

I sighed, how are you studying lately.

Didn't fall.

I found a few copies of the paper and went to my room to make it.

Good

The white sweatshirt smelled of shampoo, and Loze's emaciated back disappeared behind the door of the room.

I almost couldn't help it. I'll hold my forehead. Others like a person because they are shy and can't say it, I'm 25 years old this year, I have no face and no skin, give me a chance, and I can pounce on Luo Ze and tell him that my sister loves you.

But no, Luo Ze wants to take the college entrance examination and take time to grow up. Suffocate me.

The phone vibrated slightly, and I picked it up to look at it

The contact box has Loze's name written on it.

"I'll come to see the sports meeting next week."

It's been a long time since I last participated in the sports day at school, and looking back, it was still a full school day. I happen to have nothing to do lately, so let's go check it out.

"I'm pretty good at high jumping." The WeChat prompt sounded again.

I chuckled, how cute.

"Let's look at your monthly exam results."