Chapter 45: Swearing Revenge
It rained in Hanzhong, which had been dry for a long time, and I sat on the ground and let the rain fall on my head, and my body ...... The aunt who was in charge of the rice room came and pulled me up, and she said, "Girl, the rain is getting heavier, so go into the house and take shelter from the rain!" ”
I ignored her and continued to sit in the rain. The rain became heavier and heavier, and the aunt saw that I was indifferent, so she shook her head and ran into the house. My hair, my clothes were all soaked, and I was in a mess!
I struggled to get up from the ground, where am I going? I do not know! I don't know where else to go! There is no indulgence in this world, and everything has lost its meaning to me! I walked aimlessly in the corridor of the Qin Palace, and there were palace people with umbrellas walking past me, looking at me like a monster. I couldn't shed tears at all! It turns out that a person cannot shed tears when he is truly grieving. I don't know where I've walked for a long time, and I'm just walking aimlessly! I felt so tired and cold, and involuntarily I stretched out my arms and hugged myself. I remembered when I was in the valley, when I hugged each other in the lake: the fire fell from the sky, scorching our bodies and threatening our lives, I was not so desperate, but my heart was very peaceful! Just because he was by my side at that time, even if I lost my life, I was not afraid!
But now, there is no indulgence in this world, all hopes, beauty, longings, longings, and love have disappeared...... How I wish I could hug you again, even if it's just for a while! You lie alone on the cold ground, and from time to time hungry wild dogs pass by, coveting your flesh; There are also countless ants and poisonous insects gnawing at your body; You must be in pain, you must be lonely, right? Did any good Samaritan bury you in the ground? Even if I put a rag on you, it would be good! My heart is bleeding! I pounded my heart hard, why couldn't you be there for him, when he needed you the most! Distressed, reluctant, and self-blame swirling in my heart, I couldn't forgive myself at all!
Walking and walking, I came to a rockery. It was so cold, I squatted under the rockery, hugged myself tightly with my arms, and curled up there with my back against the rockery. I want to be by your side, hold you, and accompany you. I closed my eyes, probably too tired, and I fell into a deep sleep. I had a dream. It's so good in the dream, there are camellias all over the mountains of the Jin Kingdom, and there are gorgeous smiles......
In a daze, someone dressed me, and I was awakened. It was already dark, I opened my eyes, and I saw Murong Chong standing in front of me with an umbrella, he was wearing a white plain robe, his long hair was fluttering, and his tall and thin figure made him look extremely cold and elegant! A beautiful girl dressed in red stood beside him with a lantern, and this master and servant were so dazzling at night!
"Qiao'er, hand it to her!" Murong Chong said.
"This, this can't work, master?" Pretty asked hesitantly.
Murong Chong was noncommittal, and motioned for Qiao'er to do what he wanted. Pretty walked up to me tremblingly and placed a sharp hairpin on the ground.
My eyes blurred instantly, and the phoenix who knows me, what I need most at this moment is it! Just stick it in my heart and I'm free! I crawled over and held the hairpin in my arms like a treasure.
"When my mother died, I was like you. At that time, I also wanted to go with my mother! I sharpened the hairpin left by the queen mother day by day, so that one day I could use it to kill myself. But you know what? Death is the easiest, but living is the hardest! Because carrying the expectations of the dead! Didn't they give so much just to keep you alive? ”
"Live?" I muttered.
"At least avenge the dead!" Murong Chong's magnetic voice came. In the dark, he was dressed in a white robe, and his dark eyes were shining, cold, and there was a chill.
"Yes! I want revenge! I want to avenge the indulgence! "This thought came to my heart!
"I want revenge! I'm going to kill Murong Xue! It's all because of her! It's all because of her and my indulgence that she will die so miserably! When I thought of the tragic situation of indulgence, my heart was dripping blood, "It's all Murong Xue's fault!" I'm going to cut her to death! "My hand hurts, and when I look down, my hand has been pierced by a hairpin because I was holding it too hard.
"Girl, your hand is bleeding!" Qiao'er said in fright.
"I'm fine!" I hid my hands behind my back. "Master, it's getting late, let's go back to the Wutong Palace!"
"Good! Let's go back! It's dark and the road is slippery, so watch your step. Murong Chong said lightly.
From now on, the only purpose of my life is to avenge the indulgence! As long as I can avenge him, I am willing to do whatever I want!
Back at the Wutong Palace, I put on the bloodstone pendant again, and carefully wiped it with a handkerchief until it was blood-red and shiny, and then solemnly put it on my neck. "I want you to watch for him, and I will avenge him with my own hands!" I said to the pendant.
The daily errands in the Sycamore Hall are carried out in an orderly manner. Everyone in the Qin Palace knows that King Qin attaches great importance to Gongzi Chong, so everyone in this palace respects the ups and downs of the Wutong Palace! I didn't see a trace of the treatment that a hostage should have in Murong Chong, but he still had a status compared to some masters in this palace.
I begged Murong Chong to let me be the aunt in charge of this Wutong Palace, after all, if I want to take revenge, I can only keep strengthening myself! Although Murong Xue is currently a hard laborer, King Qin is generous, and it is difficult to guarantee that she will not turn over in the future, so she must be removed as soon as possible!
Qin King Fu Jian has a beautiful face, elegant and magnificent, helpful since childhood, generous and benevolent. After he ascended the throne, he dealt with corrupt officials and protected the rights and interests of the people. After the drought in Guanzhong, in order to help the disaster area, Fu Jian started from himself, cut down on food and clothing, and officials across the country also followed suit, saving expenses and sharing weal and woe with the people. Under such measures, the famine has been effectively controlled, and there is no further expansion!
King Qin also advocated the opening of schools and the revitalization of education, which improved the cultural quality of the people and cultivated talents for governing the country! Due to Fu Jian's hard work, he created the only rule of the five Hu and sixteen countries, and was known as "Guan Long Qingyan, the people are happy".
The national strength of the Qin State is getting stronger and stronger, and Fu Jian used military strength to eliminate the northern countries one by one and successfully unify the north, which can be described as a strong time! At present, Fu Jian has eliminated the Wei State and Yan State in the north, and the north has formed a situation of great unification that has not been seen for many years. Now the only one that can compete with the Qin State is the Jin State in the south. And Fu Jian's ambition has been further expanded, and the Shu land of the Jin State has been in the bag of the Qin State, and now it has formed a north-south attack situation for the Jin State, which is very unfavorable to the Jin State!