Chapter 21: The Rupture

Ten minutes later. In the dormitory building, the two met. The air froze for a moment and was embarrassed.

Xi Yuqing half-smiled and handed the filled beer in her hand to the girl, "Drink?" ”

"You've been drinking?" Smelling the smell of wine on Xi Yuqing's body, Han Xueni was slightly stunned.

Xi Yuqing waved his hand: "Five or six pours of beer is nothing, this is just a common thing abroad." ”

After speaking, Xi Yuqing smiled bitterly. I used to sit alone from dark to dawn on the streets in the early hours of the morning abroad, drinking beer. At that time, I couldn't count how much I drank.

It's just nice to think there's something that can numb my senses!

Now I am nothing more than the same as I was back then.

Mockingly, Xi Yuqing raised the beer in her hand again, "Drink?" ”

"Drink." The girl catches the beer and opens it.

The beers touched, and no one spoke.

Each other has something on their minds, and they both think about how to speak their lines.

"Me and Mo Xiao ......" Han Xueni spoke, but she didn't know what words to use to continue.

"You guys ......" Yuqing paused, drinking beer, "are you together?" ”

So cautious temptation, so obvious answer.

"At the end of today, Xiao confessed to me......"

The heart was stabbed with a blunt object so sharply, and the heart hurt so inexplicably, "I...... Saw it today. ”

Then I ran away, like a coward, as I had done then. "You promised him, didn't you?"

"I'm ......" Han Xueni took a sip of beer and paused for a long time.

Pause.

"Bang-" The beer spilled out as it slammed the table.

"Han Xueni, are you showing off your success? Make me feel like I'm a loser forever! A complete loser! ”

"I ...... I didn't. "I just...... I don't know how to tell you what happened to me. And it turned out ...... Is that what you think of me?

"You know what? I liked him, I liked him when I was a freshman in junior high school. ”

Han Xueni bit the corner of her mouth in surprise.

"Han Xueni, I told you when I was in junior high school that I liked him. I like it very much. Why were you able to turn around and be with him? ”

"That's not the way it is. I ......" the girl was frustrated and didn't know how to explain what had happened.

"You don't have to pretend to be this in front of me, you know! In front of you, I think I'm a fool! ”

"Fool?" Han Xueni smiled bitterly, who should this word be used more accurately.

It turns out that the intimacy of the past, as long as there is a barrier, there will never be a return to the past.

It's like broken glass, no matter how accurately it is glued, it can't get back to its original appearance.

"yes, we're together." Han Xueni looked up and smiled brightly.

It turns out that one day, in front of you, I also learned to disguise.

"Hmph—you've finally admitted it." Xi Yuqing laughed and said, "Why hide it." I still like the way you take it for granted. ”

"The second year of junior high school...... Why did you go abroad so suddenly? The girl asked indifferently, hoping to get an ideal answer.

Our friendship...... Don't you really care at all?

Xi Yuqing opened another can of beer, "Why can there be?" If you want to go abroad, you go abroad. ”

So an understatement answer.

"Oh, good."

"Besides, I don't think we knew each other that well at the time, so I didn't tell you about my going abroad."

So maliciously, Xi Yuqing saw the girl's instantly lost expression, and felt a sense of victory.

In a hurry, Han Xueni hid the frustration in her heart, "It turns out ...... I see. ”

It turned out that the friendship between us was...... Such. The sun is raining, I only understood today.

"So, Han Xueni, we don't know each other at all."

"Okay, I got it."

Drinking the beer in his hand, Xi Yuqing said: "As for Mo Xiao is your boyfriend, I also remember it." But I've liked him for so long that I'm not sure if I can put him down. ”

Similarly, after drinking all the beer in her hand, Han Xueni smiled and said, "Okay, you can't snatch my boyfriend." ”

After throwing the beer bottle into the paper basket, Yuqing curled the corners of her mouth, "I hope it is as you wish." ”

After saying that, he turned around and left with a sense of wine.

Han Xueni shook her head, and it turned out that she had 1 bottle of beer. Really bad.

Look up, the lights are shining.

For a moment, grievances, unwillingness, fear, and other indescribable emotions surged out, and they could swallow her up at any time.

It's like lying in a cold hospital bed back then, with no one around to talk to, and no one willing to listen.

The world of cognition collapsed.

Just like now, lonely and cold.

The girl rested her head on her knees and sobbed softly.

She knew that today she had completely lost the best she had ever been...... Friend.

Speaking of losers...... Actually, she is......

"Don't ...... No! ”

"Mo Xiao, don't go, don't go!"

The girl woke up from her sleep.

The fragments of memories in the dream that they want to forget but can't forget swirl.

The girl curled up on her knees, lowered her head, and hugged herself tightly, as if this was the only way to get a trace of warmth.

Three years ago. The high school entrance examination is approaching a week before the summer vacation.

At that time, Xi Yuqing left abroad without saying goodbye.

The girl thought repeatedly and doubted herself: Why didn't Yuqing tell herself when she went abroad? Disappeared without even a message, aren't they best friends?

I can't help but curse in my heart: I treat you as a friend, but I am nothing in your eyes, it's ridiculous! What a fool I am!

Recalling the past, I couldn't help but refute myself: No, no, no, Yuqing must have made a temporary decision, and she will definitely contact me when she gets abroad.

In this way, the girl waited for a whole week, and there was not a single letter.

The girl did not receive any contact.

She also found Xia Mo Xiao and asked him: Is it because she did something wrong, so Yuqing didn't say goodbye because she was angry?

At the end of summer, Xiao rubbed the bangs in front of the girl's eyes, and he was also puzzled. There's no way to give the answer a girl wants.

The girl struggled for a week before she slowly accepted the result.

Slowly under the pressure of the high school entrance examination, accompanied by Mo Xiao, he slowly forgot about this invisible scar.

However, after the high school entrance examination, the scars were uncovered again and new scars were added.

On the eve of the high school entrance examination. A motorcycle ran a red light and hit a girl who was walking on the sidewalk.

Fortunately, the motorcycle braked in time, and the girl was knocked down by the motorcycle handle and her arm rubbed the ground.

The surrounding crowd sent the girl to the hospital in time, but fortunately, it was only a little scratched, coupled with the mental tension caused by the heavy pressure of the high school entrance examination.

All the classmates in the class came to visit Han Xueni, including Xia Mo Xiao.

Under the care of her parents, Han Xueni also recovered quickly.

"Xueni, Dad thinks that there is still a week before the high school entrance examination, or we will not go to school and review directly at home. Dad happened to be not busy with the law firm, so he accompanied us Xueni. Shao Youxi proposed.

Han Yingru, who was cutting fruit for the girl on the side, smiled and echoed: "Dad is right, Xueni, Mom has been rehearsing almost the piano performance in the past few days, and she is just accompanying you to sprint for the high school entrance examination, okay?" ”

Han Xueni took the cut apple in her mother's hand and nodded, after all, everyone is also reviewing separately in the class now.

That is, I won't be able to see the end of the depression for a week.

Han Xueni was slightly frustrated.

"After our Xueni high school entrance examination is over, we will hold a party at home and invite all the friends in the class to celebrate your birthday." Han Yingru was afraid that her daughter would be reluctant to be a junior high school classmate, so she immediately said.

At this time, the girl was happy, the corners of her eyes were crooked, and her smile was sweet.

A week later. The high school entrance examination was held as scheduled.

After a week of recuperation, Han Xueni performed well in the high school entrance examination.

On the day when all the exams were over, the homeroom teacher had to say something more, so everyone gathered in the classroom on the ground floor.

After searching for no avail, Han Xueni searched a second and third times with her eyes.

Hey, why wasn't Xiao here at the end of the summer, and he went back first?

Han Xueni didn't listen to a word of what the head teacher said, only the questions in her heart kept amplifying and magnifying.

"Okay, then I'll talk about this first, I wish everyone a happy summer vacation, and I wish you all the best to be on the gold list." As soon as the head teacher finished speaking, Han Xueni was relieved, and she could finally go to Xia Mo Xiao.

"Cherry, wait, I have something for you." A voice stopped her.

The classmates in the class all left, leaving only two girls.

Han Xueni raised her eyes and looked at the arrogant girl, I really hope she can finish speaking quickly.

"Hmph, why are you in a hurry to go back for the summer vacation?" An Xuanzi looked at the girl with disdain.

Han Xueni looked at the girl and frowned slightly, today's An Xuanzi seemed to be a little different from usual.

Although An Xuanzi also has her own small circle, she rarely looks at others with this kind of look.

"Is there something wrong?" The girl asked rhetorically.

"You were looking for Xia Mo Xiao just now, right?"

Han Xueni hurriedly said: "Why isn't Mo Xiao here today, didn't he take the high school entrance examination?" ”

An Xuanzi looked at her with a funny expression.

Han Xueni asked again: "Did he go back first after the high school entrance examination?" ”

An Xuanzi played with her Tiffany bracelet, "Oh, I know, you must not know that Xiao has gone to other places at the end of the summer, and he has not taken the high school entrance examination." ”

The heart was slammed down by the stick for a moment.

Mo Xiao, why? Why was I the last to know?

An Xuanzi saw that the light in the girl's eyes disappeared for a moment, and the hand holding the envelope trembled slightly.

But when she thought of the contents of the letter, she was a little shaken......

"An Xuanzi, do you know what the reason is?" Han Xueni asked.

"Who knows? You have the best relationship with him in the class, why didn't he tell you? An Xuanzi's eyes dodged.

"He ......" the girl choked up for a moment. Look down at your toes.

Oh, yes? Mo Xiao, don't you like me anymore? But why this way?

Why did you and Yuqing choose the same way to leave me, what did I do wrong!

Looking at the embarrassed girl, An Xuanzi thought of the content of the letter again, and felt inexplicably relieved in front of her.

"I still remember that you trio had the most fun, Han Xueni, tell me, are you a broom star, you look at Xi Yuqing and the end of summer Xiao are far away from you. Looks like I'm going to have to stay away from you, too. ”

As she spoke, An Xuanzi was exaggeratedly three feet away from the girl.

Language hurts far more than we think.

"Also, let me tell you when Xiao leaves at the end of the summer, he doesn't really like you at all. He's just playing with you. An Xuanzi added viciously.

The letter was curled up in the girl's hand.

Now that this decision has been made, it is better to do it to the end.

Han Xueni didn't know how she walked out of the classroom in despair, but she felt that the bright sunlight when she walked out of the teaching building suddenly dimmed.

Gloomily, her heart was full of frost.

Seeing Han Xueni leave in embarrassment, An Xuanzi unfolded the letter in her hand again, the letter was in the handwriting of a boy, but the content of the letter made her heart sink to the bottom.

Hesitated for a moment.

An Xuanzi raised her hand, and in an instant, the letter was torn to shreds.

A voice shouted in An Xuanzi's heart:

- If I can't get it, then I'll destroy it!