183 Han Lei's skepticism and self-doubt
The convoy passed through this barren mountain infested with bandits without danger, and Han Lei lifted the curtain on the carriage and looked outside, his inner feelings could not be expressed.
What he saw and heard when he came out this time made him suddenly grow up and mature a lot, and he had serious doubts about his previous lifestyle and cognition.
Why are parents so casual about their way of interacting, if they say that their homework is not good, then the two brothers don't necessarily have how good their homework is, and their father is not a stick to serve, strictly supervise!
Why do my parents go with the flow as soon as I hate studying, and it is not the credit of my parents that I have been able to learn to the point where I am today, but the credit of the strict and serious gentleman!
Since I was a child, I didn't beat or scold, and I stuffed a ring in my room early, what is it for?
To raise yourself up as a waste?
Yes, Han Lei feels like a waste!
I don't know the rhythm of music, I don't know how to write and ink, I don't know how to operate, I am useless except for being able to draw beautiful pictures, if this is a wealthy family, it is just a gentleman, but the Han family does not raise incompetent people, so I can only rely on the pitiful moon profit silver to maintain the image of the son.
So I started to be very unhappy about getting married, and I received so much money by myself, and now there is one more, and there are many maids!
Later, I knew that Wang Yuhe had money, so I was not so resistant.
This is also the reason why he didn't pay so much attention to Wang Yuhe at the beginning.
Now that he is beginning to reflect, many things have turned his outlook on life upside down, and it will take him a while to accept it.
This is not easy for him, which is tantamount to overturning his entire life, including his parents' love for him.
Wang Yuhe had already reorganized his mood and started reading again.
Yan'er quietly glanced at Wang Yuhe's face and found that her complexion was really calm, and her heart was a little calm.
Xiu'er's heart was heavy, she saw the coldness and determination under this calm face.
Xiu'er thinks that her uncle's problem is really annoying, but it's not unacceptable, aren't men born to be lustful, which man in the world is not lustful!
One more woman in the backyard is more, and ten more is more, what's the difference?
Uncle's appearance is too easy for the little girl to like, even if he doesn't think about it, there will be women who want to lean up.
And Wang Yuhe believes that since a person is married, he should take care of his wife's face and thoughts.
Later, when he was resting halfway, Han Lei found a girl to go to class, and he moved his muscles and bones to Wang Yu's carriage while moving his muscles.
Although Wang Yuhe didn't want to see him very much, he couldn't stand Han Lei from giving up his face and moving forward with a hippie smile.
Wang Yuhe thought to himself, let him go! Anyway, it didn't take long to arrive in the capital, even if it was enough to move directly to the house in Changxingfang in the name of filial piety.
Han Lei was very quiet in the carriage this time, and he didn't paint anymore, let alone mention the begonias.
This made Wang Yuhe feel a lot quieter, as long as he turned a blind eye to him, he could be regarded as an extra ornament in the carriage and squeezed a little.
Although Han Lei didn't say a word, his mind always echoed what Wang Zhi said that day, and he suddenly wanted to see Wang Yuhe's heroic posture galloping on his horse.
But now he only dares to think about it, Wang Yuhe is obviously still angry, and he still wants to stay in the carriage honestly, and he doesn't dare to touch his head.
Staying in the inn that night, Han Lei was still thinking about these things, Wang Yuhe praised the sky, and he didn't know if it was true or not.
Why would such an excellent woman marry herself?
There is still a lot of evidence that Wang Yuhe is an extremely smart woman, why doesn't she care about the marriage of the two people?
He really didn't understand, so he thought about it and fell asleep.
Wang Zhiyan smiled coldly these days, came to his house, and asked some facts about Wang Yuhe's childhood, and thought that he would definitely come back tonight, but who knew that he didn't come back in the middle of the night.
Haitang is not very peaceful at all, because it is not clear whether her identity is a maid or a room, so no one cares about her when she gets out of the carriage.
This convoy belongs to the Wang family, and her heart is naturally towards Wang Yuhe, so she is not very friendly to this girl who wants to follow her uncle and act boldly, she asks why others ignore her.
Seeing the appearance of the people, Haitang was also very annoyed in her heart, and she didn't deal with them anymore, and directly approached the inn Xiaoer, knowing which room Han Lei lived in, and personally brought tea to send it.
I really didn't expect Han Lei to sleep so early and so deeply today, almost waking up the entire floor, and Han Lei replied in a daze that he had fallen asleep.
This incident made Begonia a laughing stock again. The little girl cried with tears and tears, so she was not aggrieved.
Wang Yuhe smiled coldly, but she was also a little puzzled, didn't this girl know that she was still in the midst of filial piety?
The next day, Begonia was much more honest.
It will take a day and a half to wait for the carriage to enter the capital, and Wang Zhi wants to return to Beijing in advance to ask Wang Yuhe for instructions.
"Let Xiao Ding go back to do some work first," Wang Yuhe felt a little uneasy, and he didn't stop the night before he entered Beijing last time, "The people in this convoy are all pointing to you to make up their minds, and they must not be able to count on him." ”
Although Han Lei has been working hard to consult with Wang Zhi, his experience and ability cannot be made up overnight.
This team, old and young, can't count on a novice who is not enough for half-baking.
"Xiao Ding also lacks experience, but it's no problem to go back and spread the word." Wang Yuhe said.
Wang Zhi felt that it made sense, so he nodded: "What Miss said is, I will let Xiao Ding prepare, and let him come over to listen to the instructions first." ”
"Okay."
Wang Zhi went to find Xiao Ding, and took him to Wang Yuhe after giving him an order.
"Your legs are fast, work hard for a while, rest and rest, run to the front, stay by yourself, and go back to Beijing early tomorrow morning to inform the family of the good student arrangements." Wang Yuhe instructed.
Xiao Ding nodded and said, "Yes, Miss." ”
Wang Yuhe pondered for a while, and then said a few more words.
A fast horse was separated from the convoy, and Xiao Ding carried a package and galloped away.
Han Lei came over and asked, "Where did Xiao Ding go?" ”
Wang Yuhe didn't bother to pay attention to him, yawned and went back to the team to rest temporarily, Wang Zhi had no choice but to say: "Because it's almost there, Miss asked him to go back to do some first." ”
Han Lei said strangely: "What is there to do?" ”
Wang Zhi said patiently: "If it is usual, it depends on what time it will come, and arrange food and accommodation." This time it's not just room and board, but also a few more people, such as my mother, such as... Begonia girl, this needs to be arranged in advance and so on. ”
Han Lei nodded, not feeling embarrassed or absent-minded at all because of the matter of Begonia.
Suddenly, he leaned closer and asked Wang Zhi in a low voice, "What kind of man does your young lady like?" ”
Wang Zhi stared suddenly, frowned, and said, "Uncle, what do you mean by this?" ”
Han Lei said: "I just want to know what kind of man she likes and what she likes..."
Han Lei stared at Wang Yuhe's relaxed appearance when he was resting in the convoy and next to the carriage, and did not notice Wang Zhi's scrutinizing and suspicious eyes.
"Miss has a wide range of hobbies, as for what kind of man she likes, it's not an idea that a woman should have, and Miss doesn't have either."
Wang Zhi replied cautiously.
"It's not..."Han Lei couldn't take his eyes off Wang Yuhe's smile, and said: "I mean what kind of fantasy did she have about her future husband before she got married!" ”
This question is really not serious, but Wang Zhi can see that he really wants to know, and there is no malice, so he suppressed his dissatisfaction and said coldly: "Before getting married, Miss has been living in the garden, and she has not been in contact with foreign men, and I don't know what Miss is thinking." Uncle is asking the wrong person, besides, this kind of question is too frivolous for a woman who marries you and abides by women's morals, please pay attention to your uncle in the future, don't inadvertently ruin the image and reputation of the young lady! ”
With that, Wang Zhi turned around and left.
Han Lei was stunned, was his words very frivolous? Obviously just out of curiosity, what kind of man would such a talented woman like, and whether she meets her imagination.
It turned out that his way of speaking was frivolous, so he kept peaching flowers?
Therefore, Han Lei only felt that he had always been very passive towards women, and it was only when the woman expressed her favor that he accepted it.
It turns out that he is inadvertently flirting without knowing it.
Is this your own problem, or... For the sake of being raised?
Sometimes once the seeds of doubt are planted, they will become a snake, and any mistake will give rise to doubts, whether the other party's ulterior motives have caused the current self and made it into this situation.
Aren't you too stupid!
Such a good wife, such a strong backing!
Lost... Or on the verge of loss, only to wake up to the fact that what I have always regarded as a broom is actually a priceless treasure.
Thinking about this clearly, Han Lei suddenly thought of Wang Zhi's words, Wang Yuhe's daughter's family as a courteous woman, the most intimate before marriage is the personal ring!
So, he set his sights on Yan'er.
Xiu'er basically doesn't leave Wang Yuhe, but Yan'er goes to Aunt Wang every day to offer her courtesy.
In this way, when Han Lei suddenly remembered that he wanted Yan'er to have a room, Wang Yuhe said that Yan'er's family was given a kiss, could it be that he was tricked?
However, if it was really tricked to him, he would be happy at this time, after all, this is a sign of jealousy, right!
"Yan'er, come over here, my uncle has something to ask you." Han Lei watched Yan'er's whereabouts, and finally found Yan'er's chance to be alone at the inn where he stayed.
Yan'er is just a flash, why doesn't this uncle have bad intentions!
Seeing that Yan'er didn't move, Han Lei frowned and beckoned, "Hurry up!" ”
Yan'er looked around slowly, and suddenly found Wang Zhi around the corner, her eyes lit up, Wang Zhi nodded slightly, and she followed Han Lei for a distance, standing in a remote corner.
Wang Zhi followed quietly, this uncle won't stir up trouble at this time!
Because of Wang Zhi's approval, Yan'er was no longer afraid, so she asked, "What does my uncle have to ask?" ”
Han Lei looked left and right, lowered his voice and said, "I want to ask you, what did your young lady think of me before she got married?" ”
Yan'er was stunned for a moment, and then wondered: "What does my uncle mean by asking?" ”
"That is, what is your young lady's attitude towards this family affair, and what expectations does she have for me, or for her future husband?"
Yan'er suddenly had a hellish expression on her face, thinking to herself if this is still her uncle...