Chapter 16: Sympathy of Mercy
Shen Mo.
These two words contain too many emotions.
It's even more gentle.
The corners of my mouth twitched.
Purely instinctively, I stopped moving on.
At this moment, I wanted to look back at Wei Xi, and then return to her side and push Wu Lei and Chen Xu away.
I'm going to look at them with confidence and say to them, "I'm here enough."
But I didn't do that, and I didn't dare to do that.
I'm afraid things are going in the worst direction.
I was even more afraid that after I said those words, I would be rejected by Wei Xi.
What if, Chen Xu is really important to Wei Xi?
At that point, I'm afraid I'll be even more devastated.
That's the last thing I want!
Without looking back, I picked up my pace and quickly walked out of the classroom.
At this moment, the whole campus was empty, and I hung my head and walked slowly on the campus path.
The dim street lamp stretched my shadow for a long, long time.
In a trance, a gust of evening breeze blew and poured down my cuffs into my whole body, and I couldn't help but shiver.
At this moment, I could no longer control my emotions.
is like an open wooden box, all the precipitated grievances, at this moment, all poured out and exploded.
What Lin Xingchen said is right after all, I am just a pug, and I don't deserve sympathy at all.
I can't protect Wei Xi at all!
Compared to Chen Xu, I am nothing!
However, why does everything in Wei Xi have a relationship with me. Because of Wei Xi, my life has been full of holes, and I don't even have the motivation to study.
I obviously promised Aunt Shen that I would study hard and become a person who can give back to society in the future.
But now, even I don't see any hope in myself!
What face do I have to live in this world!
Pain, heart-rending pain! Indescribable pain!
My heart was twitching so badly, the pain was so intense that I was about to breathe.
I crouched down and breathed heavily, calming my emotions.
It wasn't until my nails were deeply embedded in my flesh that my emotions calmed down.
When I came back to my senses, the lights had gone out in the entire dormitory building, and the never-ending darkness, like a giant mouth of an abyss, was slowly approaching me.
The evening breeze blew, and I couldn't help but shiver, hugged myself tightly, and trotted in the direction of the dormitory building.
In a trance, I suddenly saw a figure in front of me, slowly walking towards me.
"Shen Mo, I knew you were here."
My body shuddered!
It's a voice I'm all familiar with.
It's gentle, it's thoughtful, like the warm sun on a winter day, blending into my body and bathing me in the sun.
However, I was afraid of this voice, and I didn't want to continue to have a relationship with it.
I'm afraid I'm going to go crazy!
And, at this time, Wei Xi had already walked to my side.
Although her eye sockets were still a little red and swollen, the black eyes in her eye sockets were dappled with starlight.
"Here, I just bought it from outside the school, drink it while it's hot."
After speaking, Wei Xi stretched out his hand to me.
Judging by the packaging, it was a glass of hot milk.
I didn't refuse, enjoying the feeling of warm milk running down my throat and into my stomach, warm, comfortable, and pleasant.
Whenever I see Wei Xi, I always think of Lin Xingchen's words, and I think of the night I went to Cross Lane with Fang Zhixiang.
I never believed that Wei Xi was such a woman.
I know very well in my heart that Wei Xi's nature is not bad.
However, the facts are already in front of me.
I couldn't convince myself at all!
"Shen Mo, I came today because I want to tell you something."
After a brief silence, Wei Xi suddenly stopped his steps and turned to look at me.
I noticed that her eyes were determined.
That's a look that only comes after careful consideration!
In a trance, I seemed to have guessed the approximate situation.
I didn't speak, and let her continue.
"Shen Mo, from now on, you don't want to enter my life again. Lin Xingchen is right, I'm just using you. And my previous concern for you was all pity for you. Even giving you this glass of milk now is my mercy to you. Shen Mo, do you understand! ”
After listening to Wei Xi's words, I felt that my whole brain was already blank, and I no longer had any thoughts.
It was as if thousands of ants had crawled on top of me and gnawed at my body.
I thought that Wei Xi would tell me everything, but what I never expected was that Wei Xi would tell me the whole truth in this tone and way!
Wei Xi's eyes were so firm, without any hesitation, let alone mud and water.
It's kind of just crisp, it's her determination.
That's obviously a serious look, Wei Xi didn't lie to me!
At this moment, I was like a piece of rotten wood, stunned in place.
Without any thoughts, without any thoughts, I could only accept what was happening.
I felt like I was a fool and didn't have my own opinions!
It's like a dirty ball, being kicked around by others, and I'm always following their thoughts and living carefully.
Fake, all fake!
All of this was pretended by Wei Xi!
My hands trembled terribly, and the black eyes in my eyes were also staring at Wei Xi.
I slapped the unfinished glass of milk on Wei Xi's body.
"What the hell do you think of me! Am I so worthless in your eyes! Why are you treating me like this! Where the hell did I provoke you, why! ”
At this moment, I was desperate, deeply hopeless.
I breathed rapidly, but with each breath, it felt like thousands of steel needles had pierced my lungs.
Indescribable pain!
I don't know if it's because I'm dazzled, but at the moment when my words fell, I seemed to see Wei Xi's eyes tremble unnaturally, revealing complicated emotions.
But, in the next second, this gaze quickly dissipated, as if it had never appeared.
"Yes, that's right, I just look down on you! Just because you're a wreck! I'm good to you, just because I pity you. You, on the other hand, are self-righteous and think I like you. Shen Mo, let me tell you, impossible, I, Wei Xi, will never like you in my life! ”
Wei Xi shouted at me, her emotions became more and more excited, and even her eyes were already filled with tears.
Then, without looking back, she turned around and took a step.
From beginning to end, I stayed where I was, staring closely at her back until Wei Xi's figure completely disappeared into the deepest part of the darkness.
The never-ending feeling of emptiness instantly spread to my entire body......