Chapter 199: Identities return, and they don't owe each other
The snowflakes are falling, falling leisurely.
A slender jade hand stretched out of the window, catching a few snowflakes that were slowly falling in the palm of his hand, and at the same time, a line of sight fell lightly on it. The snowflakes in the palm of the palm were instantly infected by the confusion, sadness and various complex emotions in the sight, and turned into drops of water, as if the other party wanted to shed tears but never shed, and as if she wanted to turn into water to wash away the owner's heart-wrenching sorrow.
"Mother, it's time. The old lady came to please. A female voice sounded behind her, causing her to withdraw her hand and turn her head to look at the person who spoke up.
When she looked back, in an instant, the sky and the earth were pale. Between her slightly furrowed brows, there is a faint sorrow that cannot be dissolved, and people can't wait to do everything possible to erase it for her, even if it is to give up their lives.
Even though they had been serving her for a long time, the maids who were waiting in the house still couldn't recover from her appearance, and they all lost their minds for a while.
No matter how many times I watch it, I still feel that it is so beautiful!
The woman had long been accustomed to the situation in front of her, and her long eyelashes like a fan moved, as if she could talk and look at the maidservant in front of her, waiting for her to come back to her senses.
Stared at by such intoxicating eyes, the first-class maid who was waiting close to her found that she had lost her temper, hurriedly remedied, and said again: "Niangniang, the time is up." The old lady came to please. ”
"Is Miss ready?" The person is beautiful, the voice is not inferior, like a pearl falling on a jade plate, melodious and beautiful, making people's ears feel drunk.
"I'm ready, I'm already waiting outside." The maidservant hurriedly stepped forward to help the woman who had already gotten up, and then followed her closely and went with her.
When the woman came out of the back room, she saw her little daughter sitting upright, and her eyes instantly softened. Then, the little daughter, who received the rules, slowly walked towards the destination.
The woman glanced at the little daughter who was holding hands with her without a trace, and remembered that her words and deeds were not only not half vulgar, but polite, and her gestures were even more standardized than those of her cousins, which made people think of her origin, so she couldn't help but sigh in her heart, and her thoughts drifted into the distance.
I don't know whether to thank or say that fate is just like this, if it weren't for the fact that in the past half a year, the Li family listened to Mu Xixi's words for "Haoyu", and learned the rules one by one.
But now, after learning the rules for more than half a year, there was an accident, and she returned to the family with herself, which saved a lot of things, which was beneficial to Qinqing itself, and no one would look down on her, at least on the surface.
Yang Yunniang, no, Shen Xueru, who has now recovered her identity, took Li Jingqing's hand and walked forward slowly, every scene and thing around her is familiar and unfamiliar to her, familiar because she grew up here, and strange is that she has been away for more than ten years.
For so many years, she has been immersed in sadness, but whenever there is a little thing, she can't help but want to cry, because she only feels that her life is bitter and she only feels unwilling.
Now that I think about it, is my life miserable? Not willing to do what?
She was born in the largest family of scholars in the Kingdom of Heavenly Oracle, her great-grandfather is the emperor of today's saints, her grandfather is the first person under the Lord Si Zheng, the master of the text, the master of the world, the master of the world, and even the teacher who teaches His Royal Highness the Prince, and her father is the leader of all literati.
Since she was born, she has been the most precious pearl of the Shen family, loved by her ancestors, petted by her father and mother, protected by her brothers and sisters, and protected by Brother Yan since she was a child, she is extremely noble, but because of this, she is very squeamish and naïve.
It stands to reason that a squeamish and naïve person like her is not suitable to be a princess at all, but she can't stand Brother Yan, he works too hard, too good, so good that the emperor is relieved and agrees to his marriage to her.
A couple for a lifetime, that is the oath between her and Brother Yan. In order to marry her, he worked very hard, and in order to be worthy of him, she was also working hard.
However, since the beginning of her life, she just went to the house of her grandmother Yang, who was said to be sick, before she was married, and on the way she encountered the dead soldiers who chased and killed her, so that the people who guarded her around were killed and injured.
It stands to reason that she should have committed suicide to preserve her chastity due to her background and education since she was a child, but she met a fool like Tugen.
Although he married himself, he never touched a finger of her.
At that time, she still thought that her innocence was still there, and one day, she would be able to be found back by Brother Yan and stay with her for the rest of her life. Because of that unrealistic expectation, she did not commit suicide, but chose to live, but when she was a teenager, she suffered this catastrophe like a frightened rabbit, but whenever there was a little thing, it could make her cry.
Tugen takes care of her carefully, and she is constantly looking for opportunities to pass on her location to Brother Yan, but she hears the news of his wedding. Disheartened, she and Tugen returned to Dali Village and lived in that quiet mountain village.
was going to be a fake couple with Tugen, until she heard the news that Brother Yan had an heir.
broke her heart and completely gave up the idea of going back, so she and that man really became husband and wife by mistake and gave birth to Haoyue.
Tugen, that man, she can't stand him...... Because of her, she never loved him.
He spoiled himself very much, as if he held it in the palm of his hand, and did everything he could to give himself the best. The Li family is also very tolerant of themselves, and the people of Dali Village get along very well, but she is from a different background from him after all, and there is a gap between the two people that is difficult to match.
Tugen also knew this fact, and even ashamed of himself, so he always found various reasons and was often not at home. Not having to spend days and nights with it, no one knows how relieved she was.
The days are dull, her son is excellent, and she tends to be calm and lives such a life with peace of mind. It's just that all of this has hurt Tugen after all, and after a drunken time, he cried to her about his heart, because he felt guilty about him, and that time, she was with him again.
I don't know how God arranged it, the only two times, she was pregnant every time, so there were Haoyu and Qinqing again.
Just when she thought that her life was like this, and her mind was on her children, God joked with her again.
Brother Yan found her and killed Tugen.
Every time she thought of that scene, Shen Xueru was extremely uncomfortable, but she thought that Yu Shanyan said that when he left, Tugen was still alive, so she recalled that he often said in front of his son that he had survived on the battlefield that year, and remembered that his heart was different from ordinary people, and there happened to be Fu Doctor Mu Xixi by his side, so she felt that he might still be alive, but she didn't dare to say to Yu Shanyan, for fear that after he knew, he would want to send someone to hunt down Tugen, so let him think that Tugen was dead.
As for Haoyue and Haoyu, listening to Brother Yan's meaning, he didn't know that he also gave birth to two sons for Tugen, in this regard, she told Li Jingqing not to talk about her brother.
This kid is smart, and he knows that he has arrived in a different place than before, and so far, Haoyue has not exposed their existence.
Haoyue's martial arts are high, she is not worried about how he will survive, and "Haoyu" is ...... In fact, that child is probably not her Haoyu......
Because that kid was so good.
Her Haoyue is intelligent, but she is also like an unpolished jade, with the rustic atmosphere of the countryside, only when she met that child, she was completely like a polished jade, transformed into a long and flawless one.
Therefore, the man who is Tugen actually can't stand her...... He hid that he knew the group of people who had caught her, the group of people who finally changed her fate, and also concealed his acquaintance with her, which was actually arranged by that group, and even more so that her Haoyu was missing.
All this, she just never said she knew.
Shen Xueru's footsteps stopped, and she stood outside the room where the Shen family held a banquet, and through the curtain, she seemed to be looking at the people inside, but she actually remembered a conversation between her and the child.
It was she who told her past in a story, and assumed that the woman in the story reunited with her lover, and then she asked "him", what should the woman choose?
"You can choose how you want, as long as you don't regret it, and you are willing to bear the consequences of your choice." At that time, the little toddler said this indifferently, looking at her eyes, there was no deep meaning.
Yes, you can choose whatever you want, as long as you don't regret it.
She and Tugen, both owe each other, but both make up for each other.
From now on, she is no longer Yang Yunniang of Dali Village, but Shen Xueru of the Shen family, the princess of the Heavenly Decree Kingdom.
She took that step, crossed the threshold, entered the house, and appeared before all the people for the first time since she returned.
That face, the years are extremely generous, and it has not left half a trace, and it is still beautiful and unique, only adding to the charm of maturity.
This time, she wanted to know who had reached out to her the knife and changed the fate of her life.
So, thank you to that child, in the past half a year, the stories that Mu Xixi has read, those invisible battles in the harem and backhouse, have made her touch a different world.