Chapter 8: The Child Dies

"Quick, take care of the princess!" I shouted with all my might. The group escorted Hu Rouan away, leaving only an old mother to take care of me. She scrubbed me clean, and I said, "Bring the baby to me and show me, is it a boy or a girl?" But she said: "The child has been handed over to the nurse to take care of, madam, you should have a good rest first, everyone is busy taking care of the princess giving birth at the moment, and there is not enough manpower, so I will bring you tomorrow." I thought about it too, and went to sleep.

I fell asleep, and in my dream I came to a dark place, where the smoke was filled, and I couldn't see my fingers, and I stumbled and fumbled, and there was the sound of a baby crying, but the sound was so faint. I reached out to reach for it, but the voice was getting farther and farther away...... "Child...... My child ......" I cried out in desolation, but there was no response......

I sat up suddenly, it was already dawn, but the room was so dark, and the stove was extinguished, why was it so cold? "Is anyone there?" I shouted. I shouted for a long time, and finally the old mother came yesterday. "Madame, I'm sorry, everyone went to take care of the princess, and forgot to add firewood to you. Slave and maid, this will be added to you. ”

"The princess gave birth?" "Back to Mrs. Hui's words, I gave birth, and I am a son! This prince will not be able to inherit the throne in the future, and the gold is expensive! ”

"Great!" I'm really happy for Hu Rou'an.

"Mom, go and bring my baby over now! I haven't met him yet? Is he a boy or a girl? "This ...... This ......" she refused to go, and I asked, "What's wrong?" ”

She was quite embarrassed and said, "Madame, don't ask, take good care of your body, and you can still get pregnant in the future." "What? What did you say? ”

I jumped out of bed all at once, I was a quick-tempered person, "What did you say?" That kid has always been fine, why do you say that? ”

"Madam, your child died not long after birth because it took too long to give birth......"

"You talk nonsense, I heard him crying, he was fine yesterday, how could it be?" I grabbed her by the collar.

"Madam, don't be like this, it was you who couldn't do it yourself, which led to the death of the child for too long, don't blame me!"

"You talk nonsense! You are talking nonsense! I'm going to ask Hu Rouan. ”

I stumbled out and rushed to Hu Rouan's house, but everyone didn't let me in, saying that they were afraid that I would bump into the princess and the little prince. I shouted outside the door: "Sister, sister, they say my child is dead, I don't believe it, I don't believe it, is it true?" ”

Not long after, Hu Rou'an's close old mother came out, she said: "Madam, the princess has just woken up after giving birth to the little prince, and she can't hear you crying here." Besides, what if I really collide with the princess and the little prince? You also know that the princess has done her best to you, if she hadn't accompanied you, how could the princess have a difficult birth. Your child is indeed dead, and the slave has seen it with her own eyes. I didn't tell you for fear that you would be sad. It's cold right now, and you've just finished giving birth, so let's go back and have a good rest! After saying that, she went into the house without looking back.

"This can't be, this can't be! My child I worked so hard to give birth to him, why did I die without even seeing him, this is impossible, even if he dies, I want to see him, you bring him and bring him! I shouted hoarsely. The people around me looked at me, shook their heads, and left.

"Take me to him, please!" I begged. No one paid any attention to me. I stumbled out and was going to look for my kids. It was winter, and there was snowflakes in the sky, which reminded me of the snow that had fallen in my car accident in that life. At that time, I was in the north, and the snow in the north was heavy, like goose feathers, and it was a large patch on my body. And the snow in the south is smiling with rain, soft and soft, and as soon as it falls on the body, it melts completely, invades the clothes, and makes people cold to the bone.

I just walked aimlessly, my lower body still hurt, but the pain was not as good as the pain in my heart, "My child, my child......"

I don't know how long I walked, I didn't have any strength at all, I sat on the ground, wearing a thin middle coat, "God, why do you treat me like this?" I looked up at the sky and screamed frantically until I fainted......

When I woke up, I found myself in a dilapidated house, but my body was covered with a thick quilt, and the stove next to me was burned red and red, which made people feel warm inexplicably.

"Sir, are you awake?" It was the clouds that came in, and it turned out to be her home. "Drink some millet porridge to warm up!"

"Cloud ......"

"Hmm."

I sat up and stretched out my arms to hold the cloud in my arms.

"Mr. Woman, you cry, just cry?" "But I can't cry......" I looked at the ground with two empty eyes......

At this moment, the clouds suddenly pinched me hard. "Ah......" "Hehe, you will cry when it hurts."

"Silly boy, you know what? If people are so sad that they can't cry......"

"My mother said that in this life, there is no obstacle that cannot be passed, and it will always be good."

"Don't call me Mr. Daughter in the future, call me sister."

"Okay, sister." Yun Duo replied happily, and she carried a bowl of millet porridge and fed me spoonful by spoonful. My eyes moistened, and in this distant time and space, I felt a tremendous warmth from this girl's body.

Many years later, I thought that if it weren't for the red stove back then, if it weren't for that bowl of hot millet porridge, my Zang Qing'er might have disappeared in this dynasty!

Later, when I was better, the clouds carried me to the stockade. When I saw Hu Rou'an, she anxiously asked me where I had gone, saying that she was dying. I can't explain why, but her son is alive and my child is dead, and I am very reluctant to face her.

The clouds made a decision, she said she wanted to follow me. Her father died at an early age, and his mother took her to remarry into a family, and her stepfather was a heavy drinker, and he beat and scolded them at every turn. As she grew older, the way her stepfather looked at her became more and more frightening, and sometimes even took advantage of her mother's absence. Her mother also noticed that something was wrong, and she begged me to take the clouds away. She knelt down in front of me: "Madam, I see that you are a kind person. My clouds will be entrusted to you, if she is ugly and vulgar, it will be fine, but she is so lovely, I really can't bear to let her be defiled, please take her away. I don't want her to be rich and rich, as long as she can be safe, you can find her an ordinary family in the future, and she can live. "The love of parents and children has far-reaching plans, and they pity the hearts of parents all over the world.

"But I'm a master who can't protect myself." I say.

"Madam, everyone knows that the prince pities you, and with the protection of the prince, you will definitely be rich."

I saw that the clouds were pitiful and could not resist them, so I agreed.

After returning to the village, Hu Rouan came several times and advised me not to take in the clouds. She said, "Sister, you are simple-minded, don't be used by others, sister, I am a few years older than you, so I am naturally more transparent than you." ”

"Sister, you better have a good confinement! The clouds are my people, don't worry about you. Hu Rouan nodded and said no more.

I secretly sent the clouds to inquire if anyone had gone out to bury the child on the day I gave birth, and to this day I still do not believe that the child will die.

Yun Duo later came back and said that someone did see that on the day I gave birth, a few old mothers went to the back mountain with a swaddling baby. said that the child didn't cry at all, so he should be out of breath.

My heart felt like I had fallen into an ice cellar, and it seemed to be true!

After that, I locked myself in my room, didn't go anywhere, and rarely spoke.