The sharp and cold eyes suddenly opened, but Ning Qingyue's voice came from Li Song's ears.

The scars on his back were very ugly, white and scab-colored, and at a glance he knew that these scars had been some years.

Ning Qingyue's eyes trembled, and she said incredulously: "Where did these scars come from?" ”

Suddenly hearing her voice, the cold color in his eyes disappeared in an instant, and on the contrary, Li Song's eyes gradually softened.

He chuckled softly, "How did you get in?" ”

"Can't I come in and rub your back?" Ning Qingyue pouted and asked.

Li Song reached out and grabbed her slender wrist with amusement, and dragged her to his eyes.

"It's good to let someone do this kind of trivial thing, why do you have to do it yourself?" Li Song's eyes were burning on Ning Qingyue's face, and there was a happy smile on the corner of his lips.

Ning Qingyue was a little weak-hearted, her eyes flashed slightly, and she was a little annoyed that the question he asked was too direct.

After thinking for a while, Ning Qingyue pouted and said displeasedly: "If you don't like it, I'll just go." ”

Ning Qingyue pretended to leave, but she didn't want Li Song's strength to be a little heavier, and as soon as she turned around, she was dragged back by Li Song.

"Who said I don't like it, Fushu is jealous of me, and my heart is happy tight." Li Song laughed teasingly.

Ning Qingyue lowered her eyes, her cheeks were crimson, and her rosy and full lips pursed and said, "Whoever is jealous, I don't have ......"

Joke, she is a dignified princess, and she will be jealous of those servant girls who serve Li Song? Then she was too cautious.

Li Song looked at Ning Qingyue with a smile on his face, Ning Qingyue was anxious, and immediately raised his eyes and asked, "Why do you always look at me?" ”

Li Songjian raised his eyebrows, and said, "Didn't you say that you were going to come and rub my back, what are you doing here?" ”

Ning Qingyue hurriedly shook off Li Song's hand, and said while walking behind him: "Who is here, obviously you are holding on to me and not letting go." ”

After saying that, she really helped Li Song rub his back.

Li Song sat in the bathtub and closed his eyes comfortably, bathing is a relaxing process, most of this time, the body will be very comfortable under the soaking of hot water.

Of course, this time in the bath, Li Song not only felt comfortable in his body, but also in his heart.

While waiting for Li Song to bathe, Ning Qingyue's mind would always flash the words that the Queen Mother had said to her.

In this way, Ning Qingyue was even more curious about Li Song's biological mother, Concubine Yun.

She thought about it, but finally said truthfully: "Actually, today in Xiangning Palace, the Queen Mother told me something about my mother's concubine. ”

Suddenly hearing this, Li Song's body stiffened slightly, and feeling his changes, Ning Qingyue's heart subconsciously proclaimed.

"I've been married to you for so long, except for you telling me that the jade pendant was given by your mother, you haven't told me anything else about your mother's concubine......" Ning Qingyue said a little nervously.

After being silent for a long time, Li Song said lightly: "Do you want to know about the concubine?" ”

Ning Qingyue said again: "Naturally, the more people you care about, the more you hide in your heart and don't tell others, of course, you don't have to tell me, but, Zide, you are my husband, I want to know anything related to you, I want to know what kind of person my mother is, I want to know what kind of person my husband is." ”

The corners of Li Song's lips were slightly hooked, but the smile on his face was a little cold.

He smiled and said: "Fu Shu can know, why do I have been reluctant to marry a wife when I have passed the year of my reign, and why I don't touch women?" ”

Ning Qingyue's face stiffened slightly, it was understandable that she didn't want to marry a wife, after all, it was completely the emperor's will for her to marry into King Mu's mansion, and Li Song didn't seem to be willing to marry her at first.

Just don't touch women......

Seeing that Ning Qingyue didn't speak, Li Song smiled and said: "You heard it right, whether it is Mrs. Rou or Mrs. Cha or Mrs. Wan, or even all the women in the backyard of King Mu's mansion, even the Chunfeng Building where I often go, I have indeed never touched any woman." ”

Ning Qingyue frowned, she is thirty years old and has never touched a woman? Did he really think she was a deceitful?

"What you said seems to be a bit too fanciful." Ning Qingyue said.

Li Song said: "I know you won't believe my words, but I really haven't touched them, it's not that I'm not interested in women, but every time I see a woman in front of me who is disheveled, or unclothed, I always think of some bad things, those things are in the depths of my memory, and from time to time they jump out to make my emotions out of control, and at that time, I can't help but order those women to be killed." ”

Ning Qingyue's hands trembled a little, so why did she mention killing people in a dignified manner......

Li Song continued: "The mother concubine was forcibly included in the palace by her father, the mother concubine is stubborn, although she loves her father, she is unwilling to enter the palace to share the same husband with all the women in the harem, so after she was forcibly accepted into the palace by her father, she has not been happy for a day." ”

"A place like the palace is not suitable for the survival of the mother concubine at all, in order to make up for her, the father and the emperor make her the cloud concubine of the harem, but because she is from a humble background, there is no power to rely on, the more she gets the favor of her father, the more she becomes a thorn in the side of the entire harem woman, and the most important thing is that even if the mother concubine is the queen of the harem, she is not happy at all, she wants a couple for a lifetime, her father can't give her, she will snub her father, but she is a woman, how can she withstand her father's demand?"

Speaking of this, Li Song fell into the most painful and gloomy memories of his childhood.

He continued: "I am the child conceived by my father and the emperor, and the persecution of the harem women drove the mother crazy, and she would be sick two or three times a month, once, I happened to see my father forcibly pampering her, she was in pain and hideous, and every time I thought of that memory, I would not be able to control my emotions, and then my mother was sick, and she would take out her anger at me, she would whip me with a whip, and deliberately burn me with a candle or boiling water, but every time she recovered her mind, she would hold me and cry, The crying liver and intestines are broken. ”

Li Song once thought that he would never be able to talk to anyone about this past, but he told Ning Qingyue.

Ning Qingyue almost couldn't believe that Li Song's childhood was so gloomy, her heart was pulled up fiercely, and her eyes were already full of mist, but she had been restraining her emotions and not letting herself collapse.

"I don't think she wants to hurt you, she just didn't know what she did when she was sick." Ning Qingyue's words were in a thick nasal voice, and after reluctantly saying these words, tears fell.

She secretly picked up a handkerchief and wiped the tears from the corners of her eyes, but listened to Li Song and said: "As long as the father and the emperor don't come, the mother concubine will hardly get sick, when she is not sick, she is really an extremely gentle mother, she will personally sew clothes and shoes and socks for me, and will make me some gadgets, when I am sick, she will guard my bedside every day, in my heart, she is the best mother in the world, so I never blame her for hurting me like that when she was sick." ”

In fact, Ning Qingyue understood very well why Concubine Yun went crazy and even hurt her own children, in fact, she should have replaced the so-called depression in modern times after entering the palace.

Depressed patients don't really want to hurt others, she just thinks it's better to die than to live, maybe at that time, Concubine Yun just wanted to die with her children, but she couldn't make up her mind, so she would hurt Li Song like that every time she was sick, and she would regret it when she woke up afterwards.

"When I was six years old, when I celebrated my birthday, my mother gave me a jade pendant, I was really happy at that time, but I never thought that a month later, my father once again forcibly pampered my mother, and my father left that night, and the mother's house was extremely quiet that night, but the next morning, there was news that the mother had committed suicide."

This is the tragedy of Concubine Yun, she loves the emperor Li Yuan deeply, but she was completely injured by the man she loved, and finally lost her life.

If she hadn't entered the palace, if Li Yuan had let her go, she might have spent her life peacefully outside the palace.

Li Song suddenly said: "Others say that the mother concubine committed suicide, but I have understood since I was a child that if it were not for my father, my mother would not have died. ”