Chapter 104: Drifting Hatred
Affectionate since ancient times, empty hatred. Good dreams are the easiest to wake up from.
It's hard to get rid of flowers? Poor flying flotsam is too floating.
Xiangchao Chajie Mandarin Duck Society. New sentence Jushu jade screen.
Not for parting has been broken. Tear stains are also full of old shirts.
Afterglow of the west wind. Revert to one 's origin. The green leaves of the trees withered and crushed into the dust. Only the bare branches are left to swing in the wind.
Listen to the rain building.
Gu Yanzhao's hand shaking slightly. The pitch-black ink made a long stroke on the rice paper. His eyes widened, "What did you say?"
Zhixiang said: "I also heard what the master said yesterday. Son. Miss Shen did that to you. She deserves to be at this point now. Who let her cling to the powerful. Single-mindedly vying for favor."
Gu Yanzhao stared blankly at the long strokes on the paper. Zhixiang said to herself: "With so many women to fight for a man, how can you marry a son and you will be happy. She doesn't know what to do. It is also the sky that has eyes. Took back this child......"
"Shut up." Gu Yanzhao slapped the pen on the rice paper with all his might. Zhixiang only heard a "snap". Taken aback. saw that Gu Yanzhao had already walked out. Hurriedly chased after him: "Childe. Where are you going?"
"I'm going to see her......" Gu said. But the steps under his feet did not stop for a moment.
"Childe ......" Zhixiang was shocked.
Out of the weeping flower gate. I saw Zhishan coming towards me. Zhishan stood in front of him. Ask, "Where are you going?"
"Get out of the way."
Zhishan still held her arms: "Where are you going?"
Gu Yanzhao waved her arm away. Zhishan grabbed his arm. Stubbornly said, "I know where you're going. Don't go."
"Let go." Gu Yanzhao said coldly.
"Don't let go." Zhishan met his gaze.
Gu Yanzhao broke away with a force. Zhi Shan shouted, "Gu Yanzhao."
Gu Yanzhao's steps were slightly paused. Zhishan said, "I knew you were going to see her...... But you can't go...... She lives in the Forbidden City. She is the emperor's woman. Gu Yanzhao. Are you really going to die?"
Gu Yanzhao was silent. Zhishan walked up to him. Look at him. He said softly, "I beg you to be okay. Forget about her...... She doesn't belong to you......"
"I just want to see her from afar......" Gu Yanzhao looked at her. Said word by word.
"Hehe......" Zhishan suddenly laughed. Look at her from afar. Gu Yanzhao. She's so far away from you. But I'm right in front of you. As long as you're willing to look down and you can see me. Why don't you bow your head?"
"My affection for you. You never see it. You only have her in your heart. Only her. When did you care about my feelings?"
Tears of laughter flowed from her eyes." When you think about her. Have you ever thought I'd be sad. When you read her. Have you ever thought I'd be distressed?"
"Zhishan......" Gu Yanzhao saw her like this. My heart is also full of pity and pain.
"You won't. Of course you won't. It's always been wishful thinking on my ......."
"I'm a woman. In this way, the heart is revealed to you. This pesters you regardless of your identity and face. Why aren't you moved in the slightest?"
Zhishan looked at him with teary eyes. He also said, "Gu Yanzhao. You know why she's the way she is."
Gu Yanzhao's eyes flashed slightly. What do you want to say?"
"I'm going to find her. Tell her that the emperor wants you to die,......" Zhishan said.
Gu Yanzhao's pupils suddenly constricted. You ......"
Because of the anger, the whole body trembled slightly. Gu Yanzhao looked at her. but speechless. The sweet smell of undignified churning in his chest made him cough. He tried his best to suppress it, but he still couldn't suppress the tension of his body. A heart-rending cough. Zhishan was distressed. stepped forward and patted him on the back and asked nervously, "Jing Han. You're all right. Don't be angry. It's all my bad ......."
"Where's the medicine...... Where is the medicine?" Asked eagerly.
Gu Yanzhao suddenly pushed her away. Coughing rapidly. The hand covering his lips trembled slightly, and he stretched it out, but he saw a pool of blood stains condensed in the palm of his hand. Zhishan was shocked. A trembling voice called: "Gu Yanzhao ......"
Gu Yanzhao stared blankly at the pool of blood stains in his palm. Clenched his palms. Raise your hand to wipe a few drops of blood from the corners of your lips. He whispered, "Miss, please go back."
"Jing Han is unwell. I'm sorry to send it away." After speaking. Turned around and walked back to the Listening Rain Building.
Fucha Zhishan quietly looked at his thin back. I can't come back to my senses for a long time.
Qiu Ruo gently wiped Su Yi's fingers with a hand towel. Yun Rou sighed on the side: "It's been four days. Why hasn't the master woken up?"
Qiu Ruo glanced at Su Yi's pale face. Shaking his head: "It's okay to fall asleep like this. There is no pain, no sorrow...... If you wake up. I'm afraid she won't be able to bear ......."
Yun Rou chimed in: "Yes...... The hard work of being pregnant for ten months ...... after all"
The words are still unfinished, but I can't bear to say them anymore. Outside, Lu Xiu lifted the curtain and walked in. said: "He's the prince side Fujin came to see the master."
Qiu Ruo and Yun Rou were busy preparing to go out to greet them. Apricot had already walked in.
Seeing Su Yi lying on the bed. A sour nose. Tears are almost falling.
They hadn't seen each other for a long time. How did she become like this?
His face was as pale as paper. The eye sockets are deeply sunken. The chin is getting sharper. Apricot sat slowly on the edge of the couch. muttered, "How can this be."
Qiu Ruo shook his head and said nothing.
Apricot took a breath. Hold back the tears that almost fell. Said: "Suyi...... You open your eyes and look at me. I'm Apricot. I'm here to see you're coming......"
The man in the bed is still asleep. Jet-black hair hanging down to my ears. Apricot stroked her cheek. Astringent voice: "I hurt you......"
"Suyi. You've got to get better......"
"It's me who can't stop you. If God wants to punish me, punish me. Why do I torture you like this?" Apricot burst into tears. Take a handkerchief and wipe your tears from your eyes.
Qiu Ruo said excitedly: "The master is awake."
"She moved." Yun Rou is also a joy.
Suyi's thick and slender eyelashes tremble slightly. Lips twitch slightly. Apricot nervously held her hand. Whispered: "Su Yi...... Suyi ......"
Su Yi finally opened her eyes slowly. But his eyes were blank. Apricot called eagerly from the sidelines. Her gaze shone brightly. muttered softly: "Apricot ......" voice was hoarse and weak.
Apricot held her hand tightly. Tears welled up in his eyes: "God forbid. You're finally awake."
Su Yi slowly raised her hand to touch her cheek, but there was no strength at all. I just feel sore. Apricot holds her hand. Su Yi saw her teary eyes and asked in a dumb voice, "Why are you crying?"
Apricot shook her head and wiped the tears from her face. I'm glad ...... You've slept for four days and finally woke up......"
"Four days ......," Su Yi muttered. The gaze touches the flat abdomen. Suddenly, he asked, "What about the child?"
Apricot and Autumn looked at each other. Yun Rou's face was also gloomy. Su Yi asked urgently, "What about my child...... Where is he?"
Qiu Ruo hung her head and wept. Xing'er also looked at Su Yi with a sad face. Su Yi struggled to get up. Apricot hurriedly held her down." Su Yi. Don't ...... that."
"Master...... You're too weak. Great loss of vitality. The doctor instructed you to take care of yourself. Otherwise......" Yun Rou said halfway through, but didn't say any more.
Su Yi grabbed Apricot's hand. Looking at her expectantly, "What about my child?"
Apricot shook her head. Suyi ...... You're still young. There will be a ...... of children in the future."
Su Yi stared at her blankly. Shaking his head in disbelief." You're lying to me......"
The fog under the eyes is accumulating more and more. He looked at Qiu Ruo with a sad face. Autumn ......"
Qiu Ruo's body trembled slightly. Looking up at Su Yi's tearful gaze. There was a slight pain in my heart. Her face was as pale as paper. His eyes were full of hope. Qiu Ruo bit her lip. The master ......, but he didn't know how to speak.
Su Yi's heart sank inch by inch. I didn't have the strength to grab Apricot anymore. His body trembled slightly. There was a constant surge of blood in his chest. She clutched at the hem of her dress. Biting his lip tightly. Until blood oozes from the corners of the lips. Xing'er cried: "Su Yi...... Don't you do that...... Please don't torture yourself......"
"It's all my fault. If I hadn't drugged it in Banzai's tea. You won't follow Banzai. It won't be what it is now. It's all my fault...... Suyi ...... You can hit me......" Xing'er looked at Su Yi pleadingly.
Su Yi only felt that the breath surging in her chest was difficult to suppress. Her body trembled like chaff. But suddenly he spat out a mouthful of blood. Qiu Ruo exclaimed: "Master......"
Xing'er looked up and saw that Su Yi had already fainted.
There was a void of darkness in front of me. And she was wrapped in layers of thick darkness. Can't break free. She just felt her body keep falling. It's as if you're about to fall into a bottomless abyss. She heard someone calling to herself. There was a burst of sounds. The voice is low and eager. She shook her head. But the voice grew clearer and clearer. Until she couldn't stand it anymore and slowly opened her eyes.
Hongli's dark eyes suddenly lit up." You're awake."
Su Yi stared at him blankly. Hongli stroked her cheek. called: "Su Yi ......"
Su Yi still looked at him quietly. Hongli's heart panicked. Her gaze was hollow, and there was not a glimmer of light. It was as if he was looking into some unknown void. Hongli called again: "Su Yi ......"
Su Yi is still unresponsive. Hongli was worried. The hand that held her was cold. He said in a deep voice, "Suyi. Don't you do that...... We will have children again ......"
Hearing the "child" Suyi's demeanor, there was a slight change. Slowly lowered her eyes to look at him. The voice was as thin as a gossamer: "Child."
Hongli nodded heavily. Su Yi smiled sadly. I will never have children again......"
"Su Yi ......" Hongli was shocked.
Su Yi's gaze fell on his face. "I hate you."
Hongli's face changed drastically. Shaking his head in pain: "No...... Suyi ...... You can't ......."
You can't do that to me......
Su Yi didn't say a word, just looked at him with a cold gaze. Hongli's voice was slightly hoarse: "I have already taken care of the booklet of the Ministry of Internal Affairs. In a few days, I will make you a concubine."
"Concubine?" Su Yi smiled mockingly. I'm not rare."
"Can a concubine's false name be exchanged for my child? Can I get my father's life back?"
Hongli said in a low voice: "Suyi. I beg you not to do this to me. But whatever you want. But what I can give...... I'm going to give all my ......."
"What I want." Su Yi smiled sadly. I want my baby. I want my dad to live. I want Gu Yanzhao to be good. Can you do it?"
Hongli was stunned and speechless. But his face became more and more ugly.
Su Yi pulled out his clenched hand. Weakly rolled over. Don't look at him. Tears slipped down and buried in the hair. But in my heart I only feel sad for a while, and it is like a while. She wanted never to be that. She thought he knew. But he tore her happiness apart alive. Barren hearts. No amount of prosperity can bloom warm flowers.
Hongli looked at her thin and thin back. Something else to say. But the lips twitched half-loudly and were just speechless.