The sky was already slightly bright, Jing Xi clasped the book painfully, closed his eyes and thought, what would he do if he was Kong Yinji?

Qi Yue knocked lightly on the door twice, and saw that there was no response inside, so he pushed the door and entered.

Walking to the bedside, Jing Xi lay on the bed horizontally, sleeping soundly, and one hand was still holding the book of "The Vine of Long Love".

Qi Yue gently pulled out the book and turned it over, the page Jing Xi was reading had folds soaked with tears, he was- I watched it all night, and I was moved to cry by Kong Yinji in the story?

Qi Yue's heart fluctuated like a big wave.

Her hand slowly touched Jing Xi's face, a centimeter away, caressing his dark circles, and muttering, "Why are you so good?" You're so good, what can I do so I don't owe you too much? ”

In the depths of Qi Yue's heart, Jing Xi is as good as Kong Yinji, as good as him, and she deserves to be better than him.

But that she shouldn't be her.

She was so scared that if Nozomi Tianjing saw the scar on her back, would she be shocked and think that she had mistaken her?

Is there any way to make her image in Jing Xi's heart a little worse and make him not care too much about her?

Jing Xi slept very deeply this night, and woke up in the evening of the next day.

"Are you awake?" Qi Yue would go upstairs to see him every once in a while, "Dinner is hot in the pot, go down." ”

Qi Yue doesn't know how to be a wife yet, that is, the right and the right often talk about her, many things, she can write, but she can't do it.

Jing Xi followed her downstairs, a dim hall, only the light was on in the mother's study next to the stairs, what was Qi Yue writing?

"Where's Mom?"

"Mom and uncle went to the next H city to discuss business, and said that they would not send us off, so let us go to Sanya to report our safety to her."

Jing Xi was comforted in his heart.

In the past, whenever he came back to say goodbye after a small gathering, his mother would always send him to the airport, but after saying goodbye to the airport, I don't know if he was too relieved of him, and there was no greeting call for a long time, so he took the initiative to report the situation to his mother.

Now, even if it is a small improvement, he will be faintly happy.

Without her mother's dinner table at home, Qi Yue seemed to be more restrained: "You watched it all night last night?" ”

"Hmm."

"Books can be read at any time there, so why delay sleep?"

Jing Xi said: "Because I want to watch it, because it is very good, because "Long Love" is your non-sale, I want to read it before arriving in the capital and get to know you as much as possible as soon as possible." ”

"So, what do you feel when you see the present?" Qi Yue bit her chopsticks and asked without daring to look at her directly.

Jing Xi put down the dishes and chopsticks, looked at her solemnly, and said, "There are many unspoken rules in this society, with Liang Xiaowan...... What is encountered is the most common one. ”

Jing Xi admits that he is not an impatient, but Xi Xuan's words lingered in his heart for a long time.

Qi Yue's portrayal of Liang Xiaowan is too realistic, so real that he can't help but substitute Qi Yue into it, so that he is very scared and wants to face Qi Yue's worst 16-year-old.

Jing Xi stabilized her bad mood and said: "But Liang Xiaowan used her strength to set a good survival example for other girls, which is very close to reality, which will make readers feel that she is the person who lives around us, and the group of depression is also a category that is easy to be ignored by society but needs more social care." Kong Yinji is also very in line with the ambition of the modern entrepreneurial and solid industry generation, relying on his own mind and hands to turn defeat into victory, and establish correct values and outlook on life for young people nowadays. ”

"You are indeed a writer who can help readers solve their difficulties, attracting many boys like Xi Xuan to become your readers, when Xi Xuan analyzed with me, "The Vine of Long Love" is likely to be a tragic ending, I really want to turn to the last chapter to see if they are together, but I can't bear to miss the development process between them. Because of this, I want to know, under what circumstances did you come up with the idea to write such a story? ”

Qi Yue's nose was sour, he picked up the soup bowl and drank it in one go, moistened his throat, lowered his head and said: "I have experienced the darkness in society, although it may be just the tip of the iceberg, although it will not be the darkest, but I have met ......"

Qi Yue choked involuntarily, and clenched his chopsticks with his right hand: "I can't let this darkness go on any longer, I want to use my own strength to let more girls who are suffering or have suffered see the brightness of life." ”

Qi Yue was so excited that she clasped her hands: "Most of the girls who were born at the bottom have soft hearts, they want to develop in big cities, but they don't know that they will face a lot of darkness in the process, they don't want to accept it but are forced to accept it, and they will suffer the threat of being exposed, so that their originally peaceful life has been disturbed by the earth." I just want them to know that this world is not only the night, but also the dawn, as long as they are stronger and more optimistic, they will find their own Kong Yinji. ”

Jing Xi asked with a trembling throat, "Is that also you?" ”

Qi Yue Huoran raised his head and said in a dumb voice: "Yes, a person's life is too difficult, do you know what it's like to call the heavens and the earth not spiritual?" It was his own hands that had no power to save himself, and he could only be bullied. ”

"Do you know why I've been reluctant to be exposed for so long? Because I'm afraid that my hard-earned worries will bring back all the disgrace of the past because of exposure, have you ever tried the devastating nature of a scandal? It will take the person concerned to burn the jade together. ”

"So, I'm just borrowing your aura to seek refuge, and the only thing I can give you is to help you take your father's place."

Jing Xi closed her eyes in pain.

Is Qi Yue telling him that she is a person with both mental and physical trauma?

Trauma?

Jing Xi was so frightened that her whole body trembled.

The heart-rending pain disappointed him so much that all his self-confidence no longer existed: "So, you don't believe that I am your Kong Yinji? ”

Qi Yue got up to clean up the dishes and chopsticks, and the moment he turned around, he turned his heart sideways and said, "Since you guessed that this is a tragedy, why do you try to change it?" I can tell you that its tragedy is not in Kong Yinji, but in Liang Xiaowan, women don't want to accept a fruitless love, so they will reject the man to the end. ”

Qi Yue held back tears and said, "Since I can write like that, I will definitely do that when necessary." If you don't want to be hurt, don't be too nice to me, just remember that if we are profitable, we will gather, and if we are not, we will disperse. ”

Qi Yue really believes in the truth that long pain is better than short pain at this moment, Jing Xi is like this, and so is she.

She doesn't want to be Jing Xi's long-term bond, his past is different from her, he shouldn't suffer those disgraces like her, his future should be a period of brilliant and colorful flowers.

Qi Yue didn't know him too well!

Jing Xi was angry, and his anger was extremely angry, and he broke the two chopsticks in his hand with a sudden force in his right hand, and for the first time, he was teary-eyed because he was injured by his lover.

Since receiving the certificate, Qi Yue has been refreshing his concept of marriage, making the love that he finally believed in be on the verge of despair in an instant.