Lu Zhaoyu and his entourage had a full 5-day exchange at Jiangda University, and only returned to Qingjiangyuan after the plane landed at Linnan Airport, and he said goodbye to several professors.

I wanted to go to Shu Jin immediately, but when I thought that it was class time at this time, it was really inappropriate to go so rashly, so I would wait until the evening, not to mention that he had his own plans tomorrow and Saturday.

Although he was thinking about it, his stable state of mind was finally defeated by his anxiety, and seeing that the last wisp of yellow halo was also covered by the dark night, he drove straight to Linda.

When driving to the corner of the girls' dormitory building, he passed by a pair of men and women walking side by side, Lu Zhaoyu inadvertently looked through the rearview mirror, and at this look, a pair of dark eyes couldn't help but squint slightly, and there was a hint of coldness.

He reversed the wheel, turned the car in a different direction, and unhurriedly kept some distance from the two people in front of him, until they stood in a secluded place, he also stopped the car, and the hands holding the steering wheel did not let go, but held it firmly, and the green tendons on the back of the hands were obviously protruding, which could reveal that the owner of the shot was not small at this time.

Shu Jin didn't expect Lin Suyu to send her a WeChat message tonight, saying that he was downstairs in her dormitory and hoped to see her.

It would be nice to meet with him and make things clear, so she agreed, and the two of them walked all the way to this place without a word.

"Shu Jin, do you really have a boyfriend?" Lin Suyu asked bitterly, in the past few days, he has been paralyzing himself with the only illusion.

"Hmm," the girl replied with a firm tone, looking up at him.

When the handsome boy heard this powerful answer, his eyes closed weakly, and when he opened them, there was a strong pain in his eyes: "But, Shu Jin, do you know that I have secretly liked you for more than four years!" ”

Shu Jin pursed the corners of her lips, her eyes flashed slightly, she didn't know, but now that she knew, she felt a little sad for him, he shouldn't have wasted years of time on himself.

"More than four years is nothing, I even want to like you for longer, I haven't had the courage to confess to you, I just want to be the guardian behind you." The boy's normally clear voice was gradually replaced by a hoarseness.

"But I ignored it, we are all growing up, one day you will fall in love, someone will protect you, and what am I, the guardian behind me, you can't see at all, and you can't feel my feelings for you at all." Lin Suyu suddenly said excitedly with red eyes.

"I've fallen too deep, you want me to give up, it's easier said than done."

She is the joy that he pressed in his heart when he was young, the sweet but not greasy juice of his green years, and the sweet dream that he was drunk and unwilling to wake up. For four years, he always wanted to guard her silently behind her back, not daring to disturb her, but he ignored that there would always be a person who would accompany her in front of her eyes on a certain day in a certain year. So why can't it be yourself? He only blamed himself for not being able to grasp the opportunity, being controlled by cowardice, and stupidly being an invisible man behind his back for many years. Nowadays, it is easier said than done to forget.

"Lin Suyu, thank you for liking me, I really feel sorry for not being able to respond to you, the rest of your life is very long, I hope you don't cling to me anymore."

Shu Jin looked at the boy's appearance of trying to suppress his emotions, and she suddenly felt very bad, the bad thing was that she blocked a boy's true feelings for her for four years in just a few words.

But the long pain is better than the short pain, and letting him have a faint hope but never get it is the biggest harm to him.

"I see." Lin Suyu's eyes looked into the distance flickeringly, the night was dark, and his eyes were also dark.

"Shu Jin, can you let me hug you once, in the future, I will try to control my heart, please, don't stay away from me, at least we can be friends." The boy blinked, letting the mist clear from his eyes, before slowly turning his head to look at the girl and said in a choked voice.

Shu Jin pursed her lips and looked at him as if she couldn't suppress her emotions, and was silent for a long time before she nodded slowly.

A very short light flashed in Lin Suyu's eyes, he strode forward and approached the girl, stretched out his long arms to the girl's back, and with force, he firmly clamped her and hugged the girl in his arms with all his strength.

He sniffed the fragrance emanating from the girl's body, took a deep breath, and said in a hoarse voice: "Shu Jin, I have never regretted liking you." ”

In this quiet night, boys and girls in the mood for love hugged each other, what a beautiful scene, but it was extremely dazzling in Lu Zhaoyu's eyes.

The hands holding the steering wheel were so hard that they seemed to crush it, the dark eyes carried the cold of winter, the coldness under the eyes seemed to condense into ice, and the thin lips were tightly pursed into a straight line, he had to be more restrained to resist not stepping forward to separate the two, so that he could sit in place and watch them hug each other intimately.

Shu Jin held back the discomfort in her heart Ren Lin Suyu hugged herself like this, her arms hung to the side helplessly, and she clenched into a fist and wanted to push him away, but she couldn't help it.

It wasn't until the boy let go of her that she breathed a sigh of relief, she didn't like men other than Lu Zhaoyu holding herself like this.

"Let me go first this time, I don't want to look at your back." Lin Suyu tried to evoke a warm smile at the girl he had liked for many years in front of him.

"Okay" Shu Jin replied in a low voice, standing in place and watching the boy's thin figure leave lonely.

After Lin Suyu turned his back to the girl, he finally couldn't hold back the infinite sorrow that swelled up in his heart, his right hand clenched into a fist against his lips, and his teeth bit his fist fiercely, letting the cry dissipate in this boundless night, and letting the pain that overflowed his mouth turn into a sharp blade and swallow it back.

Later, his steps became more and more rapid and unstable, and he wanted to find a place where no one was man's land, and howled and cried, so that the girl would not know his vulnerability, and no one would find out his sadness.

This hopeless relationship can only be buried by him himself.

Seeing Lin Suyu's figure disappear in front of her eyes, she blinked her sour eyes, and suddenly felt that her heart was very empty, and she missed Lu Zhaoyu very much at this moment.

The headlights of a car suddenly turned on and flickered, and the sudden light pierced the girl with the back of her hand to block her eyes, and looked suspiciously at the black car parked not far from her.

Because of the heavy night and the reflection of the headlights, she couldn't see what was going on with the car for a while, and at this time the mobile phone rang, "Shape Of My Heart" was sung by Lu Zhaoyu for her, and it was also his exclusive ringtone.

She didn't expect that she was thinking about him silently, but he suddenly called her, is this a heart-to-heart connection?

Shu Jin lowered her eyes and looked at the screen, unconsciously with a hint of softness in her eyes, she answered the phone and put the phone to her ear.

"Hibiscus, get in the car." A man's angry voice came over the phone.

Shu Jin looked at the vehicle in front of him in surprise, held up the mobile phone and did not hang up, nor did he speak, but only slowly walked closer, and only when he got closer did he realize that the license plate number was indeed Lu Zhaoyu's car.

The man leaned over in the car and opened the passenger door with his long arm.

Shu Jin hung up the phone, sat in the passenger seat, and the next second she closed the car door, her body was fiercely hugged by the man's hot body, and the force seemed to crush her.

She endured in silence, raising her slender arms to hug his solid back, and tightening her arms with all her might. The two hugged each other tightly like conjoined babies, unwilling to be separated.

"Tomorrow Saturday, go back with me, there are some things you should make clear to me." Such a tone that is not light or heavy, but with a firmness that cannot be refused.

"Lu Zhaoyu, don't be angry." Shu Jin pursed her lips, she remembered that she thought that the bouquet of flowers was given by Lin Suyu before, which could make him unhappy, but you can imagine how angry he is now when he looks at them hugging each other.

"Come back with me." Lu Zhaoyu let go of her, his dark eyes staring at her, with a trace of inscrutable depth.

"Okay," the girl nodded.

Seeing that the little girl agreed to go back with him, a trace of warmth was injected into his eyes.

Along the way, he drove faster than usual, and two emotions in his body were constantly pulling him, one was clamoring to explode with his miss her, and the other was rolling to reveal the displeasure that had grown in his heart.

Until the door was opened and entered, the longing for her broke out first, the man hugged the girl's slender waist and lifted her, lowered his head slightly, held the back of her head with one hand, and imprinted the thin lips on her red lips fiercely, grinding, sucking, and biting. Still feeling that it was not enough, he wanted to go deeper, so he broke into the warm place he had never come to before, and picked the sweetness from the girl's mouth over and over again.

Shu Jin felt his kiss blankly, with urgency, but not forgetting the gentleness, and the lips and teeth were full of their blending breath.

"Hmm" The girl was kissed so hard, I don't know how long it took, she couldn't even breathe steadily, and then she put her hands against the man's chest and tried to push him away.

Lu Zhaoyu slowly opened his eyes, looked at the girl's flushed face, and swallowed her entire lip flap hard, before finally leaving her lips.

"Hibiscus, breathe." He rubbed the girl's hair and said in a hoarse voice.

After he had changed her slippers, he sat on the sofa with her waist in his arms, put the little girl on his lap, and put his arms around her in a possessive position.

Lu Zhaoyu touched the little girl's slightly red and swollen lips that were kissed by him with his hand, causing her to drill straight into his arms, looking at her small movements, he instantly felt that the haze hidden in his heart began to dissipate, and his thin lips hooked an inconspicuous arc.

"I'm ready to listen, can you speak?"

The girl in her arms answered softly and said in a low voice: "When I met Lin Suyu tonight, I wanted to make it clear to him and ask him not to put his mind on me anymore, as for that hug was his last request, although I resisted, I had no reason to refuse." ”

"So you're just going to let him hug me?" The man said in a deep voice.

"Well, but I didn't take the initiative to hug him, I even wanted to push him away." After a pause, he said a little embarrassed, "I just like to be held by you." ”

"Hibiscus, you said you like to be held by me?" The folds between Lu Zhaoyu's eyebrows began to gradually unfold.

The girl's cheek pressed against the man's soft shirt and a soft "um" came out between her nose.

"Don't you like to be kissed by me?" The man's voice was a little slower.

"Like"

The sound was like a mosquito fly, but it was still heard by Lu Zhaoyu, he chuckled lowly, his chest was constantly vibrating, Shu Jin could feel how powerful the beating of his heart was at this time, he didn't hold back, and covered his left hand at the tip of his heart located 0.5-1.0cm in the midline of the clavicle in the 5th intercostal space on the left side.

"Hibiscus, is my heartbeat normal?" The man watched the girl's movements and asked with interest.

The upright girl really started counting his heart rate for 1 minute, and she pursed her lips, focusing all her attention on the tip of her hand that was separated by skin and ribs.

"The heart rate is about 105, and the normal heart rate is between 60-100 beats per minute, but just now you have mood swings, so the heart rate will increase physiologically, and in terms of the number of heart rates, your heart rate is normal." The girl stepped out of the man's arms and looked at him with serious eyes.

Listening to the little girl's serious tone, Lu Zhaoyu smiled helplessly, and then pinched her smooth and fair little face with his hand, and his voice was smiling: "Hibiscus, why are you so interesting." ”

He originally wanted to tease the little girl, but he didn't expect her to be so serious, but it seemed that he was not very serious.