Neon lights begin to flicker, streets begin to open, and the city becomes mysterious and melancholy against the backdrop of the night sky.

In the corner of the city, there is a "Seven Years" bar, the owner is a girl from the south, and everyone here calls her "Ah Qi".

I like seven years and like the boss Ah Qi, so I will definitely check in once a week. Seven Years is different from other bars, where all the night travelers are accommodated, and there are the most moving stories.

As I dragged my tired body into the seventh year, Ah Qi beckoned me at the bar and asked me to try her new wine. That glass of wine was not as sweet as before, nor was it bitter as before, like self-redemption, like a kind of relief. Ah Qi called it "Oasis", she said that the oasis is the hope of the desert, and green is new life. She said she was leaving, looking for her oasis.

(a)

When I first met Ah Qi, I was embarrassed by the loss of love, and she was radiant. At that time, I thought how could there be such a wonderful person in this world, I don't know which young man was lucky enough to take her home.

But later I learned that she was scarred under her radiant radiance.

I like to listen to Ah Qi's stories while drinking her wine, and her stories are like wine, mellow and moving.

(b)

Ah Qi and Mr. C met ten years ago, but the story really began seven years ago.

In the summer of 2009, Ah Qi and Mr. C met at a party, but they did not have a deep friendship.

In the cold winter of 2012, Mr. C, as a typical poor student, was assigned to be at the same table with Ah Qi, a gifted student.

Later, like all romance novel plots, Ah Qi fell in love with Mr. C. The difference is that she did not confess to Mr. C as written in the novel, but chose to pay silently by his side.

Maybe that's what led to her final failure.

I asked her why she didn't confess to him, and Ah Qi said that it was doomed to failure, and there was no need to struggle anymore, which only increased the pain.

But in the end, Ah Qi still put out the fire like a moth, caused a wound, and ended the story with failure.

(c)

Ah Qi, this girl, has the gentleness and loveliness of a Jiangnan woman, and also the boldness of a northern girl, it is difficult not to be impressed.

Slowly, Mr. C became attracted to this girl who was a little brighter than the stars. He launched an offensive against her with a cautious liking, Ah Qi is just a little girl, not to mention a person who has liked him for a long time, after all, he still can't resist his enthusiasm.

She began to respond to him, she knew that he always liked to step on the spot in class, and he definitely didn't have time to eat breakfast, so she brought an extra breakfast every day. Gradually, he began to understand her intentions, but he still did not find out, and only maintained an ambiguous relationship.

Ah Qi always persuaded Mr. C to study hard, but he always fished for three days and dried his nets for two days, and he didn't care.

Gradually, Ah Qi began to be surrounded by a sense of powerlessness, and she began to seriously examine the relationship between the two, "above friends, not yet lovers" is the best explanation between them.

Ah Qi began to retract her enthusiasm, she didn't want to continue this ambiguous relationship anymore, and honestly retreated to the boundaries of friends. And Mr. C seems to be missing a tendon, and he doesn't understand why Ah Qi's sudden change is.

(iv)

Mr. C is still the same as ever to Ah Qi, but Ah Qi's attitude is always wavering, and she doesn't know whether to continue to reply to his enthusiasm or ignore him.

From the very beginning, in this game, it was already destined that Ah Qi was the one who lost. She finally relented, and she couldn't bear to see the loss and pain appear on his brow.

Ah Qi thought that it would be like this, ambiguous and ambiguous, it didn't matter if she was wronged, as long as his smile didn't disappear.

Ah Qi's dedication to Mr. C reminds me of Meng Po Sanqi's love for immortality in the movie "Soul Ferry: Yellow Springs", "Ruyi Langjun, I need to really like him, I wish him well." When he is good, I am happy; When I am good and he is bad, I am not happy; As long as he is good, I am happy whether I am good or not, that party really likes it, and it really loves someone. I think Changsheng is like this, it's good for him to lie to me, I just want him to be good, if he is happy, I will be happy. ”

That stupid girl, for Mr. C, she was wronged, but that person didn't know.

(5)

Finally, after the college entrance examination, Mr. C confessed to Ah Qi. And Ah Qi decided to give it a try with that "what if", in case they came to the end.

But God still didn't favor them in the end, and they were separated. I still remember how Ah Qi looked when she talked about this past, she looked up at the void, the camellia in her hand seemed to burn faster in order to enhance the atmosphere, the pale smoke surrounded her, and the crystal in the corner of her eye finally betrayed her.

She said that his sentence "we are over" was the cruelest thing she had ever heard, but in order not to make him feel guilty, she pretended not to care, pretended to be chic, but when his back left sight, she cried like a fool.

She tossed and turned for countless nights, wetting pillows with tears for him. She said that for a while, she dreamed of him every night, causing her to dare not close her eyes and fear the sense of loss that she would not have when she woke up without him. So much so that she began to numb herself with alcohol and cigarettes, trying to forget him, but she could not do so.

After she had survived countless difficult days alone, he turned back. And Ah Qi couldn't refuse him, she fell again, and this time, what was waiting for her was still pain.

And so, again and again, from hope to disappointment, from disappointment to despair, and so on. Ah Qi thought that her affection could impress Mr. C, but she lost, and the loss was a mess.

Not only did she lose to Mr. C, she also lost to "What If" and "I Thought".

(f)

For him, Ah Qi gave up his original high-paying job and opened a bar, just so that he could have a place to stay when he was sad.

For him, she began to put on one mask after another, pretending not to care that her deepest affection for him was hidden behind her, and behind pretending to be happy was her scarred.

Ah Qi said that she made a pact with herself, if she couldn't get a trace of his care after seven years, then she would not guard him anymore.

At this time, I realized that "seven years" was Ah Qi's deepest affection for Mr. C.

I've seen Mr. C, his smile is like sunshine and warmth, and I think maybe that's one of the reasons for Ah Qi's infatuation.

Every time Ah Qi mentioned this Mr. C, her eyes twinkled with stars, even though her brows were full of sadness. When Ah Qi saw him, it was like an oasis in the desert, full of hope and vitality. Ah Qi is always faint, but when he sees him, like a star, he begins to flicker.

This year is the seventh year, and Ah Qi's affection still did not impress Mr. C in the end, and it is time for her to fulfill her agreement. She said that she was going to go on a trip and go all the places that the two of them had agreed on. She said that it was time to let go of herself, that such a life was too hard, and that she wanted to be happy, like an "oasis", to usher in her new life.

And I choose to bless her, even if the years do not promise her deep affection in the end, but I think that time will not fail her in the end, it will give her love in another way and heal her scars.

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